Its So Scary To Put Yourself Out There But A SINGLE Message Saying "hi I Loved What You Made It Touched

The reunion of Pac and Cellbit a few days ago was exactly as I expected. An anticlimactic ending to a months old conflict. Which maintains both characters stagnant in terms of development, no new knowledge was gained in these past five/four months. However it seems that that sentiment wasn't really common, most people were just happy that they were ‘family’ again. ‘

Sometimes I feel that there is more interest in simply consuming the relationship between Cellbit and Pac, in a way that ‘saint-ifies’ Cellbit, than actually understanding what is going on and why. This makes Pac’s flaws exist in a vacuum, they are only allowed to exist and affect Pac’s actions when Cellbit and Pac are having a positive interaction. And it makes recollection of certain aspects of the story seem incredibly biased.

I definitely can’t see Pac and Cellbit’s ‘fervent family friendship” as much as seemingly other people do. Although Pac’s love, specifically familial love, for Cellbit is quite intense, as he is always missing him, wanting to help him and such and especially important he calls him family. Cellbit’s familiar love is completely nonexistent, (Romantic love is a completely different story as Cellbit did once imply he would be willing to cheat on Roier with Pac, but that was before Cellbit and Roier got together at all. And Cellbit did greet Pac by flirting with him at their last meeting.)  Cellbit seems to see Pac as more of a friend than a family member ( Need I remind you that the presence of a child within a group does not make a family?). This information gets quite clear when you decide to pay attention to how Cellbit titles his relationships, he always calls Roier, Richas and Pepito ( And I think Foolish and Jaiden as well but I cannot remember) his family, they even have their own clear, traditional family titles. Husband, Son, Son. The most recent example is his last stream, “No time is lost as long as it is spent with family” about them wasting time considering going to see a warden. I think he said once he sees bolas as a family but I don’t really have any proof of that beyond my own memory, and him non-jokingly calling Philza “Dad” during the tie-breakers in Purgatory. Cellbit has only called Pac his friend, he calls Pac his friend in the title of stream where he would save him from the Happy Pills, he calls Pac his friend when threatening to take Foolish’s access to the Ordem Theoritas if he continues to bother Pac and Mike. I’m not saying that Cellbit doesn’t care about the people whom he decides to title friend; The Regret Arc was done in order to save Felps, whom he titles as a friend ( A best friend however). But I do think that Pac is not that high on Cellbit’s hierarchy of importance.

I have my suspicions about their ‘clearly positive’ interactions. I sincerely do not know why Cellbit would call Pac queridinho when he feels proud of him. It's a nickname that carries such negative weight, it symbolizes power imbalance and it is used to cause intimidation. It makes me question if Cellbit reacting proudly to Pac's acts of independence are truly honest.

I think what I want to actually say is that although Cellbit and Pac's relationship is complex, I think people tend to cut it's rougher edges in order to create a more wholesome image.

something something aerial silks tiktok something something victorian circus

Your P1 is so skrunkly. We adore him so much. The other dudes are also so funky. We love them all.

THANK YEW

So we all know Pomme and Richas disappeared before the testing started, and I remember seeing someone say that they went to Purgatory for the rescue without Phil

But I raise you one better

They went to GET Phil

They are currently dragging his unconscious ass to a boat and leaving as we speak

He's gonna wake up and it'll basically be like

It would be SO fuckin funny

If anyone tell cellbit "oh didn't you say you weren't gonna miss any of pepito's birthday?"

I BET he's gonna say something like "But I WAS there..................

in S P I R I T "

Pac: I don't know if you remember, we left Cell on an island with just a bullet and a revolver at his disposal and we fled. So, theoretically, we outsmarted* Cell and gave him what he deserved, understand? So, my headcanon, understand? You know? But the drawing was really cool.

[ *passar a perna – literally to deceive, but the direct translation is like a leg sweep, which is why Chat responds with "What leg?" ]

Pac: [Reading chat] What leg? Yeah, not the right one. Wait– not the right. Exactly. The left. Is it the left? Wait, which leg did I lose? [...] No, wait– the left, because my dominant leg is the right. So I will choose the left. [Reading chat] "You chose?" I like to think I had the power to choose.

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Pac talks about Fuga Impossível lore and implies that Cell let him decide which leg he'd lose. 🔪

[ Full transcript / translation ↓ ]

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Pac: Guys, it's not the other way around, in my headcanon– in my headcanon– you have to know how to respect my headcanon. In my headcanon– because, I don't know if you remember, we left Cell on an island with just a bullet and a revolver at his disposal and we fled. So, theoretically, we outsmarted* Cell and gave him what he deserved, understand? So, my headcanon, understand? You know? But the drawing was really cool.

[ *passar a perna – literally to deceive, but the direct translation is like a leg sweep, which is why Chat responds with "What leg?" ]

Pac: [Reading chat] What leg? Yeah, not the right one. Wait– not the right. Exactly. The left. Is it the left? Wait, which leg did I lose? Oh sht... [Long pause] I don't remember, man. Oh, I don't know guys, I don't know. Did I decide? Oh, man. None? I'm kidding–

Pac: Well, if I have to decide? The right? I don't know. Nobody knows, right? But this drawing was really cool, it was really cool. You choose one there and I choose the right one. No, wait– the left, because my dominant leg is the right. So I will choose the left. Because like, I'm thinking like this, look what came into my head: Which leg would go away? Wow, I thought "So, if I'm going to kick a ball, I'm going to shoot it with my right leg. If I didn't have a right leg, I wouldn't be able to shoot the ball properly. So I prefer the left." That was my line of thinking, you know? I don't know. It's a bad example, right? And that's it, right? [Reading chat] "You chose?" Yeah, I like to think I had the power to choose.

As he deserves.

what if someone gives him a nice normal hug with zero ulterior motives

swnd him to myhouse.wad

afraid

Oh my god! This is amazing!

I drew the 2 angel fandudes I know alongside my own :]

(From left to right; @filazuli 's fandude Faust, My fandude Seraphdude, and @bigeloo 's fandude Angeldude)

Healed. Now just to get him some therapy-

FUCK IT I CANT STAND SEEING HIM SUFFER *THROWS HIM ON MY INSURANCE FOR HAND SURGERY* GOOD LUCK AND GODSPEED YOU TIRED OLD MAN

@filazuli

He will never recover from this mentally and will explode y'all with his mind every night before sleep ^^