Yeahhh So Like I Said, I Am Currently Rewatching Analyze Piss, And I Love How Dr. Wong Is Able To Set

— Susan Sontag, from “Death Kit,” (1967) (via lunamonchtuna)

I get notifications from my gf posting here and as I'm jobless now I can see them as soon as they are posted 🥰

they invented a new low just for me

and this isn't coherent at all but im just thinking about. well aira died. for like 10 minutes she was dead. you see this child who's seen death at such a young age, you see her growing up, trying to make her mom proud, trying to be the perfect girl, and then she dies. and when she comes back there's another story like hers but on the opposite side, the weary adult side, a mirror to hers but distorted. it isn't her mom, it will never be, and all the memories of her are hazy and bright and these new memories of a life that isn't hers but could have been in some other life, these memories are dark and sharp and sting, and she's never going to see her mom again. or maybe she did, a brief glimpse in the darkness when her heart stopped beating. and that has to be enough. so she does what she has always done. she loves. and she remembers.

this is my favorite one i've done so far i fear

inspired by this!

Starting out really bad while creating something is so fucking liberating, yea I can be shit in 10 more ways.

Didn't go in the end. Had rest and more rest. Les goooooo more food and more good food.