Jealousy || Xavier Thorpe X Reader

jealousy || Xavier Thorpe x reader

( ages 17/18 )

warnings: orphan child, mentions of parents, make out session(? listen if you’re like fifteen idc if you’re reading this but if you’re like fifteen and below read at your own risk, idc if you get in trouble. you clicked on this so just be careful where you read this 🤷🏻‍♀️)

you watch from afar as you see your boyfriend walk up to wednesday addams once again. rolling your eyes, you hear your name being called by bianca. “come on, if you want to get back at her i’m racing against her in the poe cup. i know xavier means the world to you so, this is your chance to make her step down— when we win. humiliate her. i already have a plan,” bianca smirked. you shook her head, “i’m not getting back to a girl who’s done nothing. till i have evidence that they’ve been fucking, i’ll join you bianca.” your eyes met her piercing ones, and she huffed. “suit your loss. but we both know they already have been since day one.”

rolling your eyes, you walk the other way to a class you just been put in and look no other, wednesday addams alongside xavier thorpe sitting next to her. you scoff, placing your hand on your hip. xavier looked your way and gave you a weary smile, a wave and nothing else.

“good evening class,” the redheaded stated. “we have two new students in our classes, one that just enrolled to our school and one who just switched classes. i’m sure you already know her,” she gestured to you. you stood up, “i’m sure you already know me. but to make this clear for the new girl, i’m (y/n).” you smiled hastily at her, than sat right back down with a sneer look on your face.

xavier looked to the right behind him, a confused look of ‘what the hell was that?’ and you just rolled your eyes straight back at him. class continued, and the bell rung. letting everyone out first, you finally finished placing your books neatly into your book bag.

“i’ll see you next session, xavier. (y/n), good to see you in my class. hope to have you here tomorrow.” she smiled kindly and you did as well, before getting up from your seat and placing your bag onto your back. “(y/n)-“ xavier called, stepping a few steps towards you. you twirl to face him, “what.” you spat out.

he bit his lip, “i know i’ve been a shitty boy—” you scoff. “bianca’s right. i shouldn’t have d—” he slammed you back into a wall, both hands right from your face side to side. “don’t you dare fucking say that,” he spat. “don’t you dare.” his eyes glared into yours, “for the past two years that we’ve fallen into love, i have always gone to sleep thinking and dreaming of you. not once did it change when wednesday came into our lives, and you know why?” he sneered out. your eyes widened, a bit scared by him due to the sudden outburst. “because i love you.” he finished.

“i don’t care, if you’re ready to say it or not. i love you, (y/n). i always have and always will.” he softened his eyes, his voice. and had a little smile on him. onto you, in your mind, you’ve never once had any type of love to have your parents gave you up at the age of fifteen, no family members wanting to take you in due to them being too scared to what your parents could do if they did. “you are the one that’s important to me, you are the one that makes me whole—” you interrupted him, your hands on both either side of his cheeks.

your lips met his, and his left hand met to your waist. the two of you slowly let go of each other, your eyes meeting his. “i’m sorry,” you apologized. “i just didn’t want to lose you to.. addams. you are the only person i trust, and the only person i love. i can’t risk to lose—” you can see that he was smiling, and he was smiling big time. “what was that?” and you knew what he was asking.

you sighed and shook your head, a small smile forming onto your lips. you’ve never said that to him, out in the blue. and now that you have, he knew that no matter what happened, the two of you would stick like glue and figure shit out on your own times. “i love you,” you whisper. he smiled, his thumb running over your bottom lip. “i love you,” he repeated after, closing the space between you both.

being wednesdays sister and everybody falling for you pt1

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you and your sister wednesday had recently moved to a new school. A one for freaks

when you were being introduced to everybody in the courtyard you saw a lot of people looking at you instead of your sister, which weirded you out a lot.

bianca and xavier were still together in this and ajax and enid were just getting into a relationship. Rowan and kent were still single.

They couldn't stop looking at you, because you have long white hair and you looked so soft and gentle unlike wednesday.

so when xavier and bianca were walking around at night the came across you singing an old pirate song

hoist the colours

The king and his men stole the queen from her bed... and bound her in her bones

The seas be ours beyond the powers where we will we'll roam

Yo, ho, haul together Hoist the colours high Heave ho, thieves and beggars Never shall we die

Some men have died And some are alive And others sail on the sea With the keys to the cage... And the Devil to pay We lay to Fiddler's Green!

The bell has been raised From it's watery grave... Do you hear it's sepulchral tone? We are a call to all Pay heed the squall And turn your sail toward home!

Yo, ho, all together Hoist the colours high Heave ho, thieves and beggars Never shall we die!

she sounded so angelic for a dark song. Her voice sounded like honey, and they way she danced while singing was magical. Thought xavier and bianca was staring at (name) like she and bianca were the only ones in the world, but xavier didn't mind, because (name) was an exception.

rowan saw xavier and bianca walking around so he was sneaking off to the nightshades library. Since he wasn't in them anymore he wasn't allowed in there. And if anybody caught him, he would be suspended and he doesn't want to spend his break with his unloving and uncaring mother and father. Until he heard singing, he went to investigate and saw (name) singing while dancing in the middle of the moonlight

she looked magnificent dancing in her white dress, her hair flowing with every jump.

you didn't know 3 people were watching you dance and sung last night.

you went out to jericho and went to weathervanes cafe. It sounded like a sweet place so you went in.

tyler was trying to work the coffee machine but the words were in latin so he didn't know what to do. Until a nevermores student came up to him asking if he wanted help.

he had never seen anybody with white hair but it was beautiful. He felt like he could stare into those y/e/c forever.

