Happy Anniversary Of Almost Dying In My Mother's Womb But Surviving 🎂🎂🎂

@xxfangirl365xx

oof just watched lots with my mom and she low key has the worst takes

So she is absolutely in love with Gerard and Ray( ofc she is) and she loves rays hair sm

But she thinks frank gives off predator vibes😬

And she says that Mikey looks like a psycho murder and he creeps her out ( she hates Pete went and thinks he's creepy so it's no help knowing they are besties)😭

Also, she said that frank is totally in love with Gerard... 😦

" I'm not shipping, just stating a fact. You can see it in his eyes" NO MOM DON'T BE A FERARDIE AHH

day two of simping for Eiji okumura I need him to hold me in his arms, don't pretend like he isn't strong he was an athlete for God's sake I NEED HIM AGHHDFHGJHEGJ

I just learned that the first Phan fic on AO3 was posted on my birthday :0

Eiji okumura is so cutie pie I need to kiss him right now

Kid A by Radiohead. Girlie thought she was so intellectual and sophisticated 😂

what album did you love at fourteen? mine is a hangover you don't deserve by bowling for soup

Three words: diego deserved better.

rare vent art from a few months ago

You still sit in front of me in English class, and it kills me a little bit more every time I have to watch you read out loud. Passage by passage, word by word sentence by sentence.

I feel used.

I feel ashamed.

You meant so much to me yet you threw me away like I was disposable. Like I was garbage. Maybe that is all I am to you. Was it for the money? Was it because I let you use my cell phone? Was it because I made you look less pathetic in comparison? Ten fucking years and 5 calls to CPS yet once the summer ended it was like I didn't exist anymore. So yeah, sit with your annoying friends and complain about how shitty your life is. I for one, know about the lies, the exaggerations, the manipulations. Just last year you had practically convinced me that every little inconvenience was my fault.

Enjoy your friends, enjoy being popular, enjoy not having me around, the only person who didn't just have you around because of pity. I wish I could tell you right now just how I feel. I try not to cry about it but the tears run down my cheeks regardless. You were my best friend, my sister, my everything, but I was nothing. You used me up until I was nothing left, treated me like my depression and anxiety were nothing to you and wouldn't even apologize. Everytime I just wanted a second to myself you'd cry and make me feel bad like the child you are. I hope you feel this right now, the pain I feel every day because of you. Part of me still misses you, I'll see something funny on the Internet and wonder what you'd think. I'll draw a picture or write a song and wonder if you'd be proud of me.

Go fuck yourself.

x

Hesitant alien Gerard!!

I know I'm not the best at digital art but it's so much fun watching myself improve and learning new skills. This is probably my fav piece I've done so far!