Down The Spinal Ladder - Art By Santiago Caruso

saw the original

 and had to make a few alterations

Totally forgot to post the rest of these designs here! More to follow soon :-)

Doodles below!

We have promises to keep and miles to go before we sleep.

it’s dishonored time °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

It’s feels nice to finish something old huh

full 1 , full 2 → non blink version ←

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charles smith, the bpd king

About

that's it that's my about because i am kinda sorta trying to move here fully so um if someone decides to follow. yeah

they/them, 26, Al/Alex, bi nb if that even matters

horse guy (love horses. taking lessons in both english and western riding styles as for now) 

rdr2 guy (seriously this game consumed my mind like a brainworm and refuses to leave) 

music guy (i love music. metalhead (black/doom/sludge/post/core/prog mostly but i am Open to any genre from kpop to thrash to the latest sabrina carpenter's single). i generally just fw music on a whole another level y’all won’t understand (and if you do i’m glad to discuss). my last fm is here

i don’t produce much except for my own ramblings and maybe screenshots and stupid jokes but you Might encounter the rarest ever species of writing and art here. (no promises they’re Rare and Shy and Nocturnal) 

proship through and through, pro fiction, pro anything that stays as fiction and doesn’t actually hurt anyone irl (no brother //g/n you getting triggered and failing to block the triggering content to not see it ever again doesn’t count as hurting) 

i am friendly and open for conversation so if you ever wanna shoot me a dm or an ask go ahead 

will be updated when i come up with my Own Personal Tags and shit idk.

daily affirmations

i am the unkillable faggot

i can exist in grocery stores

i have the shittiest music taste in any room

i have a gun

actually wait no i WILL elaborate. i am myself taking it with a grain of salt because i am no psychiatrist + there are too many ways to interpret any character in this game but my key arguments are:

• horribly traumatic childhood, then years and years being completely alone. living through his formative years without the crucial component: actual and genuine connection. banging my head on the wall as we speak

• sudden and powerful anger outbursts. sometimes justified, but what was that chair scene lmao

• the campfire monologue? evident of his feelings of detachment, emptiness, failing to see any purpose in life or in himself

• he absolutely has a favorite person in the gang lol

• i tend to project on my favorite characters a lot so he is practically me period

charles smith, the bpd king