[ WINSLOW @ 3 A. M. ]

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Hey. Good morning. 🌄 You said on your instagram that you make disney style portraits so can we see some of them? Ty! I love disney too 😄🤗😊

Good morning, sweetheart. Yes you can! Here are just a few I did last year, out of boredom. The best part of doing Disney art portraits is that half of them are modeled after real people, I think that's what keeps it interesting for me cause I don't like making characters that look alike. The last two are the same person, though.

(I kinda screwed up Esmeralda's eyes, oops)❣️

Now, to the art:

🍒Winslowat3am🍒

Hi! I don't know your instagram so can you post some of your music here? I'd love to hear it, you're a beautiful man! Thanks ~

Thank you, sweetheart! I got you! ☺️

Here's one of my favorite songs that I did a cover version of a while back. It's very nostalgic for me & the story of a broken heart, being led on, is something I'm sure a lot of people can relate to. Enjoy! 🎶

I wanted to give it to you on your birthday but I didn't finish it until now :(. It was inspired by some of your fall morning/routine vids and grwm's..I was gonna do a red plaid shirt but I ran out of some watercolors + inspo, I'm sorry (つ﹏<)

Awww, why are you crying? It looks beautiful just the way it is! It's okay if you didn't finish the rest. The fact that you even take time out of your life to think of me & make art for me from time to time is something I'm grateful for. The hair alone looks like it took hours judging by the differences in color. I could never paint this well lol - let alone a self portrait, you have a gift that you use to make myself & others happy & that's all that matters, sweetheart. But please don't ever feel obligated to make art for me or feel like you have to meet a "deadline", especially if it stresses you out or takes up your time. That being said, there's no need to be sorry, it's special to me just the way it is. Besides, I'm celebrating my bday all month so technically you're not late. 😉🧡🖤

I was offline yesterday. But I received a lot of lovely bday wishes, more than I can answer individually cause I don't wanna spam everyone's dash. Thank you for all the warm bday wishes, even if I didn't screenshot yours (couldn't fit em all)! I'm still hungover & have a lot of post bday & wedding planning stuff to do so I'm gonna go recharge! 😂 Cheers, gracias & bye! 💖💖

I'm kimi,could you be my shop promoter,Could you give me your email ,So I can contract You more convenient，I will tell you more details in the email^^

Hi. I mean, I would but I'm kinda already under contract with another company through Instagram (I could literally be fired if they found out) & I don't wear Harajuku clothing. It's funny you sent me this cause someone else asked me to promote their jewelry line. You know who would be the perfect person for this, though? @beachbabee would. She would be happy to make some extra money for her bakery.

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Hi So someone in my family just told me that I gained weight (( as if I didn't already know that and feel super insecure about it 🙄🙄)) and it just ruined my day tbh like my feelings are hurt and I'm mad af bc I feel fat and having it pointed out was completely unnecessary and ironically my weight gain was pointed by someone who's damn near 300 pounds. I hate people and my family really ain't shit sometimes I swear. Sorry I just needed to vent I hope you're ok with it, I'm not asking for you to solve my problem I just know you're the only nice blogger I follow. Everyone else is weird af about people venting. But yeah I'm really upset now and I was about to eat but I lost my appetite. It's a reason I gained weight, my family is basically homeless living in our car rn bc of the pandemic and fast food is all we can afford so it's not like I'm just out here being a fat bitch, I'm relatively skinny but I hate having my weight gain pointed out like wtf 😒

Oh wow, okay this is a lot to take in. I'm okay with you guys venting, as long as you understand that I'm not a therapist & I don't have the answer to every question/problem. As far as this situation goes, whoever pointed out your weight gain was incredibly rude, hypocritical & insensitive, & you have every right to be upset. No one likes having an insecurity pointed out. The next time they do that you should point out that they're on the verge of 300lbs & see how they feel (sometimes you gotta give people a taste of their own medicine for them to realize how fucked up they're being). They also need to be more self aware & realize that pointing things out like that could affect someone's mental health & cause/trigger an ED. I'm sure you're beautiful. Please remember though that it's an insecurity - insecurities are not a reflection of who you are, they are simply negative emotions, & a lot (I mean a lot) of people have gained weight during the pandemic, you're definitely not alone. Even my sister has, lol. But it looks good on her & we don't make her feel like shit for it. If they do it again, call them out on it. Keep them in check, don't let people disrespect you. Nobody asked for their opinion of your body. I'm really sorry about your living situation though, if you were to set up a GoFundMe or something I'd be happy to donate & share! All the best to you, dear! Stay safe. 💛☺️♥️

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I love your account so much! I’m being anon bc I’m shy, but your account is honestly my exact aesthetic and I’m here for it. Can you post the bonus track from Cannibals? I wonder why it was left off your album? Thank you (:

Thank you! Got you, darling! 💙🖤

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Winslow Sullivan - Headshot ft. Y$L Frenchie x IKillPpl (prod. Super Mario)

(Ignore the shitty visual quality, it's 12AM & I'm too tired to properly process it. EDIT: Nevermind, it auto adjusts.)

Why were you so mad otp this morning? 🙁😯

I wasn't mad at you or Tarrant, sorry if I came off that way. Yasmin & I went out for breakfast this morning then went to get gas, some African dude at the gas station register was snapping his fingers at her to get her attention for something (I think our car was blocking the gas truck & he wanted her to move it) & addressed her as "girl", he just had this condescending attitude that didn't sit well with me. So I walked over & snapped my fingers in his face & told him not to snap his fucking fingers at her or call her "girl" cause that shit is mad annoying & rude, & he was like, "oh, okay sorry". Like you know how to fucking use your mouth & say "excuse me, miss" if you wanted her attention, she's not a fucking kid or an animal that responds to noises. I could tell he's one of those pricks who think that just because they're male they're the superior gender & are used to antagonizing women & nobody ever got in his ass about it. Idk how he treated people in Africa but we don't snap our fucking fingers at people here. This ain't the medieval era when men clapped at female servants & ordered them around & shit. Men feel comfortable asf disrespecting women nowadays, especially black women, & that shit ain't it. 🙄 Doing shit like that to my fiancee, mom or sister will get you fucked up & your fingers broken, on God. He better quickly learn to keep them bitches to himself. That lil weak ass tantrum was completely unnecessary & it almost got his goofy ass choked the fuck out.

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Do you have a girlfriend your hot af and I wanna have your babies don't block me

Um...

Suddenly I have to go...handle something...yeah. Yeah. Bye.

Autumn in France 🍁🗼✨