I Don’t Feel Like There’s Really Any True “me” Under All Of The Masks I’ve Made To Cope With

i don’t feel like there’s really any true “me” under all of the masks i’ve made to cope with my bpd and autism…. i did that to appear normal and to make myself likable but i’ve never known who i was outside of my interests…

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5 months ago

Reblog if u constantly feel like a burden

5 months ago

I want to put a loaded gun to my head and pull the trigger I honestly can’t do this shit anymore

5 months ago

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

5 months ago

i think i am fundamentally unlovable. i break everything i touch.

5 months ago

they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

3 months ago

Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma (Danganronpa)

I'm not too familiar with all of them (so I'm sorry if this is wrong/annoying!), but I've at least seen most of them, so my take is that you tend to obscure things behind a facade as a coping mechanism. This persona is probably a little chaotic and cheeky (bordering on concerning/abrasive at times?). The inclusion of Monomuma is particularly interesting to me, since from my understanding it's more of a puppet than anything, so I'd like to add something about you being scared of having nothing behind your facade, or even a lack of control over your own performativity/actions. This would also fit well with Sparkle since she seemed somewhat deterministic (in her devotion to her Eon (?)) to me from what I've seen.

My continuation:

Nikolai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kashiki Yuno (MILGRAM project), Hoshino Ai (Oshi no Ko), Furina de Focalor (Genshin)

Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma
Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma
Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma
Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma

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Making A Tag Game Cause I Can
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5 months ago

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

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Trans man (he/him) Chaos and a constant feeling of emptinessRadfems/terfs DNI, Forcefem/detrans kink DNI, MDNI.

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