February 10, Shifting Entry #11

February 10, Shifting Entry #11
February 10, Shifting Entry #11

february 10, shifting entry #11

it’s been a bit since i’ve made a shifting diary post on here. truthfully speaking, it’s been a while since i’ve even journaled privately about my journey (or anything). i feel a bit lost, my heart aches so much sometimes it feels as though im actually physically hurting. i’m just not sure what to do any more, and im tired.

this isn’t the first time i’ve made a post talking about what im about to. my shifting journey has been heavily tied with my dreams. constant dreams of shifting, my dr, my s/os etc… and still i can’t make sense of it.

last night i dreamt of trying to shift and it didn’t work. i don’t think i was even lucid. (this has happened before too).

just as say in basically every shifting entry, i’ve tried shifting through lucid dreams countless times and i just don’t understand why it’s never worked. yea, maybe it’s not the way for me and that’s cool, but i’ve genuinely believed (especially in the beginning part of my journey) that lucid dreaming was the way for me. i’ve done it many different ways, i’ve done it with many different mindsets, i mean i’ve tried without even being aware i was dreaming.

i know my journey is mine and mine alone, but i really am frustrated and hurting and honestly just confused. and i just don’t know what to do anymore.

as much as other people say things like “what’s a couple of years for many lifetimes of your dream” and i get that, it doesn’t change the feeling of it sometimes just not working. and hey, i’ve made peace in certain lights of waking up here, but that doesn’t change that i long to be elsewhere and belong in different places. i’ve always known i was bigger than just this. so why am i still here?

February 10, Shifting Entry #11
February 10, Shifting Entry #11
February 10, Shifting Entry #11

More Posts from Fruitswrl and Others

2 months ago
Reminder That You Can Shift Anytime, Anywhere, Under Any Condition. It Doesn’t Matter If You’re Exhausted,

reminder that you can shift anytime, anywhere, under any condition. it doesn’t matter if you’re exhausted, if you’re spiralling, if you’ve just remembered an email you forgot to send and now you’re in a fugue state of regret. it doesn’t matter if you’ve put shifting on a pedestal so high it’s getting altitude sickness (even then, a pedestal is just a glorified step stool. kick it over. nothing is above you, nothing is out of reach), or if your brain is complied of intrusive thoughts and mental white noise. you could be in a grocery store queue, on a sinking ship, in the middle of a hostage negotiation. and could still shift.

people love a reason why not. alas, the conditions are not set in stone. they never were. consciousness is liquid gold. it seeps through cracks, it adapts. you don’t need the stars to align. you don’t need the perfect night, the perfect mood, the perfect silence. you need exactly what you already have... a mind.

Reminder That You Can Shift Anytime, Anywhere, Under Any Condition. It Doesn’t Matter If You’re Exhausted,
Reminder That You Can Shift Anytime, Anywhere, Under Any Condition. It Doesn’t Matter If You’re Exhausted,
7 months ago

i’m so tired of seeing the word minishift

just fucking say you shifted

5 months ago

 PICK ONE ✶ and let intuition be your guide.

 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.
 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.
 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.

THE TARNISHED COMPACT MIRROR, THE WAX SEAL AND THE MAP.

 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.
 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.

                 ּ   * ˖  ་

 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.

  ·. ˚ ༘ NOW READING ┊ the tarnished compact mirror.

you pick it up, and the weight surprises you—it’s heavier than it looks, as though it’s been carrying the reflections of centuries. the silver is worn, tarnished in that way where it almost looks like smoke trapped under glass. When you open it, the mirror is cracked but still functional, splitting your face into fragments like you’re some living cubist painting.

SO, WHAT DOES IT MEAN? this is the artefact of self-perception. if asking, “who am i in this moment?” and not trusting the answer. shifting is your MO (master opus, obviously), but this mirror is here to remind you: even when you’re mastering realities, you are the through-line. the cracks in the glass is the self you’ve shed in every DR, your multidimensional fingerprints. but be warned: this mirror doesn’t just show you—it shows the version of you others see, too. every smile, every shadow, every flicker of their perspective. it’s asking: are you as fluid as you think, or are you just trying on new faces to escape the old ones?

in your journey, this object suggests a phase of intense self-reflection. maybe you’re realising that even as you leap dimensions, there’s a “you” who stays constant. or maybe you’re questioning whether the roles you’ve played were ever really yours. either way, this mirror says: own the cracks—they’re your history, your kaleidoscope.

A SHATTERED MIRROR STILL SHOWS THE TRUTH—IT JUST LOOKS BETTER IN PIECES.

               ּ ⊹ ˖ ࣪ 

  ·. ˚ ༘ NOW READING ┊ the wax-seal stamp with no engraving.

when you pick this up, your fingers find grooves where a symbol should be. it’s disarmingly smooth, as though it was made for a crest, a mark, a declaration—but someone forgot to finish it. there’s dried red wax crusted along the edges, as if it’s already sealed a hundred letters, but none of them bore your name.

