Summary: In which you feel like Buckyâs ashamed of you. Word Count: 3.2k+ (god i really thot i could shut up for once huh) Pairing:Â biker!bucky x reader Warning(s): a liiil angst. i tried to make this lighter than the moment a/n: i genuinely thought this was gonna be shorter lmao and mercury retrogradeâs kicking my fuckin ass so i offer you this trash
Girls like you donât go with guys like him.
You hear it all the time. Maybe not directly, but those words are there, hiding in every are you sure or itâs only a matter of time or youâre too good for him.
You never really cared much about what they had to say. They donât know him like you do. Theyâre not there for the moments in which you are.
They donât see him soft. They donât see his sleepy eyes and gentle smiles in the morning, the crinkles beside his eyes when he grins at you. The childlike enthusiasm he has when heâs talking about things he cares about. Theyâre not there for when heâs sweet and needy and cuddly and never wants to let you go.
They donât see him sad. Tear tracks on his cheeks and the littlest whimpers that escape when heâs still trying to hide the fact that heâs crying. The way he clings onto you for grounding when he feels like heâs drowning in misery. The way heâd stay up blankly staring at the ceiling because heâs coming to terms with the fact that he canât carry the weight of the world on his shoulders no matter how capable of it he projects himself to be.
They see him tough. They see him when heâs scowling and brooding and using his huge stature to intimidate. They see him angry, they see him fight.
But they donât see him in love. They donât see him love you.
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Lovely tuesday evening and Im baling my eyes out
~ gif not mine credit to owner ~
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader
Summary: Bucky wonât be home tonight. He just hopes his girl knows how much he loves her.
Word count: 1,616
Warnings: angst. some more angst. death. swearing.
Masterlist
It wasnât meant to be like this, it was meant to be a straight forward mission get in and get out thatâs what Fury said, not with the majority of the team fighting with their bare fists against guns.
Bucky looked to his left after hearing Natasha cry out in pain, her hand going straight to her thigh where blood was seeping through the crevices of her fingers. Another deafening gunshot one after the other. He hears Sam groaning in pain as he crashed into the ground after he had been shot down.
The chaos surrounding him had his mind spiralling in confusion. He didnât know who to go to save first. He didnât know where Steve was. His right side was throbbing. He just wanted to go home to his love and cuddle up in bed whilst watching shitty tv programs with his fingers threading through her soft hair.
These agents werenât backing down in the slightest, every time he blinked he swore that the number of said agents grew. Bucky heard Steve ordering the team to retreat Nat gave Bucky a confused look which he shrugged but complied with his best friends request.
âSHIELD agents are hereâ Steve panted down his comms trying to fight off his opponents.
With the extra back up they were now gaining the upper hand.
After what felt like hours but realistically was only twenty minutes tops all Hydra agents were down, those still breathing were being handcuffed and already being loaded on the jets.
As Natasha, Sam, Wanda were getting patched up Bucky, Steve and Tony made their way through the now destroyed base to look for what they originally came for. Steve eyed Bucky up and down noticing that his right hand was pressing down on his right side.
âBuck?â
âYeah?â
âAre you alright?â
âYeah, itâs just a grazeâ
âThatâs not just a graze tinmanâ Tony says also eyeing up Buckyâs side.
âIâm fine. Come on letâs get this doneâ Steve and Tony share a look of concern behind Buckyâs back watching the man starting to lean on his left side to make it easier for himself.
Just as Bucky turned the corner his foot stood on something making a beeping noise, looking down he swallowed. âSteveâ
âWhatâs up?â
âC-can you go and get my phone off the jetâ
âHuh? Why?â The blond looked at Tony who shrugged in response.
âJu-just get me my phone please, please Steveâ
âOkay-â
âIâll get it Capâ Tony says before flying off to the jet. Steve made his way to where he knew Bucky had gone.
âStop! Stop Steveâ
âBuck whatâs going on?â
âI-Iâve erm Iâve triggered a bomb I thinkâ Bucky admits with his head downwards trying to find a wire in hopes that someone could deactivate the thing.
âBuckâŚâ
âI know okay I know. I canât find the wire but I-I know itâs bad alrightâ
Neither one of the super soldiers realise that the rest of the team including SHIELD agents could hear the conversation through their comms. Tonyâs feet faltered when he was heading towards Buckyâs duffle. Nat squeezed Wandaâs hand, Sam closed his eyes and Steve looked around desperately hoping he could see a wire or something to deactivate the bomb he could see under his best friends boot.
