Northern Gothic
The Danish training ship “Georg Stage” (1934) dresses in rainbow colour, 2021
It’s always snowing. It will never not be snowing. It snows and snows and snows, yet the drifts never gets any taller.
The sun won’t rise for three months. It won’t ever rise again. Your life now exists in darkness.
You’re not allowed to die there because you’ll never decay. But people are already decaying.
Respect the polar bears. They were here first. What do we do about the polar bear within us all?
The Northern Lights brighten the night sky in the dark winter, but they will never brighten your soul.
Everything is frozen, just like I am frozen by my thoughts.
The Permafrost never forgets. It won’t let you forget either. Soon it will make you remember.
The cold bites at those exposed to it for too long. Bite back. Always bite back.
Everything is covered in white. Why is no one wearing sunglasses?
[Pic by me, John Barrow's private journals, Weston Library Oxford]
happy birthday bill :)))
You had a neighbor yesterday. You’re sure of it, but when you walk the trail between your properties there’s no sign of their house. You recall their faces, but not their names. The distance between you and the next nearest living human continues to grow.
On the longest night of the year, you wake at midnight to a high noon sun. Its blinding light renders the snow a featureless, glimmering white. You cannot even see the trees.
You visit Barrow for Nalukataq and are invited to participate in the blanket toss. When you come back down, there is no one to catch you.
You open the windows. Pile snow on your bed. Allow icicles to form on your ceiling. It is still too hot to sleep.
You spy a raven near the grocer’s with an eyeball in its beak. You tell yourself that it must be the scavenged remains of some animal. It couldn’t be human. It couldn’t be your own.
You come back from the outhouse to find the door to your cabin locked. You see movement through the window. You live alone.
When the snow finally melts, you find something that you lost years ago. In another state. Another life. It is something you hoped to never find again.
The river in Nenana has been frozen for years. The Ice Classic continues to pool their bets, leading more and more people to pay in with the hope that this year it won’t roll over. The year passes. There is still no sign of spring.
This year’s Iditarod winner harnessed wolves instead of dogs. They froth at the mouth and drip blood from long fangs. No one but you seems to notice.
Your roommate brushes her teeth and spits out blood. She looks thin, almost gaunt, even though she’s been eating constantly for the last week. It occurs to you that you haven’t seen her boyfriend around lately. She smiles. Her teeth are sharp and cold.
Late one night, you whistle at the aurora. The last thing you hear is the aurora whistling back.
Aurora Borealis, by Frederic Edwin Church, 1865
The Icebergs (The North), by Frederic Edwin Church, 1861
The perfect gift for your budding polar explorer: Game of to the North Pole by Air Ship, new for 1897!
The game is possibly inspired by Swedish explorer Salomon Andrée's 1897 attempt to reach the North Pole by balloon (which did not go well). Presumably it was made before Andrée's grim fate was known.
Is this Greenland (because it's green), or Svalbard? Either way, the objective appears to be nestled in a verdant mountain valley. Just like the real North Pole!