Nosies I Hear While I Was Meditating

Hi gals!

long time no see, right? yeah blame me all you want y'all i deserve it- anyways, i came on here to say that NO I AM NOT LEAVING NOR AM I GONNA LEAVE, i have gotten my phone taken away bc of how much i have been on my phone and ignoring my studies (TEE HEE BLAME ME ALL U WANT I LOVE IT HERE) and honestly i also thought i could be very distracted by it, BUT, i'm here to put a notice and say i'm on a break bc of the fact i have 17 days left before 1st of June, the exams that will dedicate my future, i seriously hope i could get into med school, so i'm studying hard (and for ppl who tell me "why not manifest not studying and getting the grade?" I LOVE STUDYING THIS YEAR LEAVE MY ASS ALONE IT'S SO FUN. but i do manifest ofc, anyways! here's an update. i have entered the void again during these times and i also managed to have a shift (not saying minishift, a mini shift is still a shift even if it was for a couple of seconds). I did Reya's mind reprogramming for 4 days AND OML GUYS PLEASE DO IT IF YOU HAVE DOUBTS, I MANAGED TO MINI SHIFT AND CLEAR EVERY DOUBT OF MY MIND, i'm currently manifesting to enter the void/ shift to WR during my sleep and so far i'm so close! PLS FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING ONLINE I WAS ALSO A BIT OVERWHELMED BY THE AMOUNT OF ASKS OR SM, but i'm back here for a day or two and then i'll disappear again bc Biology is calling my name. tip of the day bc i had a dream that told me to hop on tumblr and tell this to those who need it: you've come far, i see that small doubt that suddenly caught you asking yourself if you can or not, yes, yes you can, and you'll continue to do so, i am proud of how much you have gone and ever so much more proud you can reach it, continue and keep growing! CHEERS! I'LL ANSWER DMS AND ASKS RN MWAH I MISSED YALL SM.

BY THE FUCKING WAY, PINKPANTHERESS JUST DROPPED HER ALBUM AND OH MY GOD I AM LOSING MY SHIT "hi, my name's pink and i'm really glad to meet you."

TEE HEE

Between spiderverses

(ATSV DR)

“Go back home Miles, go home, and say hi to Spidey will ya?” - Coco.

★ Full name: Chloe Lynn Jackson (Arabic name is actually Lakisha)

★ Name meaning: blooming

★ Nickname: Coco or Lola or Kisha

★ Gender: Female

★ Age: 17 going on 18

★ Sexuality: straight

★ Pronouns: She/her/hers

★ Blood type: AB+

★ Ethnicity: American Egyptian

★ Nationality: American

★ Birthday: 6th April 1982

★ Birthplace: California, Los Angles, USA

★ Zodiac: Aries

★ Current residence: Los Angles

★ Spoken language: English with an Arabic thick accent + Arabic with Egyptian dialect

★ Occupation: highschool senior student, in an undergound band

★ Mbti: ENFP

★ Good traits:

Energetic

Creative

Optimistic

Loyal

Playful spirit

Kind

Quick learner

Responsible

★ Bad traits:

Impulsiveness

Impatience

Inability to focus

Zoning out/bored easily

Overthinking

Sensitive

Clumsy

Messy (yet clean, she is just disorganized)

★ Hobbies:

Painting street art

Sketching and sticking anything to the sketchbook that she has on top of buildings

Listening to rap and rock

Feeding stray cats

Eating

★ Pet peeves:

Insulting someone else for no reason

Overly strict rules

Being told she is “too messy for a girl”

Pressuring

Being unkind towards animals

★ Soft spots:

Close friends and family, or anyone

Animals

Random act of giving her food, food in general

Affection

Hobie and Mayday

★ Phobias:

Trypanophobia (only needles on her body, not to see them randomly, just syringes)

✶ Favorite color: pink

★ Love Language: Affection + words of affirmation

★ Favorite food: brownies and traditional Egyptian warm foods

★ Favorite drink: chocolate milk

★ Admired person: Peter Parker, Tupac Shakur and her mom.

★ Favorite singer/band: Kate Bush, Tupac, Biggie, Rihanna, Eminem, Radiohead and Nirvana, Metallica and also Aaliyah, MJ, Shakira, and some Egyptian singers, Fayrouz, Shalom Harlow.