Back at the shared home you shared with Bucky you was getting all the ingredients for Buckyâs favourite meal. The loud buzzing of your phone startled you from its place on the counter.
âHey babe, you on your way home? Iâm making your favourite dinner tonight, why? Because I love you. How was the mission? Everyoneâs okay arenât they? Buck?â You rambled, excited to talk to him, it wasnât until you noticed that he was completely silent on the other end. You pulled your phone away from your ear and checked to see if the call dropped but it didnât. âBuck?â
âHi babyâ
âAre you-â
âI love you, you know that donât you?â
âI do, Buck wha-â
âI love you more than anything, please donât ever forget that okayâ
âBucky whatâs going on? Are you hurt? Is Steve with you? What-â
âBaby I-Iâm not going to make it home tonightâ
âNo no no you are alright, donât be silly babe. Youâll come home to me a-and Iâll take care of you and youâll be okay-â
âLove, listen to me, Iâm not, god I wish I was but itâs not happening b-but listen I love you a-and I love Peanut please tell them that, promise me that youâll tell them, baby pleaseâ
Gasping for air as your airways started to close up you nodded completely forgetting he couldnât see you, with a painful rasp you promised him that you would keep your promise.
The team shared glances at hearing Buckyâs mention of Peanut, unaware of what he was talking about. Due to Steveâs enhanced hearing his heart broke at hearing your voice sounding broken.
âI love you Y/n. I love youâ Bucky repeated softly as the tears streamed down both of your faces.
âSteve?â
âI-Iâm here mateâ
âYou need to get ev-everyone out of here, now. I-I canât hold on any longerâ
âB-Buck, Sam can get you out-â
âHe canât and you know it. It-it wonât work alright, no point in two families grieving. But Stevie you need to pro-promise that me that youâll take care of Y/n, please I donât want her to be left aloneâ
âBucky if you hold on for five minutes Sam can get you out-â Tony says as he tried to fix the right wing that had been damaged earlier that day.
âI donât have five minutes. Okay I-I donât have that alright, please you all need to leaveâ
âBuck-â
âLeave! Just get everyone out of here, please Steveâ
âO-okay. Okay everyone get out, now.â The agents start leaving but the Avengers donât. Tony was still trying to fix Samâs wing, getting frustrated as the wires and pieces werenât connecting properly, even Tonyâs suit was too damaged to use. None of them wanted to leave him alone.
âSteve, itâs okay. Itâs okay just promise to look after Y/n, youâve only have a few minutes left to get out so please guys, just go.â
Reluctantly they do as he says, knowing that it was no use arguing with him. Both Sam and Tony have to drag Steve out as he refused to move, to leave him best friend to die.
âW-weâre outside Buckâ Steve says through his comms, standing far enough away from the base he clinged onto Tonyâs arm.
âGood. Baby are you still there? Hey, hey itâs okay, everythingâs going to be okay I swear. I love you and Peanut so fucking much baby. Iâm sorry princess, I really am. Baby? I have to go now alright, I love youâ everyone bowed their heads at hearing Buckyâs words.
Bucky closes his eyes and smiles softly as the last image heâs ever going to see is of his greatest love. Slowly he moves his foot off the bomb.
Steve tried to keep up his promise but it wasnât working as Y/n kept pushing him away. He understood that she was grieving but so was he but he also made a promise to his best friend. He couldnât let Bucky down.
A month after that fateful day it was time to bury the remains of Buckyâs body. The team went back into the base after the smoke and fire cleared, all disobeying the direct orders from Fury, they refused to leave without Bucky. It wasnât fair on him or on Y/n. For the first time in that month they had seen her, she didnât answer their phone calls or answered the door when they went to the apartment she shared with Bucky.
As they stood by the side of the coffin watching as it went into the ground, Y/n looked up to the sky and smiled sadly. They all noticed her hand placement.
âY/n, a-are you?â Steve asked.
âFour months, Buck wanted to tell you but I told him it was too soon. I-it was three months the day, that day, anyway thatâs why he was retiring, he wanted to be there for Peanutâ she said softly.
âH-he was retiring?â
âHe gave Fury his notice, he only had a week left before he retiredâ
The news of hearing that he only had one week left made their stomachs hurt. He was so close to being free from fighting and raising a family with his love.
âY/n-â
âDonât apologise okay, I know heâs still here with us. Please donât be strangers alright? Iâll see you aroundâ Before they could reply she was already walking away from them.
As she gave birth she had Steve on one side and Wanda on the other, both ignoring the throbbing pain in their hands as she squeezed them.
âHeâs gorgeous Y/n, whatâs the little manâs name?â Nat asked as soon as they were allowed in the room to see the newest member of their family.
