Notes: Feeding everyone.
Characters: Aether, Albedo, Bennett, Chongyun, Dainsleif, Diluc, Gorou, Itto, Kaeya, Kazuha, Razor, Scaramouche, Tartaglia, Thoma, Venti, Xiao, Xingqiu, Zhongli, fem!reader
Warnings: not proofread, hints of death, implications of dying, mentions of death, bit of crack, bit of angst, bit of fluff, bit of everything
Personal Favourites in this work: Venti, Diluc, Albedo, Xiao
His sister is already missing. What do you think he would feel if you ask something like that?
The fear in him is real. It seems endless, all this looking around for his sister. Adding you going missing into the mix, it was like torture. Like an endless spiral down into an endless hole.
“Aether? It’s just a hypothetical question, you don’t have to think about it too mu–” you were really just blurting out thoughts and nonsense.
He pulls you in for a hug, one arm tight around your waist and the other behind your head. “Please don’t” he whispers. “I don’t have anything else,”
He’ll become a shell of himself if you disappear. He’d look for you, but he’ll shed tears every night.
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PDA WITH THE GENSHIN BOYS.
genre. fluff, modern and boyfriend au cw. none. pairings. xiao, kazuha, zhongli, childe x gn!reader.
all rights reserved to me. do not repost, translate or steal.
— xiao
no. yes??? absolutely not.
the moment your hand grazes his?? stops in the middle of wherever you’re walking literally like he was frozen in time
its the first time you see any other expression in his features and of course its just the biggest look of disapproval
buttttttt as much as he says he hates pda and how much he actually genuinely quite literally does…..
he loves it. like in his head, in his own sad and bitter looking mental world, its like the sun after a rainy day.
did i mention you’re the only person that can make him believe hes actually worth something
thats exactly why hes in love with u i dont make the rules he’s absolutely smitten
he lets you keep holding his hand and keep the disapproving “i dont wanna be here” look on his face
— kazuha
yes yes yes
you dont even have to initiate it he holds your hand everywhere.
like literally everywhere, except the bathroom obviously because hes a gentleman (cant say the same for the fatui version of ed sheeran??)
his hand grasps yours and its like a burst of energy flows through him and he opens his mouth to spur out a corny poem he had came up with on the spot
also kisses. he luvs them. even if you gave him the sloppiest wettest kiss on the forehead he’d still ( ◠‿◠ )
and he’d ask for one more while we’re on the topic
— childe
…..here go again
im gonna say what we all know
childe is literally literally like a cat getting pet by its owner he embraces that shit like its rhe only thing on earth he was put here to do
he loves all forms of pda
hand holding kissing…. and most importantly hugging.
i dont mean any type of hugging
the moment you find yourself in public theres a six foot one lanky ginger with his arms around your middle and his head in the crook of your neck
you’ve been dating for HOW long??? and he still manages to make you flustered like you just met him whenever he back hugs you
he loves kissing your jaw too just to tease because he’s the biggest little shit in teyvat
— zhongli
if he was real i wouldnt know how to act oh my god
the most gentlemanly gentleman
he knows how to treat his s/o just ask guizhong
oh wait…..
anyways he’s not NOT a fan of pda but he doesn’t go out of his way to initiate it either
it’s more of like a “grab his hand and give him your best smile” and he always falls right into your trap
he loves kissing your hand.
he loves giving you the most charming smile before kissing your hand he’s absolutely in love with you
he also loves it when you wrap your arms around HIS waist… he walks around like he’s the luckiest man in the world bc to him… because he has you maybe he is
hii may i request kind of a platonic levi x reader in which reader is part of the cadets but levi has always been like their parent figure and he's glad they finally make friends and looks out for them, thanks
pairing: platonic!levi ackerman x platonic!gender neutral reader
cw: nothing
word count: 2100+
a/n: this is different to my normal stuff, literally just a parent child relationship going on here
summary: in which your parent figure levi sees you finally become a part of the survey corps, he can finally see people around you who will stick by and look out for you
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We all know Levi grew up in terrible conditions and was taught how to kill by Kenny.