★ Intelligence level: above average, and yet somewhat dumb in common sense as a joke.

★ Father:

Name = Alvie Aaron Jackson

Ethnicity and nationality = Californian American

★ Mother:

Name = Maleeha (Mabel) Al-Sultan (Mabel Jackson)

Ethnicity and nationality = Egyptian African

★ Siblings: none

★ Relatives (only in Cali):

first of all, on my mother’s side, only mom remained in Cali and others all went home, except for my grandmother who’s still alive

Grandma Karima Al-Sultan

Uncle Charles Jackson + Aunt Olivia Jackson (nee Williams)

★ Cousins:

Name = Sasha Sky Jackson (knows about my identity)

Name = Chase Ken Jackson (knows about my identity)

★ Pets:

Name = Brutus

Species = dog

Breed = purebreed naturally pinned eared big doberman

Color = pure black with a spikey collar

Behavior = so sweet and gentle, loves new people, but is also protective and quite helps me.

Gender: male

★ S/O: Hobie Brown (EWHEFRW-)

★ World: Spiderman - Across the Spiderverse

★ Earth: earth - 8002

★ Year: 1999

★ Origin story:

just a Californian girl in early 00s, skateboards and the rise of internet, quite a time.

sweet age of 16 a couple of years ago, one eventful night where it all began, being 10 PM outside under the breezy night of L.A, sodas by the vending machine while her group talks about the latest singer on the magazine.

to idly sit there and watching the starry night by the sidewalk, unaware a creepy crawler destinated to climb up her shoulder, and thus, taking it's bite, our hero was born.

★ Spider name: Webby

★ Canon event:

the Betrayal arc, where she found out one of her closest childhood friend was directly link to the cause of such a disaster she managed to almost save herself from being killed, it was quite something seeing someone you love and protect work against you when you thought no one will.

★ Special spider abilities:

despite the normal web slingshots and whatnot, being extremely flexible is actually something she's known for, and, her silked strings of webs are durable more than a normal one, it has some strands of red in them, making it agile and sharp whenever needed, the red strands acts as a venomous paralyzing agent when activated.

★ Spider suit + appearance:

actually just an everyday clothing, low rise jeans and hibiscus tattoos on your back and neck, maybe some other places, hoop earrings and long slightly curly thick brown hair, white mask and to tribute her Egyptian heritage, the spidermask has a blue and black eyeliner around the eye part, along with a gold gem on the forehead.

for a mummified look, to wrap her arms in bandages (diy lol), a necklace and wired headphones to go, usually to wear kohl around her green eyes, moles to adorn the body and face.

★ Earth theme song: California Love - Tupac (instrumental)

"And you don't seem the lying kind

A shame that I can read your mind

And all the things that I read there

Candlelit smile that we both share

And you know I don't mean to hurt you

But you know that it means so much

And you don't even feel a thing." - Duvet, Boa

@cyb3rl0v

Tee hee y'all, i'm not back but i loved y'all sm so take this subliminal i took six days to perfect.

I AM NOT BACK, NO, I AM SO SORRY.

my studying session been going good AND YALLLLLLL I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN.

so, last week, when i closed tumblr, my mind was reeling from one thing it kept repeating itself:

"i wanna give smth to my people in tumblr."

why? i've seen people having problems for the void, i've seen people say they are so close but their "heartbeat" stops them, some say they sleep without knowing.

so i thought.

"mf, why not a subliminal that will fucking guarantee you to enter IN EVERRRYYYY situation?"

think you need to keep awake? this sub

think you need to sleep to enter the void? still this sub

need to enter while using it? this sub

need to enter but can't have your phone with you during sleep? again this sub, you can listen to it during the day and try at night.

like WHATEVER the fuck you do, i have made a loophole for it, now for god's sake please be careful, it gave me such a headache making it my head is still pounding, it has PURE fucking delta waves and 5 set of repeated NON-LAYERED NOT TOO SPED UP affirmations, why?

these are the safest type of affirmations that penetrate the subconscious, i cannot express this enough please.

PLEASE BE FUCKING CAREFUL WITH IT, DON'T LOOP TOO MUCH, DELTA WAVES CAN MAKE YOU DEADASS TIRED.

now this? holy shit this? i call it my beautiful Voided Hibiscus project, and yes i love hibiscuses-

this sub???

here's the benefits:

Voided Hibiscus is a one-of-a-kind, high-power subliminal crafted to guarantee entry into the Void State — no matter your state of mind, environment, or experience level.

