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the way jj didn’t only hallucinate emily coming to rescue her; otherwise it could’ve been like emily bursting into the room and being like “come on jay, we gotta go!” while helping her to get up or something like that. no, jj hallucinated emily talking softly to her, cupping her head with her hand, being reassuring… (and that was while having not seen her for over a year and a half)

her hallucination was less about being rescued per se and more about being rescued by emily, having emily take care of her (the way jj took care of her in paris)

also it shows how engraved emily is in jj’s subconscious… they’re real soulmates

Overheard at the BAU

Henry, running towards Emily: "DADDY!"

Penelope, overhearing: "Wait, what?"

Henry: "Mommy keeps calling her that..."

Penelope, smirking towards a blushing JJ: "Does she now?"

thinking about jj having to talk herself down from being mad at emily after she found out about baugate, after she found out that emily kept baugate from her, because "it gives me you". thinking about jj having to swallow her anger and her pride and her hurt because she doesn't want to lose someone who's been there for her for almost 20 years. thinking about what it took for jj to take all of that in and then...let it go. and how she shouldn't have had to.

she should have been given her moment to yell and cry and point an accusing finger at emily and say "you did that to me! you kept it from me!" thinking about poor jj having to hold it in and keep it to herself and stay quiet once again

thinking about the resignation and acceptance in emily's tearful eyes as she nods and says, "you're right, i'm sorry"

Came across this insane interaction on Twitter

Tell me why Paget unironically speaks like she’s on tumblr, I can’t anymore

AJ HAS A TINY ASS???

MINE IS BIGGER AND JUICY???

Enough of unrequited jemily from emilys POV, I need unrequited jemily from JJ’s POV. Give me JJ falling in love with Emily from the start but thinking Emily doesn’t love her back, so she gets with Will. JJ continuing to love Emily throughout the years in silence. Staying in the BAU just to be around her.

HELP ME

Gone was any trace I think I am finally

of you, clean.

Okay okay okay...emily loving JJ but JJ couldn't at the time and was figuring out shit but like current jemily is JJ screaming in silence and wanting Emily so badly but she feels as if she lost the time and Emily doesn't want her anymore so she just watches Emily live her life as she suffers because she finally realized that all she wants all she needs is Emily.

But she can't have her but at least she's in her life.

HOW ARE WE FEELING JEMILY NATION??

🔥 H-O-T-T-O-G-O 🔥

Hotch: What's the relationship between you two?, I'm asking as a friend, not a boss

JJ: There's nothing going on between us, hotch. I promise you, we're just close friends

Emily (chuckles): What do you mean JJ, you always jump on your friends' laps and call them mommy?

JJ(blushes)

Hotch(bows head):why am i even asking

JJ:

omg YES

guys if u disagree i don’t wanna hear it!

Honestly, I think it would've been more believable for JJ to confess her love to Garcia than it was for her to confess to Spencer.

Quotes + Mean Girls

associating angsty quotes (and some fluffy ones) to mean girls characters and dynamics, this is definitely longer than it should be and will probably be part 1 of many but anyways. lmk which were your favorites and which ones ruined you :) also shoutout to the cautionary tale discord who saw some of these already and ramble about these characters with me <3

posting under the cut so i don't clog anyone's feeds

Regina

"what a terrible thing to wound someone you really care for - and to do it so unconsciously."

Haruki Murakami

"and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. what do you call it, freedom or loneliness?"

Charles Bukowski

"i am changing. i am trying to be better. it is slow; it is rough; it is repetitive, but i swear i am."

Abdulsamad S. M.

"i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break."

Marya Hornbacher

"i was not a loveable child, and i'd grown into a deeply unlovable adult. draw a picture of my soul, and it'd be a scribble with fangs."

Gillian Flynn

"if only my heart were as cold as i pretend it is, maybe i could get over this."

Jessica Katoff

"i wasn't beautiful anymore. now i looked like what i was, a raw wound."

Janet Fitch

"i'm restless and harsh and despairing. although i do have love inside me. i just don't know how to use love. sometimes it tears at my flesh, like barbs."

Clarice Lispector

"i did not mean to be cruel. i swear i am good, i am good, i am kind. i have love inside me. some place far far away."

unknown

Cady

"how much can you change and get away with it, before you turn into someone else, before its some kind of murder?"

Richard Siken

"your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing."

Dyodor Dosteovsky

"what and how much had i lost by trying to do only what was expected of me instead of what i myself wished to do?"

Ralph Ellison

"my god, my god, whose performance am i watching? how many people am i? who am i? what is this space between myself and myself?"

Fernando Pessoa

"it was good for a while, being empty. i didn't hurt anymore. but as time went on, it was like i could hear myself from far away, begging for permission to come back."

Myra McEntire

"is it better to out-monster the monster or to be quietly devoured?"

Friedrich Nietzsche

"who's the real you? the person who did something awful, or the one who's horrified by the awful thing you did? is one part of you allowed to forgive the other?"