âBuck said if the baby was a boy he wanted him to be named after him so, James Stevie Barnesâ
Nobody was aware that the Bucky was in the room, he stood at the bottom of the bed watching with admiration in his eyes at his love with her arms around their son. His arm on the shoulder of his mom Winnie. The two stood there long after everyone had left, Y/n and baby James had gone to sleep.
Placing a kiss to his sonâs head he told him that he would always watch over him. Moving to the bed he did the same to Y/n.
âI love you both foreverâ
Tags: @imcinnamoons | @pigeonmama | @capsbestgirl77
when i see your drawings.. :D
If this somehow happens, my life would be complete :D
Miranda sings keeps me young
Summary: An online petition for the Avengers to be interviewed turns into a series of misadventures with the so-called wordpeddler.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader A/N: WELP HERE I GO HOPPING ON THE TRAIN. Chaoticdumbass!Reader and Peter Parker friendship. Mild angst later on. Mostly silliness and a lot of exasperated!Bucky.Â
inspired by the works of @geosaurusrrex and @sunmoonandbucky
All poems are credited to their authors. Sonderlust - a term by Kishi Bashi, taken from The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows.
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TWITTER ACCOUNTS
ONE
TWO
THREE
FOUR
FIVE
SIX
SEVEN
EIGHT
NINE
TEN
ELEVEN
TWELVE
THIRTEEN
FOURTEEN
FIFTEEN
SIXTEEN
SEVENTEEN
EIGHTEEN
NINETEEN
TWENTY- EPILOGUE
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MEME DUMPS
PARTS 1-5Â Â Â |Â Â Â Â 6-10Â Â Â |Â Â Â Â |Â Â Â 11-15Â Â Â |Â Â Â Â |Â Â Â 16-20Â Â Â |
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WP tags: @dreaming-alwaysâ @memyselfandmaddox @rinthehufflepuff @dianadov @quinjetboi @deliciouslyenchantingpenguin @nerdy-bookworm-1998â @itshinothey @imsoft-barnes @1-800-ahh-crapâ @galwholikesmusicalsâ @damalseer @stevehesaidabadlanguageword @deanabbyablog @ravenkake @bradfordbantama @deathofmissjackson @unadulteratedwizardlove @marvelrose @everything-is-awesomesauce @kupcake-goddess @vxidnik @fanfic-fangirl @justkending @i-dont-want-to-get-out-of-bed @whyamihere-bro @daffodilsbucky @buckybarnesscrunchie @lxdyred @berjhawn @rosesndebauchery @yknott81 @spideyhoe-spoilerman @drinkfantasyâ @joalynuniverse @winchesterprincessbride @bucky-of-the-opera @josien123 @happy-little-winchester @fandom-addict-aesthetics @shy-and-hopelessly-romanticâ @im-not-an-armrest-im-short @virtualmemmecollector @thebadassbitchqueenâ
tags: @whothehellisbucky @serpentbaby @badassbaker @alagalaska @cake-writes @crist1216 @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan
âBut he killed people!!!â
âAnd he looked good while doing it. Your point???â
The plot is twisting
Holy sht đđ
Summary: Something goes wrong on your latest mission.
Ship/Main Pairing: Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader
Read the alternative version here: Caught Cold.
Major Tags/Triggers/Warnings: a/b/o, a/b/o dynamics, mentions of sex pollen, fluff, awkwardness
Catch up here: Caught Cold - Alternative version
The flight back to the tower is excruciatingly awkward. No one looks your way, and no one dares to say a word. Usually, youâd celebrate a successful mission, or crack not-funny jokes.
Itâs bad enough that Bucky lost control and mated you like a wild animal. Tony and Steve walking in on you was the worst-case scenario.
How can you forget that two of the men you admire the most watched you and their friend Avenger mate?
âSoââ Steve clears his throat. He tries to find the right words to apologize for not stopping his friend from mating you. âIâm sorry about the problems with the earpieces, Agent. I didnât hear you called for backup.â
You snort. A broken earpiece is the least of your problems. You just had unprotected sex with your supervisor, and he claimed you. All the while he was under the influence of a strange toxin.
