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Amy Winehouse, 2004

sometimes u gotta be like “ okay ” & leave that shit alone

Well I got arrested for the first time two days ago and I don’t even know where to go from here like of course my addiction landed me in their with absolutely no memory of the incident.. I just hope I can straighten out and things will start feeling like my choice again. Whenever I’m not getting high I feel like I’m doing something wrong and I gotta keep up but I don’t! I was a year clean and I should have kept it that way but no more should have would have could have just do. I’m on a Pre trial release and thank god they let me out without having to pay bail it was a simple assault against my bf bc I spit in his face I didn’t hit him I would never hit him but the Xanax had me so fucked up and the cops came and saw right when it happened and took me. But my baby was the only one who called me and the only one who put money on my books. I put myself in their but I was letting outside forces fuck with me again. And now I have a tress passing thing and no contact order with him but he’s the only one who holds me and loves me but we are hurting each other with drugs so maybe I need this time apart.. it just hurts my heart bc I love him idk who reads this shit but thanks for taking the time.

Some pretty dark dope for some pretty dark days

adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on

Merdivenler, merdivenler devriliyor Leon…

Self harm is :

•making yourself sleep deprived •making yourself cold (not wearing warm clothes in the winter, sleeping without a blanket etc) •not eating •not drinking •eating too much •not looking before crossing the street •scratching •letting your skin be dry & break easily •picking at skin •over-exercising •substance abuse •over-working yourself •making yourself go out and do things even though you’re exhausted •putting yourself in anxiety-inducing situations (even if you have a choice to stay out of them) •triggering yourself •purposefully angering someone who you know will yell at you •entering relationships you don’t want to be in/being around people you don’t want to be around •having sex when you don’t want to •setting yourself punishments •not giving yourself time •not letting yourself spend time with the people you love & know will be good to you •yelling at yourself inside your head •pinching or bruising yourself instead of cutting •cutting •holding everything in even when you have the option of venting •over stressing •over thinking •staying in abusive relationships (friend wise or romantically)

STOP assuming that self-harm is visible and easy to notice. It’s NOT. Self harm isn’t always physical, it can be emotional, and mental as well

Sigh fucking kill me