One thing about me is that, almost as soon as I realized I was an angel, I felt incredibly detached from my mortal vessel - and I began mentally separating myself from it completely, but most of all, it made my childhood memories "blurry". Because this body isn't mine, I barely view my kid self as "me", because hy was so unaware of hys divinity. He and I are not the same.
On one hand, my childhood is the only thing I enjoyed about humanity and I wish I could still live as a mortal without feeling so out of place. But on the other hand, I do not want to be ignorant about my real nature (like i was back then) and all I feel towards my younger self is a need to protect him.
I've come to terms with the fact that this is the farthest from home that I could ever be.
I look up at the sky and it's not enough. Because i know it's so vast, and there's so much more to it than just a few little clouds; the place where i belong lies so far beyond them - it makes me wonder, will I ever be able to find my way back home? If I still had my wings, would they even be strong enough to take me all the way there?
Eyes that resemble a comet; eyes with a portentous, piercing, or luminous appearance or gaze.
Forever defending my lovely alterhumans, otherkins and therians who are creatures/things whose existence is often denied.
You're an alien? Great!!
A dragon? That's SO COOL
An angel? Me too <3
A fairy? Amazing!
A doll? Beautiful ♡
A demon? So valid !
A mermaid or a siren? Wow <3
And vampires, unicorns, pegasi, ogres or elves or whatever - yall are awesome and you deserve respect. And you should NEVER feel like you don't deserve to be taken seriously 🩶
Being otherkin with maladaptive daydreaming is on another level
I am way too aware of the fact that I can't use my wings to just go home BECAUSE THIS BODY IS TOO HEAVY. LET ME BEEEEE
I just want to go home :(
like I just wanna flap my wings and take off- why can't I do that??? I'm supposed to have wings and fly around like wtf dude where are my wings?????
I could try to stop my species dysphoria by just pretending that everybody around me is a creature pretending to be human.
And
Maybe if I win I'll get my wings back as a reward
And ummmm I realized it's past midnight here so fibromyalgia awareness month starts today👀 kinda cool ngl
a fellow chronically ill angel… i hope you have had a lovely day
Sending u warmth and love <33 we've got to have each other's backs !!
This post. Exactly this post
sometimes, being an angel is seeing the most gorgeous, gut wrenching, heavenly sunrise in the parking lot of your retail job and being drenched in the homesickness of it all.
and then having to go clock in like that didn’t just happen.
a fellow chronically ill angel… i hope you have had a lovely day
Sending u warmth and love <33 we've got to have each other's backs !!
/‘hir,āeth/
noun a homesickness for a home you can not return to or a home that never was.
꒰ঌ bodily 18 | he/soul/hy/heart/one Aeven 🪻 non-specific angel kin
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