But this man just wants the best for you.
You were of course a lot younger than him, but he saw you as a sister/daughter to him.
Refuses to acknowledge that he cares about you.
This man will literally walk past you without caring but then in private will care about your wellbeing.
Erwin is definitely a father to you.
It’s already established, him and Levi started caring for you at such a young age that they’re just your two dads.
You don’t call them dad though or they’ll both glare at you.
Didn’t want you to join the scouts, Levi more, he knew the risk and he knew you; it wasn’t a good mix.
Refuses to let you leave to join the cadets corps, you sneak behind his back and Hanje definitely planned it all out for you to join.
Angry Levi couldn’t do anything.
You joined the 104th and instantly became friends with everybody.
Hard for Levi to visit you as much but in the two years he would send letters.
So cute right. No it isn’t.
Half of it is always an angry rant about how he hates you joining, and the other half is his anger at Hanje.
It gets better along the two years, even Erwin sending you letters
Parent goals.
When you graduate you see Erwin who gives you the widest smile and a big, I miss you hug.
It had been months since you’d seen Levi and he missed you.
His short self-will hug you in front of people, he wants to be nice to you.
But he hits your head for actually joining the scouts.
Cue your confused friends.
The ceremony to decide where you and the 104th would spend the rest of your lives, as everybody had started to leave, getting there stuff to follow their new commander. You went up to Erwin a smile on his face, “Y/n.”
You smile back opening your arms for one of his hugs that you had missed, even if you saw Levi every 6 months, you hadn’t seen Erwin since you left. Now here you were under his command, “Erwin, I missed you.”
He hugged back, lifting you up like a child, your legs dangling off the ground. It was the exact same hug you had felt in your years with them, you had been taken in by the scouts after your parents death. Never expecting to have finally joined the scouts you felt accomplished of having gotten into the top ten and now fight alongside Levi and Erwin.
“I missed you too.” He let go looking at your much shorter frame, “Levi will murder you.”
“Can’t wait.” You laugh hearing your friends call your name.
“I’ll see you soon.” You nod, he ruffles your hair before you run to your friends.
You had become a lot closer to those who had joined the corps with you especially Armin, Sasha and Jean. It was relieving to know you weren’t joining the scouts alone, of course you knew Eren the suicidal manic was joining but since the titan incident. You didn’t really know what was going on and would have to pressure Levi for answers.
“What did Commander Erwin have to ask?” Armin spoke, in the two years with them, they didn’t know a lot about your life. They knew your parents were dead but had assumed you lived with other relatives and not spent your days with the scouts. Of course even the scouts had to admit that teaching a kid how to wield a knife was a recipe for creating another Levi.
Which if Levi got asked about it, he would disregard the answer. Even though he was the first person to teach you how to use a knife and even the ODM gear, which made you a natural pro on the second day at the cadet corps.
“Oh nothing really.” You quickly moved onto how you were ready for this and how you weren’t worried at all.
You had always asked to go with Levi outside the walls, but you’d get the same glare with silence. Indicating a clear no, even Erwin gave you a look of no and that’s final. You couldn’t wait to experience real titans outside the walls, of course in Trost you had seen the titans but this, this would be with Levi properly.
The arrival to where the scouts were was quick, horses and an old castle which looked unclean was in your eyeline. You knew Levi had probably made his squad clean it, feeling sympathy for them and how Hanje was probably experimenting with her own titans. Meeting the section commander that would be in charge of you and your friends and going through your positions for the 57th expedition was a lot, all you wanted to do was to see Levi.
You really did miss them, but it was worth it all to be able to fight alongside them against the titans. All stepping into where you saw some men, you smiled which they reciprocated. Nobody had really asked anything about it assuming you knew them from back home. You all heard Eren behind you smiling at the boy. You had to give it to the boy he knew what he wanted, and he was certainly going to get it.
“Y/n, I knew you’d keep your promise to join.” Eren grinned out remembering the first day you both had met. You had been as adamant as him to join but your reasons a lot more different, Jean having made fun of you both.
