I’m So Alone All Of Time I Don’t Have Anyone. Maybe It’s Me This Time. Maybe It Is My Fault. I’m

Tumblr is the place where I get to cry and be a bitch so with that being said I am in SO MUCH fucking pain I hate my hep c I’m crying everyday it’s killing me and I’m throwing up everyday it’s torture and I’m only 20 years old. I can barely do my shifts at work. I’m so weak I can’t barely eat I can’t keep anything down. I have been throwing up everyday for over a year now and man it’s wearing on me now. I can’t take this I feel another relapse I don’t want to I know it will make it worse but I’m doing all of the right things but still sick everyday. I am skin and bones and it’s effevtnmy me mentally so bad as well. I just feel so empty literally... I know drugs put me here but I still want them. I want to inform people on harm reduction and safe use so someone else won’t go through the pain I’m going through. Maybe if this doesn’t kill me I’ll start a blog about that... any ways bye now. No one is going to read this lol

“Some walks you have to take alone.”

— Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

you'll succeed. even if it takes time. you'll make it.

🦴

Poor thumbnail, how do I change that?

Anyway, 2 Zopiclons, a few Xanax, and some liquid Diazepam, and this was the “creative” output.. Do I have crazy tolerance or do I need a new DW vendor?? These are the questions that keep me up at night. Literally! 

jury’s out