Rebecca Stead

"you're a mess of good intentions gone wrong. you strike a match on yourself to keep others warm, and now the whole goddamn world's on fire. you try to put it out, and you try so hard. the dam breaks, and the waters of your sorrow pour free. you are sorry; so very, very sorrow - and you will drown everyone to prove it."

unknown

Janis

"there are times when i am convinced i am unfit for any human relationship."

Franz Kafka

"i am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and i thought people would see it because 'romantic' doesn't mean 'sugary'. it's dark and tormented - the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you cannot attain."

Catherine Breillat

"but whatever came, she had resolved never again to belong to another than herself."

Kate Chopin

"there were two reasons i was scared to let people in; the damage they could do, and the damage they could find."

Chris McGeown

"perhaps its good for one to suffer. can an artist do anything if he's happy? would he ever want to do anything? what is art, after all, but a protest against the horrible inclemency of life?"

Aldous Huxley

Gretchen

"i want so obviously, so desperately to be loved, and to be capable of love."

Sylvia Plath

"she wanted to say 'don't leave me', but she couldn't do it, not again. she was so tired of begging people to love her."

Kristin Hannah

"he is charmingly telling me how much he does not love me...and i, - listening to him carefully, - am approving it."

Marina Tsvetaeva

"she's gonna forever say 'i got this' even with tears in her eyes."

unknown

"still there is this terrible desire to be loved. still, there is this horror at being left behind."

Michael Cunningham

"can you understand me? someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little?"

Sylvia Plath

"i am trying to make myself digestible. i am trying to make myself easy to love."

I.B. Vyache

"do you think it is possible that some people are born to give more love than they will ever get back in return?"

Tyler Knott Gregson

Karen

"the sensitive suffer more; but they love more, and dream more."

Augusto Cury

"a lot of people tell me i'm a bit dreamy. but i like the idea of that. of being somewhere else."

Alam

"you cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. this is your tragedy, because you understand them but they do not understand you."

Daniel Saint

Regina and Janis

"the bear loved the deer, it was obvious. it ripped the deer's throat out, and then licked the dying deer with the most passionate affection. i thought of you and me."

David Cronenberg

"can you hate someone for what they have done, but still love them for whom they had been?"

Jodi Picoult

"love isn't soft, like those poets say. love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close."

Stephen King

"i love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul."

Pablo Neruda

"they will hook me up to a polygraph and ask me if i love you and i will say no but the needle will jump and sputter exactly how you laugh."

unknown

"there's a sickening feeling of familiarity, when the wrong person knows you too well and you know them too well. and they weren't always the wrong person."

unknown

"we don't mean to hurt each other, but we do. and perhaps no matter how right we are for each other, we'll always be a little wrong."

Beau Taplin

Regina and Cady

"i am intense darkness and you are a golden sunrise."

Arijit Singh and Pritam

"even before you touched me, i belonged to you; all you had to do was look at me."

unknown

"whether you come as a lover or an executioner, i am ready to receive you."

Agustin Gomez-Arcos

"for the longest time, i saw myself as a bad person. you don't know how much it meant to me when you looked at me and could see the good."

unknown

"but i have seen the best of you and the worst of you, and i choose both."

Sarah Kay

"i promised myself i would never fall in love with you. but it was 4 am, and we were laughing way too hard, and i felt happy for the first time in a long time, and i knew i was screwed."

unknown

Gretchen and Karen

"i would rather be with you - even the you that you seem to think is diminished - than with anyone else in the world."

Jojo Moyes

"it hurts, he realizes, to love someone who can't love themselves. like watching a work of art set itself on fire."

unknown

"how amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head."

Nina LaCour

"come love, make me better than i was. come teach me a kinder way to say my own name."

Andrea Gibson

"i wanted you to see a mess and still find me worthy of love, to tell me that you could still love me anyway."

Georges Bataille

"sometimes, love is as simple as watching the moon and sometimes its as difficult as counting the stars. but i love doing both for you."

unknown

Janis and Damian

"you may be born into a family, but you walk into friendships. some you'll discover you should put behind you. others are worth every risk."

Adam Silvera

Regina and Gretchen

"but i am very homesick for arms that have never held me."

unknown

"i burned so long so quiet you must have wondered if i loved you back. i did, i did, i do."

Annelyse Gelman

"so i wait for you like a lonely house till you will see me again and live in me. till then my windows ache."

Pablo Neruda

"how do you tell someone that the reason you're sad is because you love them?"

unknown

do you ever think that jennifer jareau wouldn't mind being in love with emily prentiss if it didn't mean being in love with another woman and emily prentiss wouldn't mind being in love with another woman if it didn't mean being in love with jennifer jareau or are you normal?

tell your baby that i'm your baby

fuck jeid and willifer. this is the love triangle i needed

Steve brought back Nat….

(One of my favorite drawings😭😭)

IYKYK ❤️‍🩹✨🥹

Really makes me mad when I see people talking about the Jeid confession and people are always like “Reid deserved better than that” or “Will deserved a wife who isn’t in love with someone else”.

Bitch, JJ deserved better than that shitty out of character writing.

criminal minds queer + text post