But the horse face stood right beside you, a shock to the titan boy, as they spoke about the death of Marco it was a lot to take in when you and Jean had told everybody. Having both found him together, and it had broken you to see a friend dead, just another body in the numbers. Being passed the capes, you put it on before a voice you had missed.
“Y/n.” It was Levi’s emotionless self, you grinned happily going towards him. Eren had told you about how he had been in Levi’s squad, so you assumed Levi hadn’t said anything.
You didn’t care if they knew about the parental relationship you had with Levi, you missed him too much to care. “Levi.” You stood in front of him, “oops sorry Captain Levi.”
“Don’t say that, brat.” You suppressed a laugh.
“How do I look?”
“Tired.” He muttered; you shoved his shoulder at his remark.
You had missed him a lot, the letters and two-minute meetings every six months had not done your relationship justice. He grabbed your arms bringing you into a hug, which you happily took, “I missed you, brat.”
“I missed you too, old man.” You hugged back, the past two years having took a toll on both of you, him more. He looked even more dull and emotionless and you knew you’d had to talk to him about it afterwards.
He let go, before grabbing your ear and dragging you down to his height. He hit the back on your head, “ow, ow, ow” You repeated multiple times, his grip on your ear getting tighter.
“This is what you get for joining.” After every word he hit the back of your head, before letting you go. “When Erwin told Hanje and I you joined, I had to kill you myself before the titans got a chance.”
“Levi, don’t be like that, I’ve been gone for two years.”
He crossed his arms glaring at you, “Hanje wants to see you.”
“You just don’t want to admit that you wanted me to join.” He scowls before leading you away from your friends, their faces confused and agape at what had happened.
“Are they related?” Connie questioned.
“They’re not, she would’ve told us, maybe they’re dating…” Sasha speaks which leads to a horrified look.
Jean pipes up quickly dismissing the thought entirely, “he’s like 30 that’s gross and Y/n isn’t like that.”
“We’ll ask her once she comes back.” Armin spoke being the only sane one around in the group.
Levi had taken you to see Hanje who looked to be holding some sort of titan skin. It looked gross and both you and Levi gave a knowing look, “you missed me.”
In an instant her eyes moved to your body in the scout cape and uniform, she dropped the material squealing as she encased you in a tight hug. You hugged her back, missing her and her craziness, she let go before quickly hitting the back of your head.
“Ow, not again.” You muttered rubbing the back of your head after the torment of Levi.
“I’m glad Levi hit you, I can’t hit you anymore all I see are those cute eyes.” She pulls at your cheeks which seems to be even more painful than the hitting before letting go. “All grown up, I’ve missed you.”
“I missed you too.” The three of you had a catchup on what had occurred, being filled in on Eren’s position and the plan that Erwin had thought up off. But even then, his plan had gaps and you knew he was keeping stuff not from the new recruits but captains and section commanders alike.
Levi took you back to where the recruits were, he left with a small smile, no goodbye as he waved you off whilst walking. Like an animal being shooed away, you chuckled shaking your head as you walked to see Jean and Eren looking angry at one another. “What’d I miss now?”
You had a hop in your step and a bright grin that your friends hadn’t seen ever, “you know captain Levi.” Eren had disregarded your question and was now asking his own.
“Oh yeah I do.” Is all you said, Armin passing you a slice of bed, you had a hunch the food had gone and were glad Hanje had offered you food due to her thinking you hadn’t eaten enough whilst in the cadet corps.
You bit into it, not knowing what else to say, whilst looking down. “Care to elaborate.” Jean spoke out.
“Oh he took me in when my parents died, I’ve been around the survey corps since I was six.” You bit into the bread uninterested in wanting to speak about your background.
“And…” Connie continued on.
“And there’s nothing else about it, Levi and Erwin brought me up that’s basically it.” You stressed the and, throwing the piece of bread you had ripped off up in the air and catching it in your mouth.
“You could’ve told us Y/n.” Eren spoke up, it was what everybody had been thinking but hadn’t had the guts to say.
You look at them, bread stuff in your mouth, swallowing it with ease, “I didn’t think it was important.”
