EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO MEEEEE 😭😭😭 😭😭😭

uh ohhhhh ya boy is back with the longest slowest burn he's capable of

Chapters: 1/21 Fandom: Malevolent (Podcast) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: John/Arthur Lester Additional Tags: Bartender John, composer Arthur, Alternate Universe, Hurt/Comfort, not kidding about the hurt yall it's intense, PLEASE READ THE CONTENT WARNINGS, 1930s, Period-Typical Ableism, Period-Typical Homophobia, Period Typical Bigotry, internalized queer-phobia, cause we got all kinds here, i do promise there's comfort too i swear, Slow Burn, Getting Together, First Kiss, Love Confessions, No Smut, Implied Sexual Content, but nothing explicit, Author is aroace, oh i should probably add, Trauma, if you know canon, you know the kind Summary:

Arthur Lester, star performer of Jack's Bar, vanished five years ago.

John misses the music.

-- Updates Sundays!

WOULD YOU BELIEVE THERES ANOTHER AMAZING ARTIST DOING GODS WORK (drawing art for my bartender au fanfic)

GO LOOK GO LOOK GO LOOK HERE

oh yeah and ch 16 is up

Hashtag I’m back for real baby and I like malevolent now also I really want to do the entire song at some point but here’s a silly start with my favorite guy kayne. Ok I promise I’ll be posting more

Different anon here...Now that we've got the backs...could we get some back headcanons?

who's more sensitive? who likes smooches? etc etc?

ough !!!!! yessir !!!!

Noel doesn’t like having his back touched/those scars given attention to,,, as much. he definitely lets Oscar touch them at this point after the jarthur reunion, but is more hesitant with the others. like y e s Arthur understands better than anyone how he got those scars, but he hasn’t earned the kind of trust Oscar has to be able to comfort him.

Oscar is just generally insecure about his body, so he doesn’t really get the hype. he does enjoy a good back rub tho, especially from John, he’s got the kind of strength to undo any knot.

John is definitely more sensitive all around compared to the others, almost ticklish in some places. He really likes his lower back rubbed and he’s never opposed to anyone kissing him wherever they please.

Arthur probably has a lot of back pain,, so he also welcomes back massages and kisses whenever possible. He’s a lot more bony than the rest, and John loves to trace the curves of his spine and ribs along Arthur’s back.

John you have to understand that you’re simply a secret worse thing

((Honestly I can see this audio going either way depending on the episode lol))

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This is important enrichment for me. Here’s more of this au

WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH they can smooch now !!!!! *clanging bells* oh my god people can draw them smooching now !!!!!!

holy FUCK this is so cute and eeeeee i get so excited when i see that aro flag babyyyyy!!!!! so cute so cute so cute !!!!!!!!!!! 💛💛💛 💛💛💛

more fanart for my fav malevolent fic “for what you are”

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI !!!

I judt found your blog i need to tell you that inlove your little guys and your fic keeps me going and i can't wait to see more of any future works that you'll make!!! Ok!! Bye!!!!

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eeeeeeeeeeeee thank you so much that is so kind !!!!!!! 💛💛💛 new chapter drops TONIGHT (for me anyway lol) so i hope to see you in the comments !!!!!!!!!

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OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD

Hauntieanne’s bartender au 😭😭🥺🥺🥺 WAAA

WAAAAAAAAAA i meant to do more but christ work kicked my ass so i asked my friend to do some doodles for me i love him also @congregation-of-the-spiral i might do more doodles in the future and i wanna do a more full piece of them but we will see

IM SOBBING JOHN STOP BLAMING YOURSELF ARTHUR IS TRAUMATIZED!!!1! HE DOES NOT MAKE GOOD DECISIONS!!!11!1!

Anyways. Goodbye

AAAAHHHHHH IM ON A FIC REC LIST !!!!! IVE PEAKED !!!!! IVE PEAKED !!!!!!!! 💛💛💛

can i please also add (without being asked or knowing the context 😇) that this person needs to read Identical Formulations by Supposedtobewriting, its so overlooked and my absolute favorite mal fic ever

EEEEEEEEEE THANKS AGAIN 💛💛💛 💛💛💛

@scream-at-a-whisper I somehow made your ask disappear but here is the fix rec list!

im so so sorry that it took me this long to create this list

Bury Me Not on the Lone Prairie - Jarthur cowboy au!

Who Says You're A God At All? - short crack fic about Kayne becoming human. Also the king in yellow is a plushie 

more than one way to get your freedom - short and sweet Jarthur fic

Lost in What You Think of Me - another short and sweet Jarthur fic

Phosphorus (800g) - ongoing - the now human Yellow is stuck with Noel

For What You Are - ongoing - Jarthur bartender au

What gives you light - ongoing - Yellow has to deal with a human body and causes shenanigans with Faroe

The "John gets a human body and it certainly goes" section:

Bitter is the Heart that Bleeds

and like the dawn, you broke the dark (and my whole earth shook)

Arthur's Replacement - series

Body Horrors

bloodstained heart and mind

To Be Loved Is To Be Changed