、『light of my life, fire of my loinsbe a good baby, do what i want』
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impulsive thoughts won(again) and put dark lipstick on half of my left hand
i spent like half an hour trying to whipe it off(its mf 1:24am rn btw) AND ITS STILL A BIT PINK😭 my hand hurts sm i can't
I SEE HER IN THE BACK OF MY MIND ALL THE TIIIIIME, FEELS LIKE A FEVER, LIKE IM BURNING ALIVE, LIKE A SIIIIIIIIGGGGNNNNN DIDICROSSTHELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEEEEEEEEE
no one gets everybody dies like i do. (when i cry i comfort myself by sayibg 'we'll still die/kill out selfs anyway dw')
sorry i didn't responded i was distracting myself so i won't kms or have a panick attack
hey so i thought that was season depression why didn't it stopped.
hey so why is this 3 hours long
do you like arcane
bark bark bark
scrolling on tumblr instead of doing my homework, educating myself on the things that really matter
i love being a little freak on tumblr nobody can stop me
me all day at school
people don’t understand when i say i love billie eilish, it’s on a much deeper level. like she’s the only person who actually speaks out about things that happen to girls. like there are things she spoke about that i have related to thinking it wasn’t normal and i was the only person. i relate and understand her in so many ways. people just think that i like her because of her music and how beautiful she is, but it’s not only that, she makes me feel seen and loved and cared for when i don’t feel any of those. honestly and genuinely so beyond grateful have her still here, i don’t know what i would do without her. she’s saved me so many time. i love love love her so much.
cause i loved you then, and i love you now, and i don't know how, guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around. if im getting over you or just pretending to be alright, convince myself i haaaate you. (want me to put it here? okay.) i got a call from a girl i used to know, we were inseperable years ago, thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so. and it's all i think about when im behind the wheel, i worry this is how i'm always gonna feel, but nothing lasts, i know the deal. but i loved you then, and i love you now, and i don't know how, guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around. if im getting over you, or just pretending to be alright, convince myself i hateeee you. can't get over you, no matter what i do. i know i should, but i could never hate you.
happier than ever by billie eilish is such an underrated album i love it soso much
yes mommy.
wanted to stay with my friends for lunch but remembered that if i socialize too much i get overwhelmed and totally stop functioning and reactibg to anything, thanks🩷
"on 5th of december 2021, you were-" get away from me away away away 🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺
Happy lesbian visibility week, every non lesbian and every man especially you owe me 10$ ❤️🩷🤍🧡🤎
we're witnessing a moment of history yall
WIFE IN THE STUDIO. used to pray for times like these
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I don’t know what’s wrong with me I don’t kno what’s wrong with me I don’t knw whts wrnf wth m I d ont kno wh t wr o ng with me
"are you okay" babe im listening to every single lil peep's song rn what do you think
"you can't get rid of it, but you can live with it"
shut up. shut up. shut. up.
i woke up from my nap cuz of i child YELLIBG to someone to fuck off outside of my house.
next timw shit like that is happening imma go punch that kid in the face my sleep is too precious 
'remember when you had a crush on that straight girl....' no. i don't. that never happened youre tripping. (that straight girl talked to me today AND WAS WEIRDLY EXTRIMELY POLITE)
a warm cup of tea 🍵