“Important, Y/n it’s who you are you, it’s how you easily beat Mikasa for top spot, how you knew exactly how to use the ODM gear and kill those titans in Trost.” Eren’s anger was either out of spite or jealousy but you didn’t know what.
“Look I worked for that spot and yeah maybe I have been around the scouts longer than you have, but consider my point of view, they raised me and they’re family to me and I thought you guys were my family as well…” you pause staring at each one of them individually, “…clearly I was wrong.”
In an instance you leave the place, trudging up the stairs and leaning against the cold grey bricks. It looked even more uncleaned in person, a habit you’d gotten off Levi. You saw some lights come up towards you, seeing your ‘friends’ with lanterns.
“I’m sorry.” Eren apologised sitting beside you.
You whispered, “it’s okay.” As they all crowded around you, giving sympathetic looks.
“So has Captain Levi always been a clean freak.” Eren questioned trying to ease the tension.
You laugh turning to the boy, “that man is practically in love with bleach and a wet cloth.”
They laugh and the tension disappearing as Eren spoke of his time with the squad and how you all spoke about Trost and the many memories that you all shared together. Levi had come outside to see what the noise was, he saw you surrounded by your friends laughing and joking about.
A quiet whisper coming from his mouth, “I’m glad you made friends Y/n.” A gratitude that you weren’t alone and that you had people around you that would become your team when outside the walls. He knew you’d be safe and that not only had you spent the two years training for the expedition but how someone would always have your back.
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THE GENSHIN MEN + THE WAY THEY KISS
feat. arataki itto, kamisato ayato, xiao, zhongli
warnings. kissing!!! i love itto so much
ITTO’s kisses are messy. it’s your face in his hands and scattered lips along your jaw—all laughter pricking your skin and smiles stretching against your mouth. he mumbles words—messy strings of syllables and scattered i love you’s slipping from his throat, and you’re sure if you’re ever to find something akin to rapture—if heaven could form between the heat of your cheeks and the palms of his hands—this would be the point of discovery.
AYATO’s kisses are quiet. it’s sneaking into your room through streaks of moonlight and the stretch of silhouettes along silken sheets. it’s heavy words being carried through light whispers and the shadow of lips against your own—a touch meant for nothing more than to swallow you whole. if love was crafted through an action—if there was a way to hold the creation of things between your teeth, this would be it—he would be it.
XIAO’s kisses are nothing if not nervous. it’s treating your skin like porcelain—like a shift too fast or a grip too strong could shatter you beneath his fingertips. it’s the shared shakiness of breath and the blushing of cheeks and the stretch of the newborn sun across the sky. it’s hesitant i love you’s—as if every syllable is as much a weapon as it is a declaration; as if tonight could very well be as much a goodbye as it is a hello.
ZHONGLI’s kisses carry a whisper of promise. it’s ancient memory breathed across your lips—a wisdom of the sky above your head and the ground beneath your feet and the power in your bones spilling across your skin. it’s the knowing that i love you means forever, that if this is ever to end, memory will hold you in its palms and your words will never leave his mind, just as your voice echos from your throat.
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Rory, I have 4 words for you: mother in law Kutchel 😮💨😮💨
oh my God, mother in law kuchel is giving me butterflies aaaaghh
even before you and levi got married, kuchel has always been the kindest to you. the day when levi first introduced you to his mom was something you will never forget because kuchel took it upon herself to act as your second mother; fussing over you, putting more food on your plate, and asking you if you feel alright after the long travel to levi's hometown. after a hearty dinner, kuchel was telling you stories of little levi running around their house screaming he's the almighty hero or little levi being the absolute angel almost every day of his life (the pictures in the album proved it). that left levi in a red-faced mess beside you, with you always shushing him if he tried to butt in the conversation or wanted to change the subject. you had to kiss away the pout forming in his face and kuchel would gush over how perfect you two look with each other. internally, levi was glad that his mom liked you, his gaze softening as he watched you ramble stories about levi in university to his mother.