After the coffee machine was fixed by this beautiful looking girl, i gave her a hot chocolate on the house from helping me.

i hope to see her again thought tyler while he stared at her walking out and walking to a car.

enid and ajax were walking near the lake when they saw wednesday and her sister (name) shooting arrows on the target.

they watched (name) while she was getting her gloves on, she was wearing her beautiful white archery outfit with her arrows in the bag

she looked so magical, liked she came out of a fairytale and enid and ajax were head over heels, but what they didn't know was kent was swimming in the lake and was watching them stare at (name). He felt angry that they were trying to take her away, and how bianca and xavier were trying to take her away.

he was going to do something about it.

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xoxo

lachlan zeez

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

Defending. (x.t)

PART ONE OF TWO

Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x Girlfriend!Reader

Summary: wednesday tells you about her suspicions about xavier but you come to his defense and are determined to find proof to prove her wrong

Warnings: mentions of making a small cut, very little like a drop of blood, hydes? (those ugly mfs) NOT PROOFREAD

a/n: this is going to be in two parts, but part two will be posted late 12/1 or early 12/2 depending on when i finish writing it! it's basically a smut fic for part two which is why i decided to split it up in case people are not comfortable with it!

masterlist - part two

“Now, this is too far,” you said to Wednesday as she told you about her suspicions about Xavier being the monster.

“All the evidence points to him.”

“Wednesday, it’s not him.”

“You’re only saying that because you’re in a relationship with him,” the girl argued back with her.

“No shit, Wednesday. I know him enough to know he’s not. You think I wouldn’t notice by now if he were going around town killing people?”

“You’re letting this blind your judgment,” Wednesday stated.

“NEWS FLASH WEDNESDAY HE’S NOT THE HYDE! WOULD IT KILL YOU THINK FOR ANYONE BUT YOURSELF?!” you yelled at the girl who just raised her eyebrows back at you.

“What are you going to do when you find out he is?”

“Nothing,” you answered softly you could feel a headache coming from yelling, “There’s nothing to find out.” You walked back inside from the balcony and exited the room before you felt like destroying anything, and Enid would get mad at the mess later.

You wandered around the school before you came upon the statute of Edgar Allen Poe. You sat down near the statute wanting to clear your mind for a second before you looked up and realized the mark beneath the book he was holding. You tried to recall what your mom would always tell you as a kid about the Nightshade Society.

“He was notorious for his riddles. For it was not one alone, but each line was individual. One to remember is, ‘The answer will give a sharp cracking sound,’ that will help you once you find it,” was something she always mentioned when she talked about Nevermore.

“A sharp cracking sound,” you repeated as you stood from your spot and it clicked, or more so snapped into place. You raised your right arm and snapped two times. “Thank you, Nightshade Society.”

You walked down the staircase into the dimly lit library. The portraits that hung on the wall of old members caught your eye as you looked about the room. At the end of the portraits you find your parents, they tell you to make a name for yourself, but how could you live up to them?

“You put that bag over my head, I will choke you with that very rope in your hands,” you warned the people who stood behind you as you looked for your mom’s diary knowing that would be the only thing you could find answers in. “You should know to not mess with a witch with heightened senses.”

“Oh, come on, Y/n, we were just trying to have fun,” Kent joked causing the other to mutter in agreement.

“I WASN’T GOING TO DO ANYTHING I SWEAR,” Xavier yelped once he notice it was you and threw the bag in his hands to Ajax.

“Someone’s in the dog house tonight…” Yoko teased. Kent and a couple of the others gave a couple howls joining in the joke.

“You know Xavier you could’ve told me about this,” you said as you finally found your mother’s diary.

“Babe, if I could, I would’ve-”

“He’s sworn to secrecy,” Bianca pointed out as she gave you a dirty look when you walked to a desk with the diary in your arms.

You pulled it out to see she sealed it with magic though not any kind of magic, blood magic. “My family was a part of the Nightshades long before you, although I thought it to be disbanded.”

“Yeah, the group kind of lost its charter 30 years ago after some normie kid died,” Xavier explained which answered your thoughts as he walked up to you noticing that you were looking for something.

“But we have a lot of wealthy alumni, so Weems looks the other way as long as nobody makes any waves,” Yoko added on.

“What are you looking for anyways?” Xavier questioned you.

“If you’re trying to open your mom’s diary, you can’t,” Bianca told you cockingly.

“Maybe you can’t,” you retorted just when you noticed a letter opener sitting at the corner of the table.

You reached over and grabbed it seeing that it had a sharp edge. You noticed from your peripheral vision that the group was crowding around you to see what you were doing. Xavier was right next to you with his attention on the knife you held in your hand. You lifted your right hand over the book and took the knife to your palm just before it touched your skin you heard shouts from around the room.

