i don’t feel like there’s really any true “me” under all of the masks i’ve made to cope with my bpd and autism…. i did that to appear normal and to make myself likable but i’ve never known who i was outside of my interests…
Reblog if u constantly feel like a burden
I want to put a loaded gun to my head and pull the trigger I honestly can’t do this shit anymore
I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE
Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
i think i am fundamentally unlovable. i break everything i touch.
they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life
Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma (Danganronpa)
I'm not too familiar with all of them (so I'm sorry if this is wrong/annoying!), but I've at least seen most of them, so my take is that you tend to obscure things behind a facade as a coping mechanism. This persona is probably a little chaotic and cheeky (bordering on concerning/abrasive at times?). The inclusion of Monomuma is particularly interesting to me, since from my understanding it's more of a puppet than anything, so I'd like to add something about you being scared of having nothing behind your facade, or even a lack of control over your own performativity/actions. This would also fit well with Sparkle since she seemed somewhat deterministic (in her devotion to her Eon (?)) to me from what I've seen.
My continuation:
Nikolai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kashiki Yuno (MILGRAM project), Hoshino Ai (Oshi no Ko), Furina de Focalor (Genshin)
Making a tag game cause I can
Rules: post 4 fictional characters you relate to and assume something about the person you reblogged from based on their characters
No pressure tag! @sidneyoftheblackwoods @mqstermindswift @stars-and-birds @zenilvar @forever-chained-to-myself @themidnightarcher @skeelly @thepencilsnameissteve @thislove-taylorsversion @thislifeissweeterthanfiction @swiftieannah @a-pessimistic-swiftie @catastrxblues @jellycanon @what-about-wendy and anyone else who wants to join<3
maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.
Trans man (he/him) Chaos and a constant feeling of emptinessRadfems/terfs DNI, Forcefem/detrans kink DNI, MDNI.
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