kuchel was the first one to know that you said yes to levi's proposal and she was the one who planned the wedding a few seconds after levi said goodbye to her in the video call. you two have a day all reserved to yourselves, where you go out to eat lunch and shop (she calls it girls' day and levi would occasionally remark how original that name is, dry tone and all). if you and levi have kids, kuchel will volunteer to watch over them if it means giving you and levi a break, just the two of you.
there are times when she comes over to your home with brunch and levi just awkwardly stands in the doorway of the kitchen, cup of tea in hand and appearance haggard after a sleepless night of watching over your toddlers. he gapes at the way she coddles you while you two set the table for brunch. it's like kuchel is treating you more as her child than her own, who was just waved off after attempting to get a small piece of garlic bread on the table. you laugh at your scowling husband, giving him the piece of garlic bread he was eyeing to ease his grumbling. his scowl deepens because his mother didn't scold you for taking away one of the food. with a shrug, he lets you feed him, the aw coming from his mother making the heat travel from his neck to his ears. at least he got his garlic bread.
mother in law kuchel has always viewed you as her daughter, way before you officially became one by marrying her son, and it warms her to know that you're the one levi settled down with.
✸ ft. izuku “deku” midoriya
✸ info + warnings: prohero deku, suggestive
✸ laughs when he’s getting angry.
it’s part of his effort to remain calm so he doesn’t lose his cool—not only for his image, but because he genuinely does not enjoy confrontation. though, if someone is spewing bullshit that he knows is wrong and that he can easily disprove, all he can do shake his head and let out a breathy laugh. it’s honestly more jarring than seeing him angry. whoever is on the opposing end is better off abandoning the argument and quitting while they’re ahead because if they push hard enough, deku has no problem putting them in their place. but for you, you’re met with an attractive show of dominance.
✸ holds your hips while you’re talking to him.
after coming home from a day of patrolling, paperwork, and apprehending villains, izuku can’t think of anything more appealing than holding you. so while you’re waiting for water to boil or the oven to preheat, he’ll join you in the kitchen, immediately pulling you in by your hips and resting his chin on top of your head before peering down from above you with a lazy smile playing at his lips. his thumb traces soothing circles over your pants while you tell him about something interesting that happened at work or complain about your unfair boss. his gentle squeezes and quiet hums serve as a reminder that he’s listening to you.
✸ teases you so you have to repeat your compliments.
deku is incredibly perceptive and attentive, so it’s rare that he actually doesn’t hear you when you’re throwing compliments his way. it’s satisfying to know that you think so highly of him and knowing how you react when he urges you to milk it is what keeps his playful antics alive. it isn’t that he’s conceited or arrogant, but he loves seeing you flustered when he asks you to repeat yourself. he’ll cup his ear and say “sorry, what was that?” and “i didn’t hear you, you’ll have to speak up,” all while sporting a cheeky smirk at your growing sheepishness. his goal is for you to end up with your head buried in his chest.
✸ groans whenever he stretches.
it’s something deku does often because of his career, so you never run short of the somewhat indecent noises he emits. every time he feels the tension of his muscle or the popping of a joint, his groans are all the more delightful—music to your ears. seeing the crease between his brow disappear and hearing the breath of relief that follows is the icing on top of the cake. he’s noticed how your lips part at the involuntary grunts that come along with his stretches, so the first thing he does in the morning when you both wake up is toss the comforter to the side so he can stand up and reach his arms into the air, all so you can listen to him.
✸ chews on his lip when he’s super focused.
some people tap their foot, others bounce their leg—izuku bites his lip. it’s an unconscious habit that he can go a while without realizing that he’s doing it. but his lack of awareness means the action is raw, which makes it even more attractive. his pearly white incisors pressing into the soft skin of his lips as he jots down who knows what in his notebook is sure to draw your attention. it always ends with him running his tongue over his lip to soothe the abuse his teeth caused; his pink, plump lips left coated with a slight sheen. on most occasions, he doesn’t pick up on the mannerism until he catches you staring.
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Let's be honest here.