Whether you're lying still or fidgeting, wide awake or asleep, listening consciously or with it running in the background — the moment this subliminal activates, the Void becomes inevitable, it is fucking guaranteed and i made so sure of it by science.

During these exact 22 minutes and 22 seconds, your mind will swallow THE LITERAL definition of "master at void." The affirmations are layered with master precision — spoken, whispered, echoed, reversed — to penetrate the deepest layers of the subconscious, bypassing every mental block, doubt, or distraction. Delta isochronic tones pulse beneath the surface, gently entraining your brain to the perfect frequency of surrender, silence, and awareness, like ya'll i am NOT playing.

This is for you if:

You want to enter the Void effortlessly, with full certainty.

You want to enter during the day, or while sleeping — either way works.

You’re tired of trying methods and want results without effort.

You want a subliminal that works permanently — even after you stop listening.

Features:

Affirmations that dissolve fidgeting, overthinking, boredom, and resistance.

Built-in confidence: You will never doubt your ability to enter the void again.

Repetition formula designed to rewrite your subconscious with absolute certainty.

Works even if you accidentally fall asleep.

Activates the Void even when played silently or in the background.

After consistent listening, your command over the Void becomes instinctual.

like mf, you is the bored type? you is the annoyed impatient as fuck type? you is the type to try for 2 minutes and give up? homie this shit will throw you in the void while you move, fidget, breathe hard, feeling bored, sleep accidentally.

like what the fuck am i supposed to do next-

THIS CAN BE USED IN THREE WAYS:

awake method: lay down and have it on your head (no mf you won't sleep accidentally and ruin it bc i backed it up that you'll wake up there) and simply repeat affs for it, watch yourself enter without even knowing how the fuck you entered, i swear if you trust? you'll enter within the duration of those 22 minutes and 22 seconds, there's no "when", it's like a guarantee.

sleep method: if you is the type that yo parents let you have your phone with you? use it overnight and watch yourself wake up in the void.

thru-theday method: just listen to it during the day and do any method before sleep or just anywhere and bam.

there's no "how" here, this sub? almost made me tumble, i am not tryna brag, no seriously, but i thought to post smth that helps ppl, now let me stop yapping the fuck out and take this:

(so sorry for this quick and messy post-)

good luck loves, and send me the asks and messages coming! i'll be on here for a very few minutes and see what asks there is to answer.

EDIT: I AM SORRY WHAT THE FUCK???? LAST TIME I CHECKED I HAD 661 FOLLOWERS NOW IT'S A 1700 SMTH????? I AM SCREAMING PLEASE I LOVE YALL SO MUCH??? I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I WANNA CRY PLEASE.

Yep that's amazing

I am soo exciiiteddd

But just one problem ... I haven't shifted yet and I am not even trying to shift

I want to enter void first

THATS COMPLETELY FINE ANON.

this place will exist for centuries and will wait whenever you want, you can definitely go to the void first then whenever you feel like it, shift there?

Omg thankyou for answering my question. Can you answr one toooo🥺. K so when we shift what happens to us in this reality do we just vanish from here?

Nah we don't, we simply exists normally here but our conscious awareness goes to that reality that we shifted, the one we shifted for.

Awareness is when it gives you the ability to look around and tell yourself "oh this is green" or "oh this person is xyz" you get me? That part of you transfers to the reality you want, hence reality shifting, your "CR" body is still the same there, your soul is still there back home, but, the awareness is shifted somewhere else.

People back then used to call it "clones" Because you can't really be them once you get out of there, yes it's still you, and it's still your soul or whatever else but the awareness exists to your other one, and once you shift, you come back here and your awareness leaves the other body to come back here.

what's your opinion on solipsism? Its pretty similar to LOA as it says that you're alone in this reality and everything's a projection

Okay now that's gonna be a tough one.

First of all, anyone who believes in this is valid and welcome and I don't mind at all.

Personally? I don't like it, AND I DON'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT IT, I just know it is when the theory is:

"everything around you is nonsense, only your consciousness exists in your reality and what you see is a reflection of the mind."

