It's Funny How Little Things Make Me Violently Upset And Angry

I am in pain constantly. I am overwhelmed by my emotions constantly. But at the same time I feel so empty all the time. How is it even fucking possible to feel everything and nothing all at once? How is it fucking possible that I feel like my emotions so fucking intense they cause me physical pain, but also feel so fucking empty? What the actual fuck is that? I just want to be okay, all I want is to not be so fucking miserable anymore.

Why am I so fucking useless man I want to jump off a building

Deadlifted 405. 3 reps 8 sets.

why my hand shaky

I’m supposed to feel better so why am I not feeling any better at all?