I'd probably die of Shyness if Venti even glanced in my direction for more than a half a second
That is the biggest mood, I'm an introvert and kinda hate actually initiating any type of actual communication, but that's what makes Venti so great
He's an attention seeking extrovert, making friends and starting conversations are his specialty
I fully believe that if he saw someone in a tavern that he thought looked interesting, he wouldn't hesitate to dedicate his next song to them with a little wink and a sly smile
Now buy him a drink and he'll keep the conversation up all by himself if he has to
Being the so called 'creator' would make it all the easier
I mean, he already knows who you are, you wouldn't have to do a single thing except sit there are look nice as he rambles on and practically sprawls across you
You blushing and trying not to make eye contact would just encourage him all the more, loving the idea that he's the one who flusters you
Would give him a major ego boost, which can only get so much bigger before it actually outgrows his already small body— so maybe be careful there
I can just imagine him doing his signature laugh and being all "You're just sooo cute, I can't help myself when you react like that~" as he teases you for blushing for the hundredth time
He's a menace but we love him anyway <3
listen….kissing kaeya to sleep…….cradling him softly and all…………….
(warning --> alcohol usage mention)
Your house is so quiet now when several minutes before it was chaos, stumbling chaos. Kaeya, and his decorated self, practically tripped through the door and into your living room. It wasn’t graceful, it was more pitiful and startling than anything else but he assured in hysterical laughter that it was fine.
“Kae-Kaeya --?” You moved to catch him before he accidently hurt himself, your hands pressing against his chest while his rested on your sturdy shoulders. “Are you ...?”
He laughed so hard when the door burst into life but the smile that he wore seemed to be slowly fading with every passing second. “I got what I *hick* needed.” His head came to rest in the crook of your neck, the weight of his body nearly sending you to the floor.
“Y-yeah? You also may have done a bit much too, don’t you think?”
“H-had too, darlin’. They almnst leffp.” His body continued to sway, his words mumbled. How was it possible for him to gather the intel he needed when he could barely talk to begin with. You hoped he’d be able to remember what was so important tomorrow morning.
“Well we couldn’t have that happen now could we.” You chuckled at the disoriented shake of his head.
“Mmm.”
Rubbing your hand over his back, you shifted to angle yourself toward the hall half wondering if you’d make it. “Let’s get you to bed, okay?” Suddenly, his wobbly self became controlled as he wrapped his arm around your neck so tightly it made you groan. “H-hey.” It wasn’t like Kaeya to act this way after a night out and while you hadn’t seen him every evening, you knew him well enough to identify this was out of the norm. Confused but accepting, you returned his hug which, after a tight squeeze and slight hand adjustment toward you, he seemed satisfied with.
Just as quickly as his demeanor changed, it switched right back. “You wanned -- to takme to bed?” He mumbled, a smirk tugging at his lips.
“Yes yes, let’s go.” Carefully, slowly, you ushered him down the hall. When he reached the bedroom his feet shuffled him onward toward while you did your best to help him out of some of his clothes. First came his white cape, then his jacket and gloves and finally, as he face planted into the mattress, his shoes. “I can’t believe Diluc really let you drink this much.” You stated, arm flinging the heavy leather boots toward the dresser.
“Wsnt thr -”
“That explains it. Turn over, you’ll suffocate.” Uncoordinated hands slammed into the bed, it took him a few tries but he was eventually successful. His eyes were already closed and his breathing was quick, most likely from his pounding heart and the rushing energy flowing through him. “I’ll get you water.” You leaned forward, lips pressing against his brow before slipping out of the room.
“Dnt leave --” Kaeya’s hand reached for you but his reaction was far to slow. His twirling, tumbling mind did it’s best to replay the events of the evening but they came back in flashes too fuzzy to put in order. His arm draped over his face and he willed himself to remember. Why were you coming up so frequently in his mind, you weren’t at the tavern. It was all so confusing.
“Here.” Your voice seemed to pull him from whatever he was doing with his arm rolling around his face. Laughing, you placed the cup on the bedside table before turning to leave. Just as you were about to get yourself ready for bed, Kaeya’s hand reached out to grab you.
“... where you going? ...” His furrowed brow and turned down lips caught you off guard but his strength never did.
