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Unfortunately I do get the urge to control and manipulate others because it's a literal symptom of my disorder. Having such urges does not make me or anyone a bad person. What would make me a bad person is following these urge and hurting others. But I can't control what urges I have. I can control my reaction to these urges.

Also I've seen people say stuff like "This is not normal, hope this helps" or "You need help" (in a insulting way) when pwNPD talk about their experiences. A majority of us are completely aware. It's not normal and we do need help because it's part of a mental disorder. People who say stuff like that make it difficult for us narcissists to get help. We are constantly demonized, even by professionals, the people who are supposed to help us.

Sevika and Shoola were the only real councilors besides Mel and Jayce that did their job protecting Piltover/ Zaun and their people while the rest of the new Piltoveran councilors turned their back out of self preservation but had the audacity to shoot dirty looks at Sevika for taking a seat at the table, fortunately she has Shoola as her ally. This is a duo I wish we could see more of.

This this this right here is getting to me. Gif is from @terrapia

Yeah you could argue this parallels Silco but it doesn’t really. Silco didn’t want to give up jinx because she’s his daughter. Sevika doesn’t want to give up jinx because she’s a zaunite

And you know who that reminds me of so fucking much?

That’s Vander’s ideology right there. Vander could have done like Grayson suggested, picked any rando off the streets to take the fall for the apartment explosion, but he wouldn’t, because those are his people.

Vander was weak and Vander was a coward but Sevika followed him once, and there was a reason for that

Silco may have been the Eye of zaun, but Vander is its Heart, and that heart is still fucking beating

Jayce every time he shares a scene with Mel.

Having NPD sucks ass because if you open up about your worldview people clown on you for “being edgy” and if you talk about how you hate the stigma people tell at you because “there is no stigma” and if you mention you have NPD people call you a monster who can’t care about other people by nature.

There is literally NO way to win if you ever want to talk about it because you will only be told that you are not stigmatized for it while those same people telling you that use the same stigma to bully and judge you for it.

#villainradio??

In Episode 108, Dr. Garaki just casually mentions the villain radio.

...Horikoshi, you cannot just drop shit like that without elaborating. What is the villain radio? Was he just referencing the radio Machia carries with him? (I don't think so. Otherwise, wouldn't he have just said Machia's radio?) Is it a radio station run by an actual villain and it's basically a gossip station about all the local ne'er-do-wells? Is it a civilian podcaster talking about/speculating on/predicting villain movements with occasional hero and vigilante guest appearances?

Is is run by this guy?

Until I hear otherwise, MHA's 'villain radio' is now canonically hosted by Alastor the Radio Demon.

He would roast everyone so hard.