(writing In Brackets Is So Safe.. Its Like I Can Admit Anything And Its Ok Because I Didnt Say It For

feeling cute, might fart later

tell me how am i supposed to move on when you keep a showing in my dreams every night; you stand before a beautiful scenery but before my arms reach you reach you, blood starts trailing down the waterfall over the mountains and the sky turns the deepest colour of the vine   my father likes to drink. you turn into a rotten corpse trying to choke me to death. then i wake up.out of breath, drenched in sweat. i collect my sheets and hold  them tight under my feet. wrap my blanket over my head. hug my knees to my chest. i keep shaking until the sun comes out; even the thought of sleep has haunts me now. so do the memories of you, carved upon my spines where my arms do not reach.

OMG I LOVE THEM WHYYYYYYYYYYY TT

I HATE WINTERS

Rebecca Perry, Beauty/Beauty; from 'Kintsugi 金継ぎ'

I'm not like other girls. I've somehow angered the Gods.

men will get a bad haircut and make it everyone's problem

love language is taking screenshots of snaps you can't save

so, i become – cursed/morose/woebegone/crestfallen/forlorn/depressed.

I ignore my problems cuz I can't face them.

Why can’t we have a society built on kindness, I don’t understand - is that a naïve aspiration? Is it too simplistic? Is it really that we have such differing and subjective conceptions of kindness that the word loses its meaning? For me, it is words like efficiency, process, even ‘fairness’ and ‘justice’, which are complicated. But is not kindness something that we intrinsically feel and understand? At least, when we are kind and are treated kindly by others, is there not something within us which warms and thaws? Is it perhaps our innate understanding which prevents us from seeking to examine it any further? But this would be wrong. Kindness is a practice in the same way that music or writing or painting are practices - even while we are universally capable of understanding the healing effects of art, appreciation and ability come with examination.

anyway. onto better things