So, I’ve Started Relapsing Again. It’s Been About 2 Years Of Recovery. Maintained A “healthy”
So, I’ve started relapsing again. It’s been about 2 years of recovery. Maintained a “healthy” weight. Realised that I was relapsing a few weeks ago when I smashed my scale up in frustration. So now I feel like shit, in a relapse and have no scales. Great.
This is the first time I’ve relapsed and been living with someone else though so this could be interesting.
Not been on the ED online scene for a loooonng time so all these new tags are taking some getting used to.
Anyway, hi! I’m Maisy. I’m 29.
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Partner answered the door to the next door neighbour complaining about a leak. Right as I was dishing up dinner. Partner then went to try and fix the leak, leaving me enough time to dispose of my dinner and pretend I ate it already. Happy Maisy.
whoever got my voodoo doll pls ⭐️ve it
Actually, going to get changed and put on a corset.
Things I do instead of eating...
Sleep
Listen to music
Organize closet
Drawing
Play with pets
Go for a walk / jog
Skin care routine
Paint nails
Vaccum
Dishes
Create Pinterest board
Read
Yoga
Puzzles
Journal
Learn a new skill
Crochet
Origami
Brush my hair, try new hairstyles
Try learning a new language
Go to the library
Sudoku
Make jewelry
Play video games
Waking up hungry in the morning, how much I’ve missed this feeling.
Eating one meal a day with my partner. Averaging about 800-1000 kcals a day including liquids. Yesterday 500 was food and 400 was drinks because I drank alcohol.
Grrr doing uni work and have the urge to snack of random crap. Time for a break to scroll Th!nsp0
i love starving myself
nobody knows what i’m doing, i walk around with a secret, and i love it
