sometimes u just gotta drink a glass of water and accept that you’re an extremely complicated person
I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not
Wanting to kms but also hating commitment I’ll get to it eventually 🙏
I once had a nightmare when I was in one of my phases of avoiding every single person who tries to be in my vicinity, and an ex-but-still-current-friend-that-I-love-but-am-deeply-embittered-by looked me in the eye and told me they knew I was pushing everyone away.
You ever just wake up from an incredibly graphic and realistic nightmare that was a pure psychological horror based on your own personal phobias and trauma and just roll over like “aw shit I got too hot last night I guess.” And then make toast like you didn’t just experience the nine circles of hell before 9 am
at least there's gay people
assigned female at gunpoint
my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”
i dont want much i just i want to be left to rot
Trans man (he/him) Chaos and a constant feeling of emptinessRadfems/terfs DNI, Forcefem/detrans kink DNI, MDNI.
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