“Y/N!”

“Woah, girl, no need to prove a point.”

“No need for bloodshed-”

“What are you doing?!”

“No, no, no, no, absolutely not,” you heard Xavier say as he tried to grab for the knife, but it was too late. “Oh my god, only you. Literally, you’re the only one who would do this.”

You sliced the inside of your palm and allowed for the knife to drop down onto the table as you felt the sting in your palm. You closed your fist and put it directly above the lock on the book. You felt the blood sweep down near the bottom of your fist before it dropped down into the lock.

“Blood magic?” Yoko asked in amazement when she saw the lock unlatch and you opened to the front page that held your mom’s portrait along with her signature.

“Only the very best for mother dearest,” you remark sarcastically.

“That explains a lot!” Kent said from behind as Xavier looked around for a first aid kit. “Bianca was trying to open that months ago and nothing would work!” right as the words left his mouth, Bianca smacked him in the back of the head causing him to groan in pain, “Well, ow.”

When Xavier finally found a first aid kit that looked like it could be decades old, he went back to your side and held out his palm to you. Putting your sliced palm in his hand without him even having to ask you.

“I couldn’t find any actual alcohol to disinfect it, so vodka will have to do,” he unscrewed the bottle with one hand and looked back into your eyes before you gave him a slight nod telling him it was okay for him to do it. “This might sting.”

“Oh shit, I can’t watch,” Ajax gagged as the vodka was poured onto your palm and the blood washed away with it.

“Makes the both of us,” another member said.

“Stop being babies, people would think you’re the one with the cut palm,” you told them off as taking in the pain with no reaction. “At least I have a hot doctor patching me up,” you smirked.

“Only for you,” Xavier muttered as he focused on wrapping the bandage around your hand. At this point, almost all the members already left not wanting to see what you and Xavier get up to.

“Thanks, babe,” giving him a kiss on the cheek before returning your attention back to your mother’s diary.

“What was so important that you have to look into your mom’s diary?” he asked you. “You’re looking for answers, but for what?”

“Any information about hydes.”

“That’s the monster, Wednesday was talking about right?”

“The same one she believes you to be, yes.” you look up from the diary to see his confused expression.

“Wait, me?” he wondered aloud.

“I told her it wasn’t you though, but that girl is the most stubborn person I have ever met,” you informed him taking one of his hands in your non-injured one to give it a tight squeeze in reassurance. “You have to be careful, I know you’re not the Hyde, but she is going to do everything she can to prove her point.”

“I love you.” he blurted out to you. “You could’ve easily believed her, but you didn’t.”

“I know you, Xavier. There’s no damn way in hell, I’m going to let you be falsely accused for something you so obviously are not,” you stated. “And, I love you, that’s why I’m trying to see if my mother knew anything about Hydes during her time here,” you smiled at him.

You turned to put the diary back onto the desk as you hurriedly flipped through the pages scanning for any kind of information on the damn monster. You were about to turn to another page just before you noticed a name you’ve heard of before. Francois Sylvanne. Xavier moved to stand behind you leaning over your shoulder to read the diary as well. He placed his hands on your hips to steady himself causing you to lean back into him.

“Seems like Wednesday’s little boy toy just got way more interesting,” you pointed to the name on the page for Xavier to read.

“Who is she?”

“His mother. The same one he goes to therapy for, I heard she died a while back, and apparently the sheriff isn’t only bad at his job but bad at parenting too,” you explained as you read more of your mom’s writing.

There’s something about this girl. She keeps to herself. Quiet. Distance. Truly an Outcast. I have a feeling something is going on with her or at least something will. I’m going to keep a close eye on her, but she is graduating this year.

“Weird, your mom always has good intuition, I wonder if she’s right about this one too,” Xavier said after he read your mother’s entry.

You flipped through more pages of the book and found nothing. You looked at every line on the pages, and your mother never mentioned her once again. It wasn’t until you got to the last page of the diary to see a quite messier version of your mother’s writing.

THAT GIRL IS A HYDE. FRANCOIS IS A HYDE. HIDDEN AWAY WITH A NORMIE IN THE TOWN.

“No,” you gaped as you turned to see nothing more and reached the end of the book.

“Do you think Tyler’s the Hyde?” he whispered into your ear.

“It’s the only way. It makes sense too,” you claimed, “But the question is why?”

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

Dark! Xavier thorpe x reader: part 8

18+ smut

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

Y/n was about ready to force everyone to leave when Enid finally let her leave, Y/n walking up to Xavier and draping herself over his shoulders with a grin.

"We can go." Xavier had never moved so fast as he grabbed Y/n arm pulling her down the path making her laugh as she tried to keep up with him finally yanking his arm back making him trip as she steadied him. Both her hands on his shoulders as he panted his hands finding their way to her waist and pulling her into him with a smile.

"Hi." Xavier said his eyes on Y/n's lips as she grinned at him.

"What can i do for you sir." Xavier groaned pulling her waist to him so she could feel him against her stomach moving one of his hands to hold her neck pushing her head up to look at him. Dragging his hand up to cup her jaw, his thumb brushing over her lower lip as she opened her mouth his thumb dipping into her mouth as she sucked on his thumb making his eyes darken.

