I hate it when people try to make small talk with me by asking what shows I'm watching because I really don't watch any shows. I'm just like "I actually spend hours watching 2+ hour long video essays on Youtube."
Idk how to explain to people that my dumb ADHD brain hisses at the prospect of investing in new series but loves Youtube videos I can easily zone out to or stop and start.
Okay google how to finish fics you've started writing?
I'll just re-upload the fic here since people can't find it.
The 'enemies'to lovers ' of this ship kinda slaps
I have art block bad so have some filler. Tf2 teenager edition (spy isn’t here because idk man.)
He was deep into the work, so he didn’t notice the door of his workshop opening, nor he heard measured steps that came closer. But, he felt the presence of another person at the moment any noise has stopped. Engineer looked up at the clock. It was 1:24 am. It's not an unusual time for him to be awake and the person behind him also knows it. That’s probably why he still doesn’t hear anything against it, Engie only feels it, this dislike for his schedule. Quietly Hardhat mumbled about hypocrisy. Usually, he would have been convinced to let go of work already, but the urgency of the things is insane - they both know it.
- You know I need to finish this, doc
The silence has been enough of an answer. Engineer has already prepared himself for a possible argument. But it still wasn't there. He continued working, seeking for any sign of malfunction — he spent hours on this and still ended up empty-handed. Soon after, Medic took another chair from nearby and sat on it, their knees touching. Then there was a sign, the first thing he actually heard this night from a man. Engineer felt crippling tiredness in that voice.
- Well, at least I can help.
Medic actually couldn’t, another thing they both knew perfectly. But Engineer ignored it and let him stay anyway. Even if he knew that was probably not a good thing for doc to stay awake. Medic was stubborn, when wanted. And after all, just a quiet presence of this man was enough to feel lighter. Though, he knew this calm silence would not last long and soon Medic would start rambling about everything he’d done today and Engineer would be calm enough to listen just like he always does. Soon Dell would get more relaxed and start telling what he was doing, and then listen Ludwig giving honest opinion on it. But it will happen later. Right now, all that is important is a calm night, respawn upgrade that needs to be done by the morning and quiet existing of the man, whose presence was as chaotic, as calming when needed.
As a person, who spends most of the time in headphones and always thinks about something, I have to say that those moments when you turn off the music and take off your headphones, listening to the surrounding sounds without any thoughts in mind, are felt so special and relaxing.
here, hold this post for a second
reblogs >>> likes
no ones even forcing me to draw i just gotta do it or ill explode
“Hyperfixation” has become another word for “hobby” or “fandom” and I’m really fucking sick of it
That ADHD feel when you have a great idea then it disappears and you can almost taste it but you cant figure out what it was
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Arin •|• They/them •|• aroace voidpunk enjoyer •|• Learn too many languages to be alive •|• Eng/ru/fr/pl/fin btw •|• Have a strange kinship with insane characters
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