I Am Again In The Mood To Kill Today

"I am what I think you think I am"

I heard this while listening to "on purpose" by jay shetty and it's been stuck with me ever since. Sometimes we become those versions of ourselves that we think other people might think about us. If someone ever called you intellectual you would feel great about it but now you would be scared to disappoint them so you would inevitably act like it. The problem begins when you start looking for that validation, when you want them to say it again just because it made you feel good. When someone specifically points out that you are selfish and you start to sabotage yourself.

The only person capable enough to validate you should be you, yourself.

𝔰𝔞𝔤𝔢 𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔫

these photos are such a mood

I have a habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of my peace:))

Also the fact that it's a limiting belief where we stop ourselves from enjoying luxury because in your head it roots from something evil. If you will resist privileges and think everyone who enjoys it is morally wrong then you won't ever be able to hold a position of power. You will always be destined for a failure if that's what you are feeding yourself.

Btw, that idea that privilege makes you morally evil and suffering makes you morally good is just repackaged versions of the Christian concepts of the evils of luxury and the holiness of martyrdom. Hope this helps!

Hie

https://open.spotify.com/track/72lVn67bCaZLJmw5XsPOBn?si=LTXvt3wuQTKjxVVENXljIQ

Ma'am jagjit singh ? I love his ghazals so muchhhhh.

इस शहर में किस से मिलें हम से तो छूटीं महफ़िलें

हर शख़्स तेरा नाम ले हर शख़्स दीवाना तिरा

And also

बेदर्द, सुननी हो तो चल, कहता है क्या अच्छी ग़ज़ल,

आशिक़ तेरा, रुसवा तेरा, शायर तेरा, 'इन्शा' तेरा।

Hey! it's you again my dear anticipatory grief

bro i swr it’s always so awkward when they say thís 😫