& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!
a god hurt me, i fell - a web weave
for my OC: Elara Miracle (🪻\🪡)
Sources:
Unknown
The Living Series, Jenny Holzer
Poppies, Holly Warburton
poetry is stored in the tags
English Song, Fernando Pessoa
Vox Machina, Critical Role (Episode 63)
The Wing, Xooang Choi
Portrait of Illness as Nightmare, Leila Chatti
Unknown
The Sacrificial Lamb, Josefa de Óbidos
helen of troy cleans up after the barbeque, Maria Zoccolo
Harrow the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir
How To Rest, The Crane Wives
fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’
[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]
once every handful of years i remember to look back at the collection of projects i’ve finished recently and to simulate a critique as if i’m an art school student — and also as if i’m the haunted teacher’s assistant who wants to be gentle on the prof’s behalf but actually hates your work and also i am the other students who have been sitting there for seven hours straight and can’t offer much more except say, “it’s fine.” a one-man critique day, all parts played by me.
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https://evelionheart.medium.com/on-the-intimacy-of-the-mundane-863f9efb3c39
— Louise Glück, from “Timor Mortis.”
Paolo Giordano, “The Solitude of Prime Numbers” / Antonio Tonelli / Laura Giplin, “A Toast to the Alchemists” / Dennis Overbye, “Music of the Heavens Turns Out to Sound a Lot Like a B Flat” / Carina Nebula / Marie Howe, “Singularity” / Alan Bean, “Is Anyone Out There?” / Bill Bryson, “A Short History of Nearly Everything” / Garrett Lee, “Canyon” / Whit Bronaugh, “The Trees That Miss The Mammoths”
life is just humiliating yourself over and over and learning to live with the inherent shame of being alive !! do what makes you happy !! it is impossible to live life without embarrassment, so why bother trying !!
another important thing to remember is 1) u can pick up any hobby at any point in ur life and get outstandingly good at it & 2) the project u've been working on & aren't pleased w the current outcome so far will not be your last. u will draw/crochet/paint/sculpt/write another piece, and another, and you will have many chances to be fully content w your craft. so you should cherish the joy of making art instead of worrying ab the results & think ab how lovely it is that we're all vessels for artistry and we can share the divine act of creation!!!!!
"James Baldwin, The Art of Fiction No. 78", An Interview by Jordan Elgrably
afterall, feeling understood is the greatest form of love.