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Analysis and rambles to be written and rewritten on tumblr

I'm currently planning to rewrite analysis I had posted on Twitter and Bluesky and making new ones... lot of them are pretty old (from 2024) so I definitely not only need to rephrase them to blog post format but also adding new information and thoughts to them

Lore Analysis

Gouenji and self-sacrifice (Gouenji and Kidou comparison)

Kidou and his (lack of) feelings over being put on pedestal

Kidou is kind of a prick actually (Kidou's selfishness)

Sakuma as a character who is defined by his love for another

Sakuma's emotional intelligence in Team K arc

Why did Sakuma say "I can't see your world?" in Shin Teikoku arc?

Nishiki's cultural gap experience

Kazemaru's mental breakdown in S2

Sakuma and Kidou's shared eye symbolism

Penguin symbolisms (likely need to make separate posts for them LOL):

Emperor penguin No.1's recoil damage is a symbolism of hate

Emperor penguin No.3 as a symbolism of the trio breaking themselves away from abuse and the cycle

How the penguins evolve and their metaphors

Character Design Analysis

Why is Hiroto so pale?

Sakuma's design analysis using color and shape theory

Analysis of GO's Raimon character designs (groups by school years and Break Trio)

Headcanons

Butch lesbian Kirino

Sakuma's family background

Doodles are whats keeping me sane at this time.(also why dose fukaze look so lesbian.whatever that means.)

Shirou talks about looking into one's own self and Kidou and Sakuma's gay asses choose to look at each other

can you believe it? sakuma’s birthday! only 8 days away!

Goober stickers I feel like sharing cause i love how scrunkly they look (ft. Dirty table but we dont talk abt that.)

Very cute observation I've gotten is how physically affectionate Sakuma is with Kidou and Kidou not minding it because, Sakuma isn't as overly affectionate with the others.

Sakuma cares for the other members and is on friendly terms with them, but he's more lowkey displaying his affection than he does with Kidou.

Episode 94, after Endou gives a speech to the team after he and penguin trio were away and Inazuma Japan lost their match against Argentina's team.

Episode 96, everyone is raising their hand as they're sending Kurimatsu away. You can look closely that Sakuma isn't raising his hand and is doing the same crossed arms pose Fudou does.

As for Kidou, Everyday hints that he doesn't really like to be touched with him frowning whenever he is tapped by the player (Clip 1) (Clip 2) (It's so funny because everyone else smiles when tapped). While it is possible that he grows to become more accustomed to it, he's still awkward especially with sudden contact, lol

Going back to the first pictures I've shown, this is really one of my favorite Kisaku official arts... it's very sweet when one thinks about Sakuma's body language, he's hunching to Kidou's level as he's considerably taller than him, aww

in middle of writing my analysis post, it's gonna be pretty long because i want to tackle as many topics in my to-do as i could in a single post than making short post for each. but honestly the reason why am i not finishing it sooner is because i'm not feeling well lmaooo

currently i'm thinking that sakuma is kind of an unreliable narrator in terms of his insecurity towards kidou. episode 38 and everyday frame it as him feeling like he's not as good as kidou is because sakuma himself mistook it as such. he thought that what he's insecure of is his own ability when it's actually of his place as kidou's friend

but it becomes double unreliable narrator in shin teikoku arc as yes, sakuma's (and genda + fudou but this is not about them) judgement is clouded by meteorite brainwashing but because the emotion he displays is very raw it reveals his Real feelings at the same time. "i can't see your world" = i can't understand you As A Person

even then "sakuma is jealous of kidou's abilities" isn't inherently wrong because he is.. because sakuma's insecurity is deep rooted that he feels bad about every single thing at once, and in ares' timeline where shin teikoku arc doesn't happen you can watch sakuma being left in his issues for a year

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