âSex pollen, a hell of a ride, huh?â Tony cackles watching you and Bucky stare on the ground. Heat creeps into your cheek remembering the way you were writhing on Buckyâs cock. âSoâŚare we having a Buckethead baby soon?â
âFirst and final warning, Stark,â Bucky lifts his head to glare at Tony. Heâs ashamed of his doings and hates himself for being unable to fight the sex pollen. âShe went through enough.â
âYou mean she ended up impaled on yourââ Tony ends up on the ground, his cheek swollen and bruised. âWhat the fuck!â
âI told you,â Bucky raises his fist again, a not-so-silent threat, âstop making things worse for Y/N. Itâs all my fault. If you want to make fun of someone, look for a better target. Leave my omega alone!â
You whimper when Bucky roughly takes off his jacket to wrap it around your shoulders. He looks you all over, clumsily patting your hair before he sits next to you.
His scent and the warmth of his jacket calm you. You close your eyes and inhale his scent deeply. If only you didnât drop the vial with the pollen. Everything has changed, and you donât know what will happen now.
Can you still be an agent? Will Bucky force you into submission? What if he rejects you now? He claimed you while being high on sex pollen. There is nothing you can do if he decides to break the bond.
âEverything is going to be alright,â Bucky suddenly takes your hand to hold it in his hands. âWe will talk about everything after we land.â
âYoung love,â Tony snickers. His cheek is swollen, but he didnât lose his sense of humor. âHuh, Capsicle. Why donât you grab a dose of sex pollen yourself?â
âTony, thatâs not funny,â Steve grunts. âWhy would I want to use this devious toxin to force myself on an omega?â
Bucky flinches at Steveâs words. He feels guilt gnawing at his soul. Today, he added another sin to his long list.
âHe didnât force himself on me,â you murmur and lean your head against Buckyâs shoulder. The sex pollen wouldâve killed him. We had sex to help him survive. Live with it.â You glare at Tony. He opens his mouth but snaps it shut.
âWe are about to land in fifteen,â Bruce calls from the pilot seat. He didnât dare to ask what happened in the abandoned building. The sharp man didnât have to ask. âPlease fasten your seatbelt.â
You laugh at Bruce's seriousness. This whole situation feels surreal.
Who would have thought youâd end up with Buckyâs claiming mark?
âUhâthis is the bedroom, and there is the bathroom,â Bucky explains while guiding you around his apartment at the tower. You donât tell him that his place is similar to yours. âThereâs a kitchenette and you already saw the living room.â
âDonât get me wrong, but why are you showing me your place?â You wrinkle your forehead.
âYouâre my omega, and we will move in together.â He nods to himself before placing his on the small of your back to lead you back into the living room. âIf we decide to have pups, we can have a bigger home. A house maybe.â
âWhoa, slow down,â you twirl around to place your hands on his chest. For a moment you allow yourself to feel Bucky up. Hands running over his chest you look at Bucky, really look at him. âWeâweâŚâ
âWe mated,â he ends your line. âYouâre my omega, and I will be a good alpha and take care of you. I claimed you.â
âThe drugsâŚthe sex pollen,â you sigh when he places his index finger on your lips to silence you.
âIt doesnât matter, Y/N,â Bucky murmurs. âYou know that youâre meant to be mine.â He dips his head to steal a kiss. He whispers your name and wraps his arms around you. âSteve will help me get your things. You can get comfortable while we bring everything here.â
âYouâre working fast.â
He grins. âI do.â Bucky wiggles his eyebrows. âThis way I tamed a cocky omega and made her mine.â
âDream on,â you giggle, relieved Bucky doesnât regret his claim.
âOh, daydreaming is over,â he purrs low in his throat. âI got the real thing nowâŚâ
âIâm still unsure this was the right thing to do.â Bruce shakes his head at Steve. âWhat if he regrets his claim one day?â
âBucky was pining over her for months. I had to force him to make a move before that new agent got the chance to ask her out,â Steve casually says while deleting the footage of your latest mission. âHe wanted to claim her, and Y/N wanted Bucky to become her alpha. We did nothing wrongâŚâ
âYou only made her believe she dropped a vial with sex pollen when in truth you rubbed it into Buckyâs tactical suit.â
âThe end justifies the means,â Steve says before walking away.
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these colors suits them well :DÂ
Hey Guys. I opened up a Google Docs where you can put your social media au for a proper organization of the fics. [seriously you gotta help me out]
THIS IS A NEW ONE. So if you were included in the other masterlist, make sure you put yourself here as well.Â
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The first time Bucky really notices you is on a warm day, heading to a meeting. You've put your hair up to keep it off your neck and there are small drops of perspiration running down your throat. When the doors close and the elevator starts making its way up to the 60th floor he is suddenly surrounded by you. The sweat mixing with your perfume is the sweetest thing he's ever breathed and suddenly he's filled with the urge to press you up against the glass wall and taste every inch of you.