I was ovulating right before nerdjo became a thing, and now that it's here. I'M OVULATING AGAIN. My need for loser, pathetic men who are really just nerds with a bad rep should be studied. This is a free invite for anyone to yap to me about their hyper-fixation literally for the rest of my life.
suguru in love is riptide. he might be indie and rock and punk and goth but he's just a regular guy, that's what he truly is.
this with the musicals are timeloops and how sometimes we're not forced to stay in the loop but we choose to even though we know it's not gonna get us anywhere.
I'm a believer. (every time I listen to a musical I hope that Eurydice will survive the winter, Orpheus will not turn around, Veronica and JD will be just seventeen, Evan will tell the truth, Alexander will say no to his desires, Odysseus will save the infant, spare the sirens-)
the words you use are so casually cruel, like they kill me but it's just the fact of the matter
im also crazy about Gojo telling Geto heād be satisfied if Geto had been there to pat him on the back (before the Sukuna fight)⦠but probably not for the same reason everyone else doesā¦
Gojo only wanted Getoās encouragement, he doesnāt want Geto to fight by his side.
this is about him showing Sukuna how much his love amounts to, no one is allowed to participate in that. If someone did itād have been insincere.
Maybe if Geto had stayed & become a teacher + grown together with Gojo, Gojo would have wanted him to fight by his side. As an equal, as a partner, as two halves of a whole. But he didnāt, which is why the Geto that Gojo merely wanted a pat on the back from is the monk one.
And I think Geto KNOWS that. That the little tear he shed is not just because he couldnāt be there, but that even in the end he knew the position as Gojoās equal is forever lost to him.
my glorious blue-eyed king it's fine, plot moment or not. you are my human and i will never find another like you. it ain't the looks or the powers, it's just you.
With love, always and forever.
Satoru was literally born to live, laugh, love.
thinking about how to Gojo, love is āthe most twisted curse of them allā, and thatās what he wields to battle Sukuna, leaving him with a broken heart and so much openings that guarantee his kidsā chance at winning in the end.
because ācurses can only be exorcised by another curseā.
after Gojo died, there are 5 or 6 instances where they use something along the line of āSukuna couldnāt do this & that because of his battle with Gojoā, hell even Sukuna himself admitted that.
And the thing is i think Sukuna didnāt realize that. He thought Gojo was greedy for also going on about the love and solitude route, he didnāt realize Gojo viewed Love differently from Yozoru and Kashimo. to Gojo LOVE IS A CURSE.
Sukuna didnāt realize Gojo was putting a curse on him.
You know, it used to haunt me for years what kind of curse Gojo would become in a cursed AU⦠but i think i know now.
Itās Love. Itās Love all this time. The abandoned Love that withered and fell in a garden of deep purple, as fleeting as the seasons.
OIKAWA TOORU IS TOM HOLLAND WHEN HE PERFORMED 'UMBRELLA' FOR THE LIP SYNC BATTLE. Lemme explain the vision; post!timeskip Oikawa with all that athleticism and muscle and dance skills he picked up in Brazil. Combined with his love for promo, absolute banger media training and stellar fucking charm + charisma.
This man would go extra, he'd be a diva and proud and do it all over again. Fuck ego and fragile masculinity, he'd damn well do the fucking WAP. So yes, the very fucking least he'd be doing is creating THE iconic moment in the lip sync battle or go down trying because this man (mine) comes to win.
OMG I JUST GOT MY FIRST MUTUAL EEEEEEEE
so a/b/o usually has an m/m audience, but it's based off of the biology of a f/m like mammal reproduction. now what if in a new word where it's mainly just betas, some people present during puberty. instead of male omegas having vaginas or cloacas or absurdly small penises, they're just guys who go through heat and are ig more submissive and shit. and instead of female alphas just ceasing to exist they could be your average woman just with 'alpha traits'.