SO, WHAT DOES IT MEAN? this object is all about potential. it’s an artefact of the unsaid, the unclaimed, the could-have-beens. it’s asking: what are you waiting to mark as your own? shifting is the art of writing yourself into stories, but maybe you’ve been forgetting to sign your name at the end. this blank seal is your reminder that you are the creator of your journey—your identity isn’t a pre-set engraving; it’s something you carve anew every time you shift.

the wax is your legacy—the parts of you that already exist in every DR you’ve touched. even if you haven’t seen it, your presence is felt. maybe you’ve been second-guessing whether you’re leaving a mark or just slipping through realities like a shadow. the seal says: even without a design, you’re sealing the deal. your intentions are enough.

this object speaks to a moment where you’re on the verge of something big, but you’re hesitating. maybe you’re wondering if you’re ready, or maybe you’re holding out for a “perfect” moment. the truth is, the seal doesn’t need engraving—it’s what you choose to imprint that matters.

THE BLANK SPACE IS WHERE THE STORY BEGINS.

               ּ ⊹ ˖ ࣪ 

  ·. ˚ ༘ NOW READING ┊ the paper map with worn folds.

it’s soft in your hands, the kind of paper that’s been unfolded and refolded a thousand times. there are stains on it—coffee rings, maybe tears. the ink is fading, but the routes are still clear: zig-zagging lines, X’s marking spots, little hand-drawn symbols that mean nothing to anyone but the original cartographer.

SO, WHAT DOES IT MEAN? this is the artefact of guidance and exploration. the map isn’t just a tool; it’s a record of journeys past. it’s been used, loved, and abandoned—but never destroyed. and it’s showing you one thing: you’re not lost—you’re exactly where you need to be.

the X’s are goals you’ve already hit, DRs you’ve already conquered. the stains are the messy parts of the journey—the nights you stayed awake scripting, the mornings you woke up and didn’t feel “there” yet. but the beauty of this map is that it’s a living document. the roads change as you change, and the hand-drawn symbols, those are little pieces of you left behind in every reality.

this object says your journey is not linear—it’s a spiral, looping back to places you thought you’d left behind. maybe you’re revisiting old DRs, or maybe you’re realising that every shift is connected, even if the roads look different. the map is urging you to trust the process—what looks like a dead end might just be a fold waiting to be smoothed out.

THE MAP REMEMBERS, EVEN IF YOU DON'T.

                 ּ   * ˖  ་

these objects aren’t just trinkets—they’re archetypes of your journey. you’re the cracked mirror, the blank seal, the folded map, all at once. keep them close. and remember: every artefact tells a story, but it’s up to you to write the ending.

 PICK ONE ✶ And Let Intuition Be Your Guide.

full credits to @daisys-reality for the idea !!

7 months ago

Living in the end? Or hoping to shift?

Living In The End? Or Hoping To Shift?
Living In The End? Or Hoping To Shift?

"When I shift, I will..."

"if I wake up in my chosen reality..."

"I can't wait to meet my S/O..."

"When I finally shift, I will do this and this ..."

The thing you don't seem to grasp, is that you already exist in your chosen realities. You were born there, you grew up there, you formed core memories and have thousands of stories to tell... You have lived with your family for years and you have known your friends for years and you have most likely already met your S/O. You have eaten all of your favourite foods and went to most of your favourite places. You have fallen down and scraped your knee, you have gotten a bad haircut that you regretted immensely, you have gotten into a fight with your best friend and made up almost immediately... You have already lived there. Why are you looking forward to something as mundane as waking up in the same bed you've woken up in for years now?

Live in the end and stop hoping to shift. You're already there, direct your awareness towards the reality of your choosing, and let your pure consciousness do the rest. Act as if you're there. Think like your DR self, act like your DR self, talk and walk and eat like your DR self because they are you and you are them. There is no divide, no disconnect, no separation.

Happy shifting ❤️

4 months ago

no but like- real talk tho

the only way for you to know that manifesting is real, pure consciousness is real, shifting is real, astral projection is real, is if you actually be your own proof. you don't have to believe in success stories, cuz when you write yours there will be people who won't believe you anyway even when you proved yourself rightly (if u assume that ofc)

5 months ago

You can do it

You Can Do It

You really can shift. At night, when nobody disturbs you and you feel comfortable. In the evening, when you're buying groceries. During the day, while completing work or study tasks. Even when you're in the shower, you can shift. Heck, even now as you're reading these words, you can shift anywhere.

You can do this. Repeat after me, "I am all-powerful. Shifting is easy for me. I can shift at any time, no matter what."