"You don't even understand what i want to do to you." Xavier's voice gravely and deep as Y/n released his thumb letting him drag it down her lip before pushing her chin up so he could graze his lips over hers.

"Ask me what i want to do to you." Y/n whimpered as she tried to move forward Xavier grinning as he held her back giving her a mocking look waiting for her to ask him.

"What do you want to do to me?" Y/n asked barely above a whisper as Xavier moved his hand to her throat loving how she whined pushing against him more one of her hands dropping to his belt pulling him into her.

"Really guys?" The two pulling away as Bianca glared at them the other sirens behind them as Xavier tried not to shout at them Y/n glaring at Bianca as she kept her hand on Xavier's belt as his laid loosely on her shoulder instead of holding her neck. The sirens all looked at each other awkwardly as Bianca crossed her arms staring at the two waiting for them to part but Y/n just raised an eyebrow.

"What, do you want to watch or something?" Bianca's eyes widened as Xavier tried to cover his laugh pretending to cough as Y/n's eyes sparked purple as the siren's stepped back as Y/n grinned tilting her head waiting for an answer as Bianca sneered at her.

"Grow up Y/n, you're in the main pathway back to the school." Y/n's eyes flashed purple as her smile dropped Xavier glaring at Bianca before pulling Y/n away his arm around her as she kept glaring at Bianca until she was out of their sight. Xavier pinching her cheek as she finally stopped glaring turning to him as they kept walking the mood ruined once more as they both tried not to feel awkward, neither had actually admitted any feelings only responded to the sexual tension. Y/n leaned into Xavier as they walked up the stairs towards Xavier's dorm, Y/n walking in first before Xavier pulled her arm as he leaned against the door smiling down at her as she swallowed looking up at him as he cupped her face.

"No more distractions or interrupting." Xavier locked the door as he spoke Y/n using her powers to lock the windows as she stepped closer wrapping her arms around his neck as she pressed him to the door.

"Is that an order?" Y/n whispered as her eyes flashed purple changing into the maid dress as Xavier was left in his pj bottoms, her hands running down his bare chest to drag along his waist band. Xavier didn't want to risk another problem, dropping his head to kiss her as their lips met, Y/n's eyes snapping closed as she felt her powers go manic, purple mist surrounding them as Xavier let go of her face bending down and grabbing her thighs.

"Jump." He demanded against her lips Y/n doing exactly what he wanted as he spun them hitting her against the door as she moaned feeling him press into her, his hands gripping her naked thighs as he ground into her kissing down her jaw to leave marks along her collarbone. Using his body to hold her up he used one hand to snake along her body as he pulled back tangling the necklace around his pointer finger as her eyes stayed purple both of them feeling like they were floating as he smirked at her.

"This stays on. Always." Y/n grinned pulling on his hair as she leaned forward sucking a dark mark in the juncture of his neck as he palmed at her butt enjoying how her hips rolled against his as she tried to get closer to him, his hand on the necklace moving to grab her throat pushing her against the door as she moaned biting her lip. Xavier slowing placed down her legs Y/n whining as she missed his body pressed against her Xavier kissing her to shush her as he grabbed her hands placing them in his hair as he kissed down her body until he kneeled in front of her looking up at her as he grinned at her. Kissing from her calf up to her inner thigh as he threw her leg over his shoulder looking at her lace underwear as he ran a finger along the outside already feeling how wet she was as he groaned lightly biting her inner thigh as Y/n moaned pulling on his hair making him look up at her as he ripped her underwear down the middle the cold air meeting her drenched cunt as she watched him move forward until the skirt of the dress covered his face. One of her hands moving to frantically pull up the dress as she felt him lick a stripe along her folds, Xavier moaning at the taste as he pulled her hips closer her knee almost giving out as he latched onto her clit making her cry out his name as she tugged on his hair.

"Fuck, Xavier holy shit." Y/n said as he swirled his tongue loving how she squirmed against him, pulling back to suck on her thigh leaving more marks as she looked at him.

"That's sir to you." Y/n's face flushed instantly as he grinned kissing her inner thigh as her brain rewired gulping before talking in a small voice.

"Please sir." Xavier bit her thigh making her whine as he buried his face back between her thighs his hands gripping at the flesh of her thighs as she shook moaning as he acted like a deprived man between her thighs. Xavier making his noises as sloppy as he could loving how her moans got louder and her nails scraped along his scalp as she pulled on his hair, he was addicted to how she moaned, he wanted to hear it every second of the day. Looking up at her he watched her head fall to the side as she tried to ground herself, her face bright red as he groaned mumbling against her clit as he watched her.

"You're soaked for me, been waiting all day poor baby, grinding on me in the night, so desperate aren't you." Y/n whined as she looked down at him as he rubbed his nose against her clit loving how she whimpered his tongue collecting as much as he could before pushing in and out of her loving the noise of his tongue fucking in and out of her. Y/n'e leg wobbling as he pushed her hip against the door his shoulder holding her leg up as she ground into his mouth.

