No immediate obligations to attend to, just what I have coming that I don't look forward to. This is fucking weird as I've been in a state of constantly having something I need to that makes me sick to think about and even sicker to do. Give it a month and I'll be right back into that but right now it's just. Nothing. When does it get better. When.
uk ppl, sign and share
non uk ppl please share but don't sign
What life am I supposed to be look forward to anymore. I'm gonna go to college get a career that rots me to my death and maybe I'll get to correct the mistakes of my body while I do. I don't even feel like trying.
I feel like people don’t talk enough about the guilt, shame, and embarrassment that come with having mental disorders or experiencing low mental health. Constantly worrying that you’re secretly a horrible person or that you’re negatively impacting anyone who is close to you. Feeling selfish because you’re so stuck in your own head sometimes that you’re not doing enough to “earn” anyone’s company or care and that ultimately you must be a terrible friend because of that. Berating yourself for not just being better already. Believing that you don’t have a “good enough” reason to be feeling the way you do. Fighting constantly between wanting connection with others and wanting to hide yourself away to protect them and you. Having your rational mind on board while experiencing symptoms so you have to watch yourself not always acting rationally or healthily. The humiliation of being seen behaving in ways you normally wouldn’t behave when those symptoms are lesser or that low mood is higher. Just hoping people can see through to the core of you and allow some grace for your humanity.
And if I die, I die. And I shall join my brothers and sisters in Valhalla where I belong!
Realest shit I've seen in my whole baka life
how to meet non-flakey ppl lol ??? same person has flaked twice blehhh it's weird trying to go on dates / hook-ups again 'cause if we set plans i'm pretty much only backing out if i'm sick or there's something really big that comes up but it seems like most other ppl treat plans as not inherently solid? i've had this happen a lot recently where i'll think we've set plans and then someone will be like, "oh i didn't know those were -set- set" and it's like ? What are the magic words to make set -set- plans with you if not "Let's meet on this day around this time to do this/that" lmao anyway i value consistency/reliability/trustworthiness above almost all else but feels like that's pretty much impossible to find with newer connections 'cause it seems like ppl reserve those for ppl they know better? i'm too autistic for this shit lol
Okay now make her Grail
I do like characters who do not exhibit any hint of sexuality in any way because they’re too busy being tormented by the narrative. like “yea I might be gay or whatever but the labyrinth is growing so I can’t worry about that shit rn”
I think it should be considered by people that make fun of the name resident evil that the title resident evil does not refer to residents who are evil but an evil that resides in the resident area which I think is infinitely funnier. It's like the term "local menace" like what is bro up to a block away from me.
Senators are going to vote on whether or not we should continue to send aid to Israel on Wednesday, November 13th. Call them, bombard their phone lines with calls. Every fucking day. We have a chance of doing something about this.
21, she/her, silly little trans lady. Idk how to make these teehee I liek moster trucks
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