I Was Wearing This Outfit Yesterday And It Reminded Me Of Mo Soooooo (ps Those Things Behind Him Are

Do you guys think He Tian confronted She Li? He looks like he has blood on his lips.. I feel like he got into a fight.

Being torn between wanting a new update but also wanting Old Xian to take their time and stay mentally and physically healthy

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Me: *checks for an update*

*goes to make minute rice*

*check for an update while eating rice*

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This is true the inspiration I need in life

Bike rides and late nights

My own take on Pho Soup. I can honestly say this is the best food I’ve ever made. I’m sure someone could make better but this right here. This is good.

More late night aesthetic! Just black and good this time not lavender. I guess this is me wanting a tattoo?

Unpopular Opinion!

Sorry if I step on anyone’s toesssss

Ok but she Li is a dick and really doesn’t have any redeeming qualities that we’ve been shown so far. No I don’t have any medical knowledge so I’ve got no idea how his condition affects him mentally or emotionally but he doesn’t have the right to PIERCE SOMEONES EARS WITH A PUSH PIN LIKE WHAT?!?! YOU CANNOT MAKE ANY EXCUSE FOR THAT BEHAVIOR NO MATTER WHAT. LIKE NO. I UNDERSTAND THAT HE HAD A TRAUMATIC CHILDHOOD BUT LITERALLY SO DID THE OTHER BOYS IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER AND NONE OF THEM BEHAVE THE WAY HE DOES.

Once again I could be completely wrong on what his condition does but in my mind he just can’t feel pain in his hands and feet and it could eventually progress so he can’t move but he does have treatment. I also think that he’s sort of got sociopathic tendencies. Like he doesn’t feel emotions such as empathy and that mixed with not feeling pain makes kind of a robot? In the sense that most of his “human” likeness? is gone? (Can’t find the right word).

The most human things are pain and emotions. Take that away and what do you have? Someone who doesn’t know how to function is that the rest of the world. And I’m not in any way saying people with sosiopathic tendencies are bad but how severe She Lis must be is insane. The worst part is he doesn’t see anything wrong with his actions. It’s just the twisted part of him trying to feel emotions through Mo.

Even though She Lis reality is horrible and super sad, it doesn’t excuse him from hurting people and manipulating them. I would feel a little bit more sad for him if he EVER. JUST ONCE SHOWED A HINT OF REMORSE FOR HIS ACTIONS but he hasn’t. And a part of me thinks he won’t.

Also I’m completely against that “oh but what if She Li and Mo were friends when they were younger” idea. Remember when Mo had that flash back of people in his class saying he stole something (pencils I think?) because his dad was in jail and no one listened to him? If She Li was his friend back then don’t you think he would have stood up for Mo? Like how ZZX would stand up for little Jian Yi?

I’m not sure. I think that people naturally want to forgive characters because that’s what happened with He Tian and Mo and they turned out to be awesome. But She Li is another type of bad. He Tian and Mo both have someone in their life that they care about deeply. He Tian is “bad” because he was raised to be that way. Mo is “bad” because he had to grow up that way. She Li is bad because he chooses to be that way. But once again I don’t know. Certain conditions affect people certain ways but if a person doesn’t ever show a willingness to try to change than trusting them/giving them a second chance is a bad idea. Especially if they’ve always pulled the wool over your eyes and manipulated you

Lol this is way longer than I thought it would be.

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Ok but can we talk about how in the new update He Tian didn’t take the whole blanket from Mo (or even just half like you would think to do). He only took a little bit. Maybe just enough that if he needed to he could touch Mo. Not like in a sexual way or anything, but just to know that Mo is there with him (like if he had a nightmare).

He Tians character development makes me really happy. He isn’t that snobby rich boy anymore. He’s ok with only having only a little bit of the covers so that Mo will be warm. Granted he is in long sleeves and pants but it’s still cute to think about.

Another thing is that covers make us feel secure when we sleep. So that fact that He Tian doesn’t need the covers over him makes it even sweeter. Simply because Mo is right there next to him he feels safe.

Actually video evidence of He Tian and Mo GuanShan interacting

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