was asked to share about Bitzy the clown so im gonna!!
excuse anything that doesnt make sense or spelling errors i currently have a migraine lol
this is just surface level stuff that shows who they are as a person
okay so bitzy started off as a clownsona that i could imagine saying what i was really thinking to customers/coworkers whenever i got mad at them when i used worked in customer service lol, it really helped me chill out and control my emotions
they were originally a character that i imagined doing badass stuff to music when i went on 4 hour long car rides every weekend for half a year, it helped pass the time and keep me sane
but yea bitzy very early in development was just the embodiment of what customer service does to a mf
inspiration for them: The Collector from the Owl House, Steve from Big Top Burger, The Ice King from Adventure Time
they go by they/it
VERY gender, will wear anything
but will scratch at their skin if its exposed so they tend to wear clothing that covers their limbs
they have adhd and theyre autistic, they dont/are unable to mask
theyre immortal, they can die (usually it happens in the stupidest and funniest ways), but they keep coming back, because their worlds rules say that theyre supposed to be there, always
they are inorganic (by earth standards), along with everying in their world
theyre a literal creature, able to contort and warp their body into anything, usually unsettling scary shit
they became a god-like entity, accidentally
that gods purpose is to observe and experience
though they are not the leader type, preferring to be lead by someone else
they dont need to eat, sleep, or drink due to being immortal, but they occasionally do if they want
has a personal, wholesome, and wordless relationship with the one deity thats a higher being than them, but they rarely see it, about once every thousand years or so. it shows them the stars
sometimes they forget theyre a god though so they act like a mortal more often than not
they have a really bad memory, like, amnesia type bad. half is from repression, half is from head trauma when they were younger. also has constant headaches, the worse they are the more likely it'll mention them. both of these are partially a result of their powers
they arent as funny as other clowns, and theyre bad at entertaining and improv
as a clown they should enjoy performing for others, but they do not, instead preferring to do so alone and only for themself
hates being percieved and analyzed
it used to be a jester
sometimes works on cartoon-like physics
in their world theyre a wanderer, and though they have a home they dont use it often
their house is like a huge blanket/pillow fort that sort of resembles a circus tent
theyre very childish, and from an outsiders perspective they seem kinda empty headed
even though they are childish and whimsical, they HATE being babied
will get irritated if clothing is asymmetrical
favorite color is red
is fascinated with celestial things, too bad there's no sky in their world....
shorty, especially compared to other clowns, they can change their height but prefer not to (it lets people think theyre harmless)
very unpredictable, quick to irritate, never know what theyre gonna be chill about and what theyre gonna have a meltdown over
they try to refrain from hurting others though, hating the reputation they have due to....'events' that happened when they were younger, events that were not their fault
theyre very impulsive, not thinking before doing, but that doesnt mean theyre an idiot
can be incredibly stupid when it comes to certain things and incredibly smart when it comes to others
they cant navigate a conversation when theyre involved in it but if theyre just observing they can easily figure out intentions of the conversing parties, things those involved in the conversation wouldnt be able to decipher at all
many try to befriend them for selfish purposes and bitzy can tell, they can always tell, theyve always been able to tell
it doesnt have a reflection
theyre vehemently TERRIFIED of bodies of water, especially the ocean....
is also scared of being in a car, but not the car itself.... wonder why....
they find it funny to be chill and silly around people they know are terrified of them
something is clearly wrong with them, like theyre putting up a façade and ignoring how fucked up they are mentally
10,000 years of living in self inflicted isolation can get to a person
stuck in a state of dream-like escapism
escapism is a huge part of their story
loves liminal spaces, because, well, it lives in a world of nothing but that
has daddy and mommy issues, thats why theyre insane /j
very emotionally mature when someone is being vulnerable with them
great with kids surprisingly
has a cult dedicated to them that they do not approve of, but will use that fact to one up people
those who dont know of bitzys reputation are bound to insult and underestimate them, and then... well... they figure out who they are
bitzys overall mentality is "you dont fuck with me, i dont fuck with you"
has an immense appreciation for earth, and by extension humans, wonder why? they arent even supposed to exist in their world....
has a way tortured past
does not like the sound of jingling keys or keychains, it reminds them of some bad people, and stresses them out
they have a high pain tolerance but will fake getting hurt just to be dramatic
they also just tend to overreact as a joke, getting fake mad at little things just to be funny
powers can be emotion based though, and boyyyyy do they have some big emotions
has a gripe with technology
is not aware of peoples personal bubbles
never comforable enough to be vulnerable with anyone (anyone except for daydream)
despite being a chaotic and probably annoying person to be around theyre a good friend, who often puts their friends needs before their own, but they only have one friend that this is applicable to lol
can be unintentionally funny by being painfully truthful/blunt
struggles with reading due to brain damage, is more of a physically active person than a mentally active person anyways
if i havent made it clear enough, they are a complete outcast, but by no fault of their own, even before they lost their marbles they tried everything to get people to like them for them. it never worked...
theres a big 'secret' about bitzy i havent revealed yet but.... maybe this spotify playlist of songs that vaguely tell bitzys story will be a helpful hint ;3
After having gone up for vote, the pins are up for pre-order! However, there's just one stipulation:
Due to the cost of bulk shipping, I've got to make at least 50 sales of each. These can be bought individually or together, but each design must meet the minimum requirement. If not, though, then everybody simply gets refunded and we'll try again in September.
Per usual, they're U.S. shipping only and you can find them in my ko-fi shop here! Thanks!
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I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard
Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.
Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.
Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.
Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.
SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.
SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.
Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.
Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.
Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.
Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.
Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.
From my theatre experience. Every time an animatronic would move/disappear the entire audience would GASP AND SCREAM IN SHOCK
my OCs are sooo cool you guys don't know what you're missing. if you could see the show i'm watching in my head rn you'd go so crazy i'm telling u
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Haven't doodled on my phone for a hot minute so here ya go!
Also I really want to post more here I just gotta make more time for actually getting to making some of my drawings digital :"•]
Also also I might open commission's up in the future! It will have to be when I have a less busy schedule but we'll see!! :•D
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I have been in and out of the hospital since Saturday. Please don’t feel obligated but below is my kofi
free my girl. she did all that but so did a male character and nobody cared
This is so true, if you can't vocalize your ideas and are mad at me for it, then that's not my fault! If there is something I'm doing that makes you upset, if you don't vocalize it, i will not know and can't change. You have to let people know or else they, Infact, won't know
I hate that thing some people do where it's like. "I left my wallet on the table to see if you'd say anything" or "I wanted to see if you'd wash the car if I stopped doing it"
Cause like
I dont know about anyone else
But I am perpetually hovering three inches above the strong subconscious belief that everyone knows what they're doing at all times except me, so if you change your normal patterns and I notice, then I will assume it is an intentional choice with a thought-out plan behind it and I will avoid interfering
And if I don't notice, because I won't, because why would I, because not much bothers me and if you don't say anything to indicate you are bothered then how would I KNOW