Actually loa agrees to like 90 percent of it, but honestly, there's one difference:

Loa: everything is real, and can be changed because it's your reality and you're the master.

Solipsism: everything is fake but yourself and can be changed because it's your reality and you're the master of it.

See? Loa goes for the fact that yes, you can see things and it's actually a reflection of the mind, but in all true honesty, I don't really indulge in solipsism, but actually if you believe it in that's actually fine too! Because ngl it's like EXACTLY like loa, I just don't think everything around me is fake and it rubbed me off whenever I tried to reason with it 🧍🏻‍♀️, so I left it be and just went with loa.

LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I LOVE MY GIRL OMGGGGGGGGGGG

Void success story ahead!

OH MY GODDD CELESTE IDK HOW TO THANK YOUUUU, YOU'RE THE BESTTTTT OMGGGGG PLEASE IM SCREAMINGGGG...okay so lemme not waste your time and lemme tell you, so I combined your robotic Affirming challenge and the thank you method...so basically I affirmed "I always wake up in the void no matter what" and "everytime I fall asleep I wake up in the void" for like three days and also looped void subliminals (from V1PER and Slade) and on the fourth day I just acted like I already woke up in the void and was thanking universe the whole day for waking me up in the void and tbh I was upset because of something that day so I didn't think much of void before sleeping, and YAYYYYYY I WOKE UP IN THE VOID....I DONT KNOW HOW TO THANK YOUUUUU, YOURE THE BESTTTT

OHHHH MY GOODNESS, CONGRATULATIONSSSSSSSS LOVEEE IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU 💋💋

IM SO GLAD THAT MY METHOD WORKED FOR YOUUUU, LIVE UR BEST LIFE MWAHHH 💋💋💋 LYYYYY

how do you get past the feeling of no breathing when you got to the void bc it is the main thing that constantly grounds me here :(

OMG U SOUND LIKE ME.

I used to have this I swear, and it was the only thing stopping me from entering fr, I get you, it feels suffocating and suddenly for some reason like you fucking ran SIX marathons with the shallow quick breathing and the crazy heartbeats.

DON'T WORRY I FOUND A TRICK.

First of all, it's totally fine, it's just a reaction your body gives you to a "new" environment that you're entering, it's like you're body is saying:

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DYING, WHY ARE WE ENTERING WHILE WE ARE AWAKE? I THOUGHT WE DO THAT IN SLEEP-"

again, totally normal, all you gotta know is how to make your body understand it's natural, and here's my trick.

Whenever I am about to enter and get hit with the lack of oxygen, I calm myself down by forgetting about anything, stop focusing on the void, and stop ignoring it, the more you ignore it? The more it comes, acknowledge it but DON'T be affected by it, then, start to actually tell yourself everything is safe, everything is supposed to go this way, basically actually damn down your nerves and be gentle, talk with yourself how it's alright and whatnot.

I like to do that and also add in some quick breath stabilizing I've learnt from somewhere, imagining a coin that rises with exhales and drops with inhales until my breathing goes back to normal, it usually just takes around 3 to 4 minutes to get it back on track.

SORRY FOR THE LONG TALK, BUT LMK HOW IT IS.

ATTENTION.

Girlies and gals and gyaruos, get ready bc soon enough I'm posting a method I created myself, of entering the void or changing the mindset or whtv and it's a mix between self hypnosis and mind states together, which honestly is almost impossible not to enter the void or shift from it lmfao💀, I expect tons of success stories from it.

Stay tuned

(p.s// honestly I am never really the type for methods, but seeing some people here the type to struggle unless it's a step by step thing to help, keep in mind again these are NOT required and you can simply enter bc you already are, but I like to see if it can maybe help people with the type of mindset that is affecting them deeply.)

🧚🏻‍♀️can i be?

Anyway, I'm going to do your challenge about waking up in the void, I actually started today. I chose my affirmation and subliminal, I know I'm going to wake up in the void. I'LL DO IT THIS TIME. MY GREATEST WISH IS TO BRING YOU A SUCCESS STORY😭😭😭I WILL DO THAT!

OMG YES YOU CAN BE MY FAIRY ANON NAONSLNALNSONAOJD OFC.

And I am so sure you can do it ONAOSJOAJOSJOAJD YOU WILL GET ME TJE SUCCESS STORY I JUST KNOW, HAPPY VOID ENTRANCEM