All Cats Are Purrfect.  ( I Had To)

A historical image of me every night

Yeah. If someone gives me a compliment I basicly stand their awkwardly not knowing what to say.

does anyone else not know how to handle praise at all? like i love it on one hand, but i dont deserve it and now a standard has been set that i may not reach in the future which is very stressful

It's not that bad.

i made a gif set so awful it made me nauseous. its like seizure inducing bad.

I drew jaiden animations. I wanted to draw this for awhile but I didn't think my art was good enough. But I finally said I don't care I want to do this. ( yes I know her hair is brown but whenever I draw like that I just use pens and I don't have a brown pen. ) I would have included ari but im the worst at drawing birds. I also wanted to thank jaiden for being my real inspiration in trying animation. Before I had always wanted to animate ( I used to religiously watch a bonus scene in bambi where it showed how they made the characters move like real animals.) But I didn't really think I could until I found jaiden( she was the first animator I found on you tube.) I just saw it as well I'll never be able to sense i won't be able to afford it so i kept wanting it but knowing I cant. But then I found out you could teach yourself, that you could make what you wanted to on the internet and other people could also see it. ( still don't know what I want to actually go to college for.) I just wanted to say thank you for showing me I might eventually be able to animate( currently I can't animate sense I can't afford a tablet but once I get one I'll teach myself.)

LOOK AT MY WOLF! HE’S THE BEST THING I’VE EVER MADE!

i feel like i’m going insane everything is so deeply fucked i can’t stop thinking about it i can’t deal with it

I just had the best idea ever!!! Freeze orange juice in an ice cube tray, then put that in your orange juice so then it keeps it cold but doesn't water it down!!!!!!!!

So my friends put me up to reading the warriors. 

I Just Finnished the First Book And... Can We Just Kill Tigerclaw?

Small argument Louis is actually bi remember babette ( don't know if that's the way you spell it) Louis fell in love with her. 

Take creators stepping in and dismissing fan theories and interpretations of their works with a grain of salt. This is a lesson I learned early, from Anne “my vampires aren’t gay and also I might sue you” Rice. 

During the peak of my Vampire Chronicles love, I – at that time, a very petty fifteen-year-old –  set out to underline every single really queer moment in the whole series. Spite aside, I quickly realized that in a series where the protagonist runs away to Paris with clearly his violinist boyfriend, and convinces his next super angsty obviously boyfriend to MAKE A VAMPIRE CHILD WITH HIM to keep said angsty boyfriend from leaving, this was easier said than done. 

I mean, she’s not fully wrong – Lestat’s not gay, he’s very bisexual. Louis and Nicki are both hella gay, though. 

Anyway, I’ve meandered. The point is – creators can say wildly inaccurate things about their works sometimes. Anne Rice went Christian and didn’t want her books to be SUPER FUCKING QUEER anymore. Creators’ views on what they’ve made can change over the years. You never fucking know. 

have you ever loved a lyric so much that when you hear it feels like your heart is trying to burst out of your body