"Please sir, i need it, i need you." Xavier moaned at her words his hand dropping from her hip as he moved to suck her clit slowly pushing his middle finger in and out of her as she choked out his name. Xavier instantly stopping as he slapped her thigh making her whimper as she looked at him, his eyes dark as he licked his lips.

"What did you call me?" Y/n's eyes turned bright purple as her whole body turned to fire as though molten lava flooded her veins barely able to talk as Xavier stood leaning over her smaller frame looking down at her as his finger slowly pumped in and out of her. His other hand holding her thigh around his waist as he pushed another finger into her Y/n's mouth falling open in a silent moan as her eyes closed her head dropping to his chest as she tried to talk.

"Come on Y/n, a little foreplay and you're already fucked dumb?" Xavier lifted her chin leaning down to graze his lips over hers as he mocked her his eyes wide and curious as he tilted his head loving how she bit her lip with tears in her eyes as he circled his thumb over her clit a small squeak coming from her as he did.

"Please sir, i want to cum." Xavier almost came right then as she begged him, her hands laid against his chest as he held her throat kissing her deeply as he began fucking his fingers in and out of her at a pace that made her cry out lips open as he kissed her.

"So pretty, god i'm obsessed with you." Xavier let out as Y/n let out a high pitched moan her eyes half lidded as her fingers dug into his chest her head tilted back as she came her eyes purple as the walls shook, Xavier grinning at her as she finally closed her eyes whimpering as he slowed lazily circling her clit as she dropped her head to his chest biting her lip as he kissed her head loving the lewd noises his fingers made as he pulled them from her, her cum coating his fingers. Pulling her head up he let her leg drop forcing her to watch him as he sucked his fingers clean, leaning forward and kissing her pushing his tongue into her mouth as she moaned at the taste his hand tightening around her throat. Pulling back he caressed her cheek before pushing back her hair.

"Did you mean that?" Y/n whispered as Xavier tried not to panic, he'd said it in the moment without thinking and now Y/n stared up at him waiting for him to answer.

"Yes." He whispered waiting for her to freak out shocked when Y/n's face broke out in a wide grin pulling his head as she spoke against his lips.

"Good." Y/n sealed their lips together nipping at his bottom lip as she palmed him through his pj bottoms, Xavier groaning as she smiled into the kiss.

"Let me return the favour." Y/n whispered her hand running along his waist band as he nodded quickly against her lips ready to beg her instantly.

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formulaangel55

2 years ago

Please Xavier simping hardcore over Nevermore’s Princess. She’s the epitome of perfection in everyone’s eyes no one can find it in them to hate her, not even Wednesday. Just like Xavier behind a total love sick puppy while she’s just oblivious to his love until he gets completely frustrated after assuming Kent (male siren) asked her on a date (he a little slow he really asking her to tutor him) so Xay confesses his undying love for her

Xavier Thorpe x Reader: Nevermore's Princess.

Words: 2201

Warnings: maybe there's swearing?? i don't remember, there's a bit of angst but fluff at the end. miscommunication and xavier are friends, apparently, and i completely agree.

Reader pronouns: well, reader is labeled as princess several times and i guess it's fem coded, but who am i to say? there are no pronouns stated.

Summary: Xavier eavesdrops to you an Kent talking and he assumes what it's not.

Author's note: Thanks for requesting! This idea was really good and the details were so good to use during the process, I love this kinds of requests. Keep them coming! Xavier is always welcomed in my inbox. Hope you like it, this is probably one of my favorite ones yet and I might do a part 2 (the date) if someone requests it!! (so please, request it?)

Do not copy my work, I’ll eat you (Jennifer Check style). Requests are open, send your Xavier ones right away!!! I also write for Wednesday, Tyler, Bianca, Ajax, Young Gomez and Young Morticia. I put that cliche, beautiful song because I think it fits the vibes? The artwork has been done by myself, but the xavier icon is from @jetaimedit so go check out their work!

Edited?: No lol ( also have in mind that english is not my first language so there will probably be mistakes ).

Please Xavier Simping Hardcore Over Nevermore’s Princess. She’s The Epitome Of Perfection In Everyone’s

Xavier had been head over heels for you since the moment he had first talked to you — and seriously, who could blame him? Practically everyone in Nevermore had fallen under your charms with the gift of your smile, your insatiable mind and your kind words. It hadn’t been hard for you to make your way into one of the most popular students in the school, earning the Nevermore’s Princess title.

And the truth is, you got along with everyone. You hadn’t had a single crash with Bianca and the sirens, who had been the first ones to approach you given your strong personality and vivacious aura. Wednesday Addams, the new student, had been, if anything, the toughest nut to crack out of everyone; but when you gave her the space she needed and the enough amount of attention — which, it was fair to say, was little —, even she had been able to tolerate you. You were perfect, and although he had looked at you with his eyes narrowed the first time he saw you, now you were the object of his every thought, day and night, afternoon and dawn.

Coach Vlad had paired you up together during Fencing when Rowan had failed to attend that day, given he had caught a cold and was at his dorm still feeling under the weather. You weren’t perfect in the sport, but you had been good enough to impress Xavier, good enough to make him take off his mask and look at you with a raised eyebrow. You had mimicked him, then, giving him a smile once the epee mask wasn’t covering your features anymore. And just like that, as you said something witty that Xavier would never forget, he was lovestruck by you.