“I’m just going -”
“stay...” He pulled at you until you were standing right next to him. You were about to explain to him you weren’t really leaving but the way he looked at you made you pause.
“I’ll stay.” You whispered, lips connecting with his cheek, heart fluttering at the feeling of his sigh against your skin.
With ease, you crawled into the space beside him, but not after you got him to take several drinks of the water, even if he did fuss about it. You weren’t even settled when he turned to face you and placed his head against your chest, his arms coiling around your body, legs nearly doing the same.
“Are you comfortable?” You chuckled, shifting under him and doing your best to get the pillows to support your strange position. He nodded and while you were happy to be this close to him you couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off. His normal talkative, playful, flirty self was muted and in it’s place was something far lonelier.
“mmm sff ...”
“What?” You asked, tilting your head to better hear him.
“I’ll kepmf safe...” He huffed against your chest, arms getting tighter, fingers curling into the back of your shirt. “I’ll keep you safe.” He repeated, a bit clearer.
“I know you will. Try to get some sleep.” You adjusted, leg pushing out from under him so you could bend it.
Slowly, you ran your hands up and down his back taking care of his long hair and pulling it over his shoulder. When the back of his neck was exposed you ran your fingers over it, along the edge of his hairline, slightly down his back as far as the loose shirt would let you go.
Kaeya’s breathing slowed with every gentle kiss you pressed to the top of his head, with ever touch of your lips to his brow. He was slipping into the sleep he desperately needed while you cared for him and held him close.
I’ll keep you safe, he kept repeating in his head as his dreams began to craft the pieces of his memory he couldn’t put together.
I’ll keep you safe, he thought as the images of the frightened treasure hoarders running through the alleyways of Mondstadt played in reverse.
I’ll keep you safe, was the last thing that drifted through as he recalled the conversation that caught his attention and had no reason uttering your name but suddenly demanded his full attention.
Saying goodbye to my comfort character.
“You need to wake up.” He says caressing my back trying to comfort me.
“I don’t wanna wake up. I’m fine not waking up.”
Green grass and beautiful night sky filled with shining stars. Me laying on his chest, legs between his and huge strong arms caging me. There’s nothing more I could ask for.
“But you need to, I’m not real.”
His words broke my heart. I know what he said was true. I knew it from the start. But my stupid little brain can’t register a simple fact.
“You feel real.” I whispered clenching on the fabric of his shirt. He laughs and it was heavenly. Something I’m proud of to be the only one who could hear it.
“You’re all I could think about. You’re all I need.” Tears started falling from my eyes. He lifted my chin making me look up to him.
His eyes…. I love them so much. His lips and his nose, everything is perfect about him.
I want to stay with him forever because I know he’ll never hurt me. He’ll never break my heart.
And most importantly….
He’ll always choose me over anyone.
“I’m not taking you away from the world you belong to. When you open your eyes…. I will be gone. But know I’ll always be in your heart.”
I don’t wanna open my eyes. I just want to stay with him.
“Please. You need to wake up.”
“Why can’t we be together?” I asked him and he softly chuckled before placing a kiss on my forehead.
“We may not live in the same world now, but maybe we’ll be together in another life.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” We shared a passionate kiss. And with that kiss we professed our love for each other.
“Now open your eyes.”
I nodded and I slowly buried my head on the crook of his neck. I don’t want to let go but it’s what he wants. And it is what’s right.
“Just a little longer…” I whispered savoring my moments with him. I tried to remember as much as possible. His smell, the way his body feels so warm and so comforting. I tried to remembered it all and not long after I started to feel myself getting pulled out.
“I’ll search for you and we will be together. We’ll be together in a beach, a theater. Anywhere you like. I promise you. I promise.”
Waking up my heart aches as I realized it was his final goodbye. I knew I wouldn’t see him again and I knew I will be only able to imagine his touch throughout this lifetime.
But….
I believe him.
I believe that he’ll keep his words.
I believe that he will search for me in the next life just like I will.
Life is cruel for not letting him be real. But I believe that love always prevail.
For now, I will continue my life knowing my next will be with him.
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