I Feel Some Heavy Pressure Here... Welp, I Guess That Was The Point ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Hello

Welcome to my page ^^

• My name is Arin, you can also call me Witold (Wi or Told, whatever) but some people just call me a strange void creature from the abyss and I absolutely don't mind this one

• My pronounces are they/them, xe/xem or ae/aer on English. If it's not English — any pronounces with gender-neutral meaning will do nicely

• I'm an angled aroace demiplatonic and also a genderfluid mess. So no queerphobes are allowed there, I don't like you.

— amatonormativity sucks btw

— also voidpunk rules 'cause "Why do you need to be human?"

• In QRP with two amazing people — @adventurous-phoenix (he's also an author of a banner) and @strangecoffeefreak

• I'm a full-time ADHD gremlin and really committed to it. Bear with it. I also have mental health problems, so no ableism here, I'm too tired to deal with your shit.

• Multifandom, but generally jump from hyperfixation to hyperfixation. I also write fanfiction, but it's more like "Burst scribbling", than writing

— right now my hyperfixations are a crazy combo of TF2 and Mo Dao Zu Shi

— BTW, I'm a science party enjoyer. Also, I'm a 3zun enjoyer. If it's not your cup of tea, you better move out

• Besides TF2, I also play Genshin Impact and Honkai Impact. So if you want to scream about another sexualised woman character with me — you're welcome.

• BTW, don't hesitate to interact in any way! You can also ask absolutely random questions, I just like to talk and share my opinion on things.

• I may use a lot of passive aggression, sarcasm and sometimes dark humour. I usually mark them, so no one would get confused, but all in all, it's the way I'm used to communicate with world and I mostly use it as a coping mechanism.

• The only real TW I have is transphobia and dogs. I have a really bad case of cynophobia here and even if I don't get terrified of photos of dogs, it's still uncomfortable

My DNI criterias are basic, besides aforementioned ones, I also will not stand any racism, imperialism, misogyny and other hate views here. If you're a such person, well, sucks to be you.

Btw, even though I don't usually block people, I still have a right to do it without explanation. And you either move on from it, or... Do anything else, I don't care

— TERFs and right wingers are getting a special invitation to go fuck themselves

That's probably all, but I'll definitely add some things in a future

See ya

guys,,,

heavymedic breakup now its time for engiemedic hurtcomfort

More of them

P.S.: The thing Medic said means "Sleep is for the weak"

Pros and cons of writing your fics on a paper

Pros:

— you can think things through while writing

— motor movements stop you from stimming because well, you kinda already do.

— you can make cool pen spins while thinking

Cons:

— you need to copy in to your laptop so literally write everything ones again.

*Sometimes YouTube videos are mainstream media, so if you regularly watch YouTube videos but only ones that are breaking 3M+ views, I would count that as mainstream entertainment media.

A Life with Less Societal Expectations

Lacking something sometimes feel so alienating.

Aside from asexuality and aromanticism that can exclude you from romantic and sexual experiences, aplatonicness is also something hard to take. It excludes you from so many things life has to offer.

Aroace people who are also aplatonic, aspec peple who struggle to make friends, aspec people who are outcasts, aspec people who are loners, aspec people who have a past negative experience with friendships, aspec people who are introverted, aspec people who are not comfortable with social interactions, aspec people who were bullied, aspec people who were the last choice in a friend group, aspec people who don't have a stable social circle, aspec people who only have two or three friends they can truly trust, aspec people who have social anxiety, aspec people who are always misunderstood, aspec people who have an "unfriendly" appearance, intimidating aspecs, aspec people who try to fit in so hard but it always feel fruitless, aplatonic people who are happy, aspec people who have no choice but to be by themselves, aspec people with avoidant attachment style, aspec people who love the friends they have but don't know how to show it.

It can never feel the same.

But does it have to?

The successful and happy life seems to be so linear. Graduate, get a high-paying job, be financially secure, find a partner, get married, have children, have sex. Build friendships. It's tiring having to stress out when it's ever gonna happen in this life.

Being aro and ace can already exclude you from at least two experiences. Does being a socially-anxious have to exclude you from making meaningful friendships too?

At this point, it won't even matter anymore. A life with less societal expectations is good too. At least, by carrying those labels around, there is a concrete reason for not engaging in a certain activity for the experience.

Additionally, building a life where we don't have to feel like we're missing out on what is socially expected - dating, getting married, having children, having sex, friendships - doesn't sound like a bad idea.

Lacking something doesn't need to be so alienating. If you extricate yourself from the feeling that makes you uncomfortable in the first place - not having a certain relationship - and replace it with something good, like focusing on your career and volunteering, it feels much more fulfilling.

Accept the void.

The number of jokes about dumpsters in this game is batshit insane

....

I can't believe I actually love it

here, hold this post for a second

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no ones even forcing me to draw i just gotta do it or ill explode