You continued to train together during the next Fencing classes, growing comfortable enough with each other to make conversation while Coach Vlad wasn’t instructing your movements. That’s how he found out you were always ready to say something funny, or willing to say a praise due to his movements or — after you two had finished, masks off — a compliment about how pretty his hair looked. It was a fact, it was nice to be around you. That, Xavier tried to convince himself, was the reason why he had saved you a seat next to him in Botany class one day you arrived late, seeing how Wednesday had occupied your usual spot next to Yoko. You had thanked him in a rush once you arrived, teeth flashing in a gorgeous smile he spent drawing for the next whole week, and in the next class, you were the one saving his seat next to you. How you hadn’t found out about his more than evident crush, attentive Wednesday couldn’t tell. The first one said it was due to oblivion.

However, Xavier and you weren’t exactly friends — your friends were Yoko, Bianca, and surprisingly for someone as lonely as him, Rowan. Xavier had just grown to be a classmate with whom you stopped to talk in the hallways, or with whom you crossed paths during your visits to Jericho. He felt like flying when he was with you, but Xavier wasn’t your friend and wasn’t anything else, as he realized that god awful day.

After lunch break, Xavier had been meaning to go to his private art studio to let some of the tension go. He had had another nightmare, and the sight of the dangerous monster lurking outside Nevermore’s grounds had haunted him for the whole morning, although he had managed to keep it together. So he was on his way to the art studio, when he saw you, your back turned to him, and decided to approach you since you would have Fencing together in the next class and he would be fast enough to think of something that could spark up the conversation.

He was already polishing an excuse to perfection, close enough, when he caught a glance of who you were talking to. Lately, you had been around Kent, and Xavier had noticed. It wasn’t really a surprise seeing you with him, then, but when he noticed the shine in Kent’s eyes, Xavier stopped slightly and kept his distance from you two, enough to hear you talk. He wasn’t spying on you, Xavier reminded himself. He was just waiting for you to be alone so he could talk to you.

“... so I was wondering, because I would really like to.” Was what he heard Kent say, and Xavier’s brows furrowed together. Was he asking you out on a date? It didn’t look like it… did it?

Then you chuckled, that melodious and unorganized sound that always brought a smile to his face. This time, it didn’t. “Of course! You’ll see, Kent, we’ll have a great time.”

“Really?” Kent’s face lit up, almost as he was surprised. He had totally asked you out on a date, and you had said yes. “That's great, wow.”

“Let’s go to Jericho. I know just the perfect place.”

Kent smiled, and he started to walk away without looking away from you. “I’ll pick you up at five, then? Tomorrow?”

“Sure. It’s a date, then!” Xavier could almost hear the smile on your voice, which made him even more frustrated if possible.

What could he expect, though? He hadn’t given you any signs of him wanting to go out on a date with you. It wasn’t your fault, not at all; it was his. He should have shown you that sketch of you he had been making when you had asked to see what he was doing during Botany class last week. He should have asked more smugly for your phone number, and he should have texted you earlier when he had seen that sweater you had mentioned to him at one of Jericho’s shops, instead of letting you text him about it. Xavier should have made so many moves that Kent was making now, and there was nothing he could really do about it.

Shaking his head, Xavier walked away from the school so he could finally lock himself up in his art studio, without you noticing he had been there the whole time.

Xavier was acting differently — you noticed as soon as he had avoided your gaze when he got the foil sword in his hand. You had decided not to say anything, though, and instead put your mask on and waited for Coach Vlad’s signal to start. When you finally began practicing, you just couldn’t believe what was happening.

He wasn’t just going easy on you or letting you win, he was failing and losing constantly because he wasn’t even paying real attention to what he or you were doing. You weren’t that good to win like that, and although he looked like he tried at the beginning of every duel, he ended up slumping back and making the dumbest mistakes you had ever seen in his technique. It actually frustrated you, how little work and training you were getting down because of what he was doing, but there needed to be an explanation as to why he was being so… unlike himself.

“Xavier, wait!” You said when the class finished, all of your classmates exited the room while Coach Vlad took his deserved break. Your mask, like everyone's, was already off, but you were still gripping your sword with your gloved hand.

Xavier forced himself to stop walking, turning to you, waiting for you to say something. You didn’t though, and waited until everyone except you two had left the room. You were, more or less, six feet away from each other — it was the furthest you had stood from each other since you had met.

His hair, untied, was falling into his face in blonde tousled locks of hair. Xavier was tired, you can tell by the look of his face, but that wasn’t enough explanation. “What’s wrong?”

“What do you mean?” He frowned.

“You think I didn’t notice?” You asked, still finding a way to sound nice. For the longest second, Xavier feared you had found out he had been eavesdropping your conversation with Kent. “You’ve been off the whole lesson, what’s wrong?” Xavier almost took in a sharp breath — you hadn’t found out.

He was quick to shake his head. “It’s nothing.”