i think this gives some really interesting opportunities to explore like maybe a male omega's precum practically makes sure that it sorta grips or suctions so that like it'll take in terms of heat. or hell a female alpha being able to idk physically enable her womb to be fucked while she's in a rut. we could finish off with an omega never being able to get off while they're in heat until they have an alpha and alphas fighting other alphas (like death matches) during their rut.
this gives us some more logical and fun ways to explore some lesser-focused on things like omega-omega relationships, alpha-alpha relationships, female alpha representation, male omega with a female alpha, and this fits into the whole secondary sex is unknown until you present thing. idk i haven't explained my thoughts well but idc because i'm sleepy.
i love love love this account so much like haikyuu in 2025 GIMME
talent is something you make bloom
This is 1000% brought on by me consuming those edits again, but Burr and Alexander are Satoru and Suguru if Suguru didn't defect. Hear me out, Hamilton didn't know how Burr felt. The inferiority, the jealousy, he to an extent always considered him a better half. In the musical we witness how excellent he was, leagues above everyone else, not cut from the same cloth, yet we have the musical because people never acknowledged him compared to some other founding fathers. Akin to how Gojo didn't even get a funeral, he altered the balance of the world when he was born just to die the same as you and I. Burr truly never held any ill will towards Hamilton in the beginning, their paths aligned, they became acquainted, but he did not excel. If it's sad that a founding father's legacy is a musical, is it not sadder for Burr to be remembered as the man who isn't Hamilton? If Geto had not defected but still harboured the same feelings and went through the same trauma, yet saw Gojo overcome and "win", then what's the difference? I think when you take songs such as 'Wait For It' or 'Non-Stop' this is better shown. The obsession Hamilton had with writing the same as to how Gojo exceedingly became so far above everyone he wasn't human, he is literally untouchable. He fought, took mission after mission, works 21hrs a day, he could theoretically handle it all alone. How Burr wasn't willing to back up the constitution, how Suguru didn't defect immediately, a year passed. The hatred brimming and boiling, him hoping it'd subside just for the wait to result in a different outcome. How the only time Burr did not hesitate was for that final shot, contrastingly enough, the only time Hamilton did. Satoru has always hesitated in taking Suguru's life, yet Suguru was truly happy when he was away from Jujutsu society. Honestly, JJK is ripe with symbolism, excellent re-read material in the sense that everything comes together so beautifully with certain characters. Gojo's ability being unbeatable, being his only weakness, how him messing with the fabric of reality impacted his life and the consequence of being untouchable. How regardless of the strength he has never got what mattered, just like his domain. Toji deciding to risk his life by fighting Gojo a second time just to prove to the people he hated that he was good enough, yet if he had won that fight there'd be no difference between him and the Zen'in clan. He died for the same people who wished he was dead anyway. And if Geto Suguru didn't wind up hating non-sorcerers he'd end up hating Jujutsu, believing the world would be better with 0 cursed energy. To dismantle Jujutsu can be done in multiple ways, but perhaps the most effective would be to take down the pinnacle, i.e Satoru Gojo. I will one day draft an entire character study and analysis on Satoru (because clearly I cannot shut up and I have too many thoughts), but when SatoSugu were like Lafayette and Hamilton just to technically wind up in the same fate, is post hidden inventory Geto the real Geto or did he die in that fight against Toji? If he didn't, was hidden inventory Geto the fake one and the racist the real one? This is also interesting because say Geto tried helping, pushing it down, not going insane. Would he be Jefferson? Would Satoru be Jefferson? Would Geto/Jefferson view Satoru as Washington?
You could say the trio ended up becoming like John Jay, James Madison, and Hamilton. What with Shoko never being recognized, John Jay recovered after writing four to write the fifth. James Madison writing more than their agreed upon original limit simply by himself but never given value, like Suguru being a special grade that came from no resources. Him having virtually no weakness. And of course, Hamilton going insane and losing everything in the pursuit of his 'dream', I wonder if anyone has ever randomly hugged Satoru and told him they love him. He never had an Eliza after all, fuck did he even have an Angelica? A Maria Reynolds? Yet Suguru had Theodosia. This is such a niche but goddamn do I love to yap.