Some Are Calmer And It's Just Something That Pulls Me Closer To Certain Things. But I Love Some Special

sometimes a family is a you, a feral ballerina with 6 limbs, and a brain damaged man with a lot of trauma but a very optimistic attitude

Terorrism from the Sacher-Masoch fandom? More likely than one would think

still sad that I can't listen to the entirety of "Kassya" by Delibes. like no one thought to keep the 2018 recording? what drugs were they on?!?!?!?

die Liebe des Platos is what transmasc4transmasc feels like

Ok so I discovered reichblr and josdolf and I have no idea what their intentions are but I aspire to reach that level of autism

Never thought the first swear word I learn in italian would be thanks to the pope this is so funny

Speedrunning german language because I have HAVE HAVE to read Die drei Kinder im Herrengarten by Marfa von Sacher-Masoch and all her hopelessly obscure work

body positivity has largely failed because people started arguing for attractiveness and romantic prospects instead of respect and dignity

Rip Sacher-Masoch, you would've loved RuPaul's Drag Race

no more catboys. catmen . 28 yr old washed up depressed catman downing his 5th whiskey glass and his cat ears twitch depressedly

Catholicism storytime

Ok so I am baptised catholic but in no other way raised towards christianity, I didn't go through first communion. But when I was a teenager I was at the first communion of my younger cousin. So I'm at the church, I shake hands or whatever and then it is time for everyone to receive communion, which of course was not something for me to partake in. But as I was between the benches where there was no room for people to go around me, I moved to the aisle to let them go. But I found myself in the middle of the crowd, all walking towards the priest. I was trying to be polite so I really didn't want to force myself the other way through everyone, so I just went with the crowd, looking around, trying to find a place to escape but I couldn't find any. So as the crowd was pushing me closer, I accepted my fate. But I didn't know how does one receive communion, so I observed the facial muscles of the people before me and decided that they were just saying Amen. And then, I am the one standing before the priest, he says his thing, I say amen and receive the communion. I return to my family and they are wide eyes open at me and they laughed a little.

I really want to know what does the catholic church think of this situation, never had a formal first communion, never confessed, never goes to church, does not believe... Does this count as just an unceremonial first communion? Or like what now am I going to superhell or what lol