“Balls.” You said, raising your eyebrows up to the sky. You took a step closer to him, the point of your sword against the mats. Xavier didn’t move away. “You can tell me, Xav.”

“It’s nothing you should worry about, Y/N, believe me.” Xavier almost murmured, and he turned away to leave the classroom.

However, your hand kept him from leaving. When you saw him moving, you quickly walked towards him and grabbed the wrist of the hand that was holding his helmet, asking him in silence to stay just yet. It made him look down, at the sight of your gloved hand around the fencing jacket covering his upper body. Then Xavier looked up to you, in a confused silence that you did not understand.

“I would like to know.” You said, softly enough to make every single hair on his body stand on edge. It made him feel so soft, but he remembered almost instantly what had made him feel so bad, and before he could realize, he was already telling you.

“I saw you with Kent today, after lunch, on the courtyard. He asked you out on a date. I was… I don’t know.”

Your face blanked for some seconds, sheer surprise washing all over your features in a different glow. His words actually made your brain stop, trying to figure out when it had happened what he was saying — Kent, courtyard, lunch, date… It took more than it probably should have, but suddenly you realized what he was talking about.

“A date—? No.” Laughter spilled out of your mouth, like it was impossible for you to go out on a date with Kent. Xavier didn’t understand anything as you shook your head, amused. “He was asking me to tutor him. He’s having trouble with History and Botany, and I’m not that bad at those, so… It’s a study date.”

Xavier opened his mouth, closed it when he found no words were coming out, and then opened it again. “But you said you knew just the place.”

“Yes, the library.” You said gently, tilting your head to the side. “Don’t tell him that, though.”

“Oh.” Oh. He was an idiot — even more, he was probably the most idiot out of all the idiots in the world. It felt like a weight had been lifted from his lovesick heart, but then he realized, he had told you.

And now you were looking at him with those eyes of yours, your head still tilted to the side, your demeanor shifting slowly to some kind of shyness he had never seen before when your eyes looked down at the point of your sword against the matts. A blush crept on his cheeks as he realized what you were going to ask next — it was inevitable, he had put himself in this position.

“So that’s why you were upset?” You said, your tone dropping a little bit but not quite whispering. Even though you felt his intense gaze on you, you didn’t look up. “Because you thought I was going on a date?”

His blush darkened on his cheeks and nose. Xavier immediately started saying something, but he stumbled over his words and shut his mouth tight as he tried to put some order in his mind while you looked at him, lips slightly pursed like the whole thing was about him thinking you weren’t worthy or something of going out on a date — which was completely wrong.

“No, I–I just, uhm.” Xavier shook his head, as if to prove his point, and you waited awkwardly for something with more substance. He forced himself to sigh and then take in a deep breath, or else the fumbling wouldn’t be over in a thousand years. “I really really like you, and honestly I have no idea how you haven’t noticed yet because I can’t stop smiling when I’m with you and I think I’m talking too much now.”

“Oh.” You said, with a breathy laugh. Your fingers started fidgeting, almost making you drop your sword. The look he gave you was so desperate for something else out of you. “If you like me, then why didn’t you ask me out on a date?”

Xavier gestured at himself. “Because of this.” He said, then slightly laughing at himself. You laughed too, and looked up at him, like trying to encourage him to finally say the words. His hand came to the back of his neck. “So, ehm, would you like to go out on a date with me? Tomorrow, maybe?”

“Yeah!” A wonderful, happy shine came to your face as you almost stood on your heels. “Wait— No, tomorrow I have to go with Kent.”

“Right, how could I forget?” He said, making you laugh. “The day after that?”

You nodded. “I’m free.”

“Not anymore, then.” His smile was the widest you had seen so far on him.

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formulaangel55

1 year ago

NO LONGER HIS| T.WOLFF

Pairing; Toto Wolff x Ex!wife!reader

Summary; Toto now has to face the consequences of his actions that tore your family apart.

Warnings; angst, heartbreak

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You loved him more than anything, supported him through everything and sacrificed way more than you should have.

You had given him your all but it hadn’t been enough.

Your family hadn’t been enough for him.

He had made you feel like a queen the entire time you were married; you couldn’t deny that there were hardships when he was travelling the world and you were left to deal with your own heavily demanding job whilst also raising your son, but even through that you had never expected the heartbreak he had caused you.

You had never in your life thought that Toto could break you the way he did but it was really just a lesson learnt that you don’t really know someone as well as you think you do.

That night when he came home you could immediately tell that something was wrong, that something had happened and so you had put Jack to bed early before going back downstairs to ask him what the problem was.

You would never forget the words he muttered that night, they still replayed in your head over and over again, tormenting you sleep and acting like a rain cloud hovering over your head as you tried to go about your day.

"I slept with Lara."

Your heart had dropped as he spoke those words, it was as though the entire world had came crashing down onto your body.

You knew Lara.

Lara, his assistant that had looked you straight in the eye each time they spoke and treated you with nothing but kindness.

She had been very kind. Kind enough to fuck your husband.

You didn’t speak, simply stared at him as you processed the situation. Strangely, you didn’t feel anger, you felt many things; sadness, disappointment, loads and loads of betrayal but no anger because you were never one to get angry. Seemingly even when the man in front of you had torn your family apart.

