250408 - Hoseok On Instagram: J-hope Tour. HOPE ON THE STAGE. Los Angeles. Day2

skincare!

MEMORY IS A MONSTER.

“Marlena,” Julie Buntin “Adonis,” tr. by Khaled Mattawa, Selected Poems “When Did It Happen?” Mary Oliver, Felicity “Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982,” Mahmoud Darwish, tr. Ibrahim Muhawi “Seduction of the Minotaur,” Anaïs Nin “Eurydice,” Sarah Ruhl “The Twelve-Thousand-Day Honeymoon,” Anne Sexton, The Complete Poems

I AM A DRUNK, LORD! I AM A LIAR! I AM A THIEF, LORD! I PROFIT OFF THE MISERIES OF OTHER MEN AND I DO IT EASY! DRUGS, LIQUOR, WOMEN, I LURE THEM IN AND GRAB WHAT THEY GOT, LORD! I TAKE DAUGHTERS WITH NO HOMES AND I PUT 'EM OUT ON THE STREET, LORD, AND I LIE TO MYSELF SAYING I'M GIVING THEM A ROOF AND FOOD AND DOLLAR BILLS IN THEY POCKET, BUT I LOOK IN THE MIRROR, I KNOW WHAT I AM! THE BIG MAN IN THE BIG HOUSE, STUFFING COTTONS IN MY EARS SO I CAN'T HEAR THEY CRIES! AND LORD, I DRAG MY FAMILY INTO THIS MESS WITH ME! I SHAME MY FATHER! I FAILED MY BROTHER! I LOST MY MOTHER AND SISTER, AND RATHER THAN FIX IT LIKE A MAN SHOULD, LORD, I RUN LIKE A COWARD! I RUN TO THE BOTTLE, I RUN TO THE GRIFT, I RUN TO BAD BEDS! I LAID DOWN WITH A MAN! I LAID DOWN WITH THE DEVIL! AND HE HAS ROOTS IN ME, ALL HIS SPINDLY ROOTS IN ME, AND I CAN'T THINK NOTHING ANYMORE BUT HIS VOICE AND HIS WORDS! PLEASE--HELP ME! I AM WEAK! I WANNA DIE!

congrats on the fatherhood, dabi <3

day 5 of daily wacom art so i get used to it

kofi request: bakugo and tsuyu arguing lol <3 (i need a beach episode to happen so badly)

Years later and he’s still that same little shithead but more miserable and hateful now