maybe it's just my katarsis (as in the lithuanian band) brainrot overlapping with my jerejean brainrot (send help) but i can't stop thinking about how the song tavo akys really fits jerejean so well like firstly there is this general desperation and the hunger the song conveys to me personally that just makes me think about how both jean and jeremy have this overwhelming feelings for each other they don't realise are mutual (yet) AND jean thinking about jeremy's eyes (don't even get me started on the whole brown thing) and how jean sees jeremy's smiles often don't reach them but ALSO on the other hand jeremy seeing jean's trauma in his expression so often so the whole part of the song with "your eyes see pain" and so on can be applied to them both from each others perspectives AND THEN at the beginning of the song "the home burns" like hello what a coincidence and this is regarding both their feelings figuratively and the arson situation literally (rip cozy home nr 1) (they'll build a new one together) ALSO there is this general feeling of hopelessness to the song and the boys are so falling for each other but don't allow any hope to get added to the equation (not yet anyway) (though jean at least is on the right path with admitting to himself what he WANTS) (tsc3 has me waiting on my knees) (please let them hope and get what they hoped for please)
I love that Neil's tendency for drama got him as far as having his own category of cw in this fandom lol
I love Jean so so much. Five years in hell and still his favorite color is that of his lovers eyes and the garden he tended to after he chose to heal. Five years in hell and still he cares enough to ask if Cody was safe. Five years in hell and still he put rainbows on his list of miracles, and open roads, and friends, and fathers. Five years in hell and still he wants to grow a peach tree. Five years in hell and still "Stupid, beautiful Kevin" and "not your capacity for unkindness but how fiercely you fight against it" and "Jean moved without thinking, pressing a close-mouthed kiss to her temple the way she did whenever she thought he was unraveling."
digital diary something something contd: just gotten my delivery with two paperbacks the sunshine court and the golden raven might lowkey explode from joy
i am so excited to buy some highlighter pens to mark quotes and thing is i've never highlighted anything in my books before the most i've done so far when reading was annotations with just random remarks written with pencil but for some reason this idea has been living rent free in my head since i decided i needed tsc in physical form and i am so hyped to colour code jean's and jeremy's quotes when rereading and maybe get another extra colour for wholesome moments overall omfg what have i become
Got it from @giovannam1217 at Pinterest
. Honestly, pretty accurate.
I just know Nicky would unironically call borderline everyone Maus in German like if someone gets particularly nasty bruises or sprains from Exy he'd go "oh nein du arme Maus" or he'd look at pics of jerejean when they finally get together and go "aww guckt euch die beiden an, einfach Mäuse, die zwei" (he thinks the same about andrew and neil but wouldn't say it to their face because he values his skin in its unpunctured state thank you very much)
so i was rereading aftg this week and since i had read it for the first time lots has changed including the fact my german has become really good (i'm afraid of the word fluent like i can't seriously be that vain yk) and since i've lived in germany for the last three years i was kinda automatically translating all of andrew's group's conversations in my head as i was reading i guess i wanted to experience the plot with how they could've potentially sound and now i'm wondering how many people were doing the same as they read it
Cat& Laila are never gonna be allowed back in that damn apartment after Jeremy and Jean get together & get to intimacy like they’re gonna go at it nonstop 😭
Pretty sure Jean has Jeremy’s hair on his list of things worth living for 👀
she/her 🇺🇦 slowly figuring out how to use tumblr properly
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