Same Cool Vibe

look deeper and become closer

So... I've realized I'm not reading with my eyes. Or my memory is s/#t. While reading the last chapter, I realized I didn't understand (nor remember) two things:

1. Those who become part of the troupe stop aging after a certain age, no? I just remembered that Sahed's hair is growing... I mean, hair growth isn't a sign of aging... but actually it's just a sign of changes in the body (? I'm stupid sorry), and I don't recall anyone ever emphasizing such things (like someone shaving or getting a haircut). I mean, I don't get it... their body functions are maintained and exist usually until they decide to "leave"? Visually, no one changes... and either Tonny wears the same hairstyle his whole long life, or they stop changing altogether (frozen in time). Or do they all change, just that no emphasis was placed on it, and the moment with Sahed was more for (oh, she noticed such a minor detail!)?

And question 2: Does Sahed know that Julia doesn't have much time left if Tonny doesn't come up with something? I distinctly remember that Kamille and Tonny know about this. But Sahed? It's just that if he knows, he's too calm. And if he doesn't... well, then it's understandable.

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*the sudden realization that episode 235 is only the beginning OF EVERYTHING*

how it started / how it's going

I CAAAAAAAAAAAAN'T

"I just wanted him to be proud of me"

Why Sahed's words always cut me without a knife... he's so honest that's unbelievable...

Personally I love this small moments with all my heart.

my completely delulu brain:

Is this daughter of Sahed and Julia? (just joking)

ALSO WHAT A PLOT TWIST!!! I THOUGHT THEY WOULD MEET LATER