I Just Wanna Be Pretty And Girly But In The Way A Boy Can Be

possible upcoming thing

Having awful gender dysphoria, like the worst you’ve ever felt, and not being able to tell your boyfriend because you’re pretty sure he’d leave if you ever decided to transition.

When your coworkers are talking about someone and they’re non-binary and one of your coworkers says “I just don’t get the then thing how is somebody two people” and laughs. Great reminder of why I’m not out in professional spaces.

- thinks I might be genderfluid in high school

- wears multiple sports bras at a time in an attempt to bind bc my chest bothers me so much

- gets laughed at when I tell my then boyfriend

- drops it for several years and becomes as girlie as possible

- comes out as enby at 23

- still experiencing awful gender dysphoria

- starts questioning if I’m trans

- spends hours every night explaining to myself why that can’t possibly be it and what would happen if I transitioned

- boyfriend makes jokes about how he knows I wish I had a p****

- is so incredibly dysphoric and stressed that others start to notice but there’s no one to talk to not really

Kaladin and Syl dancing! The amount of Joy I felt while drawing these two is actually amazing. I love them! ❤️

The old "Thought of you" animation was a huge inspiration.

Today I explained why I can't really travel to Florida right now to my dad & watching him get increasingly frustrated with the realization that Transphobia Exists was honestly something else.

him: "well if you're not allowed to use the men's bathroom, just go to the women's! that'll show them."

me: "yeah but I'm just as likely to have the cops called on me for 'using the wrong bathroom' in there. have you seen me lately?"

him: "but if one of the options is wrong and not allowed then the other one has to be the right option. what do they want you to do?"

my grandma, helpfully: "I think they want trans people to not go to Florida"

my dad: spluttering frustratedly

me: "I think the thing is that you are more logical and reasonable than Ron DeSantis."

the face of a semi-reformed(?) conservative when realizing with dawning horror that laws can be unfair on purpose is truly special tbh

Having one of those days where I don’t get out of bed til 4pm bc I would have to look in the mirror to shower but I need to shower but I’d have to look in the mirror so I can’t shower which means I can’t move

Taravangian really said "I want that twink obliterated" and then obliterated the twink

they're done!! my dreams of stardew valley chicken socks have been fulfilled. what a time to be alive

Biker venture fan art‼️‼️ (design by @cholv0q )