The Feeling Of Warmth.

The feeling of warmth.

That's what I felt around him.

Everytime he looked, smiled, and talked to me.

Something that I cherished with all my heart.

But not now.

Not anymore.

It's a cold feeling.

That piercing.

Sharp.

pain of cold.

That's what I feel about him now.

Everytime he looks, smiles, and talks to her.

Leaving my unloved bitterly cold heart beating with such dreadful sounds.

But still.

I can feel it.

That warmth.

The warmth that I cherish so much.

unfreezing my icy cold heart to be engulfed by it.

But it can't be the same.

Not anymore.

It will not.

For now and always my heart will have a sharp pain of cold that shouldn't be there.

But has to be.