The remorse was clear as day on his face but it made you feel nothing, you had no forgiveness for him.

That night, Toto had crawled into your cold bed, his chest heavy when you didn’t subconsciously turn over and cuddle into him, instead you remained facing away for him, body rigid and uncomfortable.

The next morning, Toto had woken to an empty bed and an empty house. You had risen at some point during the night and quietly packed your bags and left, taking Jack with you.

On his nightstand, you had left him a note.

The divorce papers are on the dining table, I don’t want anything so all you need to do is sign. I’ll be in touch about co-parenting schedules.

I hope she was worth breaking our family apart

It had taken four lines for him to realise the severity of what he had done.

It has taken four words for you.

Travelling around the world with your ex husband wasn’t ideal but since your job was flexible, only needing to make the occasional trip back to England to go into the office, it made sense to do it.

It was painful in the beginning, more than painful but it allowed Toto to remain with Jack and you weren’t the type of person to stop your son seeing his father just because of the pain he caused you.

Toto may have committed the ultimate sense of betrayal but that didn’t change the fact that he was the best father in the world to your son.

So here you were, a year later walking into the Mercedes garage, now the ex wife of Toto Wolff; no longer did the team call you Mrs Boss or Mrs Mercedes out of respect to you, it really wasn’t hard for them to understand what had happened since shortly after Toto fired his assistant the news of your divorce became public.

Sometimes members of the team still couldn’t look at him without wanting to punch him in the face or question what the fuck was wrong with his brain to cause him to lose the kindest woman in the world.

It had been shocking to them when they heard the news of the two of you parting ways, after seeing you interact as a couple over the years, they witnessed nothing but unconditional love and happiness but it just shows that you never really know what’s happening behind closed doors.

You were greeted by a series of smiles and hellos, the team loved you to pieces as you always treated them with the utmost respect and politeness, even offering to help with what you had the skill set for.

You glanced around the garage, easily setting your eyes on Toto’s 6ft 5 frame, immediately walking in his direction, Jack resting on your hip with his head on your shoulder.

It still hurt to see him after all of the time spent apart and getting over him, you were aware that you would always love him but even still the heartbreak would possibly never leave and you knew it was time for you to move on from what you thought was a great love, it was time for you to start over and put yourself first.

Bono noticed you walking over and quickly excused himself from his boss to give you privacy.

Toto turned and saw you walking over to him, still as beautiful as ever, even more so with your handsome little boy by your side, his bag on your shoulder.

"Hey," he greeted, reaching his arms out for Jack who leaned forward into him.

Everytime Toto looked at you he was slapped in the face with guilt, knowing he deserved to feel more than that for the pain he caused you.

"Hi, are you positive you’re able to have him here? I know how busy you can get around here." You asked for the hundredth time in the past couple of days.

"Don’t worry, everyone loves him here and I’m not too busy today so we’ll be fine. What are you doing anyways?" You barely asked him to have Jack during her scheduled hours, you always had him when you were meant to have him, unlike Toto who was always rearranging times.

"I’m going on a date and didn’t want to leave him with just anyone, I was going to cancel if you couldn’t so I’m glad you can, I really appreciate it." You smiled, a tad excited for the date, not noticing the way Toto had stiffened because of your words.

I’m going on a date.

"I should really get going, the last thing I want is to be late. I’ll pick him back up straight after, thanks again." He zoned back as he heard your goodbye but was still riddled with shock to say anything and by the time he had registered everything you had already started walking away so all he could do was simply stare until you were out of sight.

He should’ve expected it really, he hadn’t, but he should have.

It had been a year now and no man would turn down the opportunity to be in the company of a woman so rare.

"Who’s shit in your coffee?" Toto jumped, his grip momentarily tightened on Jack as he turned around, coming face to face with Lewis.

"What?" Toto mumbled, way too distracted to listen to his driver’s question.

Lewis tilted his head at his boss. "What’s wrong with you? Was that Y/N I seen earlier?"

Toto nodded.

"Right…" Lewis eyed him weirdly. "Well I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone pull a face like yours after a conversation with her."

"She’s going on a date," there was a bite to his words that wasn’t heard very often but the idea of you with another man made him sick.

"Wow! Good for her!" Toto glared at him. "What? You aren’t jealous, are you?" Lewis laughed.

"I’m not jealous." Toto muttered like a petulant child.

Lewis shook his head in disbelief. "You have no right to be jealous, Toto. Look, you’re a good man and a great friend but what you did to her was unforgivable. She carried your child for nine months, then had to adjust to be a parent by herself in those first five months because you’re always working and you payed her back by sleeping with your assistant. You lost one hell of a woman, she’s one of a kind, you really cannot be surprised that she’s been asked out on a date, any man would want a woman like her."

Lewis was right, Toto knew he was. You were a one of a kind woman and he had no right to be jealous or annoyed by the fact that you were moving on. Especially when it was his fault that you were now divorced.

It was his fault you were seeing another person, he should be happy that you were no longer consumed by the hurt of his actions but all he could think about was the fact that he had officially lost you now and there was most definitely no way back.

You were no longer his to love because loving him had brought you a pain like no other.