Just keep that in your head. Remind yourself of your true power. No, it's not a lie, it's just a long forgotten truth about you, that you can do anything, that you can achieve anything.

8 months ago

YOUR TAPPING IN PROCESS DOESN’T HAVE TO BE “ALL THAT”

the reason you drift off to sleep and “fail” is because you’re letting yourself down ༄

YOUR TAPPING IN PROCESS DOESN’T HAVE TO BE “ALL THAT”
YOUR TAPPING IN PROCESS DOESN’T HAVE TO BE “ALL THAT”
YOUR TAPPING IN PROCESS DOESN’T HAVE TO BE “ALL THAT”

Now what do i mean when i say that? i think a lot of you expect your experience while tapping in to be this over the top extravagant process where you’re floating and crying and everything else, the whole shabang. But it doesn’t have to be that way, and you guys can’t see that. as you start to tap in, you don’t feel any “symptoms” and then you psyche yourself out telling yourself that because you don’t feel anything, it’s “not working” so your mind drifts off and you fall asleep for the thousandth time.

What you guys need is discipline and trust, although the void is as easy as ever, you need discipline, the same way you wouldn’t just drift off at work or while studying for a test, you should be able to tap in without falling asleep. You could also incorporate sleep into your experience, a great example is SATS, here is a post explaining more on SATS.

And when i say trust, i mean you need to trust god, which is you, tapping into the void doesn't need to be some huge thing where you're floating and seeing all the colours of the rainbow, you can enter by simply falling asleep or can enter unexpectedly

you can tap in randomly by immediately being plunged into the void, there doesn’t have to be build up or some big extravaganza where you experience all the symptoms in the book, just trust yourself, everything you are doing is right, remember that, as a god there is no wrong way to enter the void, idc if you moved (having to stay still to enter the void has to be one of the most stupidest misconceptions to date 💀), idc if you didn’t feel symptoms, you’re doing everything right.

You guys look at success stories and expect it to be just like they had it and then when it isn’t you feel let down and upset, telling yourself you just need to go to sleep and “try” another time.

NO NO NO

you fall asleep when you want to

and the second you do fall asleep, you get into the void

your mind doesn’t drift away, you are focused

you are a GOD and i refuse to believe that you’re gonna let “sleep” be a bump in the road in that journey of yours, and you’re telling me that you can’t say disciplined or focused for just a few minutes to get the LIFE of your dreams?? come on now…

DISCIPLINE + TRUST = THE VOID BEING GUARANTEED 🪽💋

YOUR TAPPING IN PROCESS DOESN’T HAVE TO BE “ALL THAT”
7 months ago
Message From A Regular Shifter

Message from a regular shifter

You will shift once you stop relying so much on others and start relying on yourself. I completely mean that.

I know you probably hear this often, but genuinely, exit Tumblr or TikTok or whatever you use to consume shifting content, and stop listening so much to what other people do to shift.

Trust your intuition and do what you know you need to do to shift. Trust yourself. I promise you, that's what's going to make you shift.

you know what you need to do.

Message From A Regular Shifter
6 months ago

Was dreaming (kinda awake) and I was scrolling on TikTok and in like every video I was seeing 111 and I thought to myself “omg I can shift”, and I kept scrolling and again every video had 111. I thought “if I really wanted to I could shift right now…”

Then my alarm went off 😁 I can recognize that this is prob a really good thing, but it kinda made me want to jump off a bridge (joking).

Was Dreaming (kinda Awake) And I Was Scrolling On TikTok And In Like Every Video I Was Seeing 111 And

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3 months ago

────୨ৎ──── 02/23/25

shifting tarot card of the day

⟢ ten of cups upright

────୨ৎ──── 02/23/25
────୨ৎ──── 02/23/25
────୨ৎ──── 02/23/25

⟢ ok so this card is all about fulfillment, completion, the end of cycles. for those who may come across this, this is the case for your shifting journey, well almost…

⟢ when i was shuffling cards, they kept going flying. i kept asking for just one card, quick and easy. i kept getting a bunch at a time. perhaps things are a mess right now for you. chaotic. but maybe you aren’t looking at the right thing ? maybe a slight change in perspective is what you need. you keep looking in the past. but what’s done is done. turn back around, you have it.

⟢ there’s pressure here, you are grasping onto shifting and your desires for dear life. but they are not going anywhere. this desperation isn’t necessary, not anymore. you already have your desires. no more reprogramming, mediations you hate doing, subliminals… you don’t need em. just you. just the knowing.

⟢ whatever you want is yours. you don’t need to ask yourself ‘ why isn’t it working? ’ it’s not working because you don’t think it is. but you’re already there.

⟢ it’s done, okay ? so bask in it, let it sink in.

────୨ৎ──── 02/23/25

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