unprompted. / always accepting !!
@quartlet said : ❛ ah ... the tragedy of romance, the bittersweetness of true love. you believe your ending will be a duet, but i think not, i think your ending should be a solitary swansong. where your feathers are strung up like molten gold, splattered across the sky, forever entwined with the sun and from your lips will spill brightest amaryllis petals spew forth. when she finds you, she will hold you forevermore. ❜
they are the lovers' tragedy. they love & love, it's a boundless love that transcends their mortal forms, they do not need these feathers, their delicate touches, the soft gazes as proof of their love. rakan & xayah were love embodied, a relationship of pure harmony, where he is the sun & she is the moon, one incomplete without the other. // as the sun & moon are distanced lovers, they are doomed to die apart from one another. no matter how they desire a perfect end, one where both may exit life's stage & into a peaceful afterlife, souls intertwined & unbreaking, such is only a dream incapable of being proved real. fate does not care how bright he shines for her, she does not care for the moon's light once she smiles ( it's fugacious, ravishing, none can warm the sun's heart like she can ), even if only reserved for him, their end is not together.
but he denies it. he denies the song that dictates their separation, the bitter reality that wishes to not quell pain, but urge its conquest of heart & soul. his dance shall end without her by his side, she shall be restrained as his path ends, as the feathers he once held dear & took pride in will no longer shine, for even the sun is but a light waiting to be consumed by surrounding darkness. their love, no matter how profound, no matter its importance, is but a speck on this stage filled with actors, many alike that live these honeyed dreams perceived as reality, love is a blinding poison. the fallen cannot find rest, the morrow's dying light is an ember, a faux hope many cling onto. rakan clings onto. no matter its sneer, he wishes to die by her side, it is his intent, time nor fate can restrain him ———— he is but a fool that believes this inescapable labyrinth holds an exit, pity him, pity him !!!!!
❛ you're wrong. ❜ negates jhin's reality, the objective reality delivered through the lustrous lenses of the virtuoso, beauty's true beacon, perfection's successor. that mask, it's deceitful, poised with perpetual grin, though rakan refuses to falter before him. 'till spoken perception encompasses his own reality, he has no reason to believe him. ❛ me & xayah ? we do everything. together. ❜ for once, the charismatic grin he's so accustomed to wearing is gone, replaced by pursed lips, a tense stance, fearing movement itself. / if time is movement, then he would relinquish his love for dance to stay near her, to forestall reality's gift, death's sugar coated words that beckon him, longing for chilly embrace void of any living warmth, its gateway to the land death calls home, he doesn't want to leave her alone.
he takes note of it, his own breathing, how it's more consistent, how his glare is a defiant one, how so ... uncool he is. deep inhale, deep exhale, calm down. ❛ i'm not gonna die without her. we'll die together. nothing's going to change that. ❜ & though he turns, saturated azures shielded ——— the threat of rain is near. he feels it. ——— he's aware of his own folly : though this man's deceitful nature was embedded to his mask, his self, rakan, too, wears a mask from the same cloth. he, too, lies. this tattered heart knows of what must be done should peril conditions be met ; he is ready to forfeit his life for her, interrupt her swan song & continue his own 'till he reaches the double bar. that future may be near, may be far, though he is always prepared for it. being confronted with a reminder of that grim prospect serves only to highlight a hidden title, his title of the martyr.
rakan liked for a hug.
@fxlgurkinesis said : Her arms wrap around the other, unable to keep a smile on the face from the sheer positivity and brightness that seems to radiate from the other. Though she was careful to not disturb his wing, or what she thought was a wing at least.
yeah, that's definitely his wing, donning the guise of a cape to deceive humans into believing him to be one of them. a necessity to keep his true identity a secret —— however, it's when her amiable arms wrap around him that he realizes the eyes of the world are not on him for a moment, it's naught but serene solitude with a friend. slowly, but certainly, does red cape dissipate & form into his golden wing, feathers gleaming & their radiance softened. he can relax. he can be himself, it's a rare comfort when he's so far from the lands he calls home. no matter how minute that comfort may be, its significance could not be abandoned, for this wing is a part of him, a part he can exhibit around lux. what a relief.
❛ whoa, where's this coming from ? ❜ melodious tone adopted, pleased hum as a sigh of relief escapes him. arms gently come up & he wraps them around her petite form, hugging her in return. it's a gentle hug, possibly betraying expected vivacious & enthusiastic hugs ——— was such appropriate in the first place ? probably, though he opts for a hug whose nature won't disturb peace's rare silence. life here seemed a little too busy. ❛ if you wanted a hug, you could've just asked ! promise i'm more of a hugger than i am a fighter. ❜ mischievous quip, intending to tease & lie, not out of malice. he knows he excels at both.
meme. / accepting.
@obsidiantias said : [ adore ] (^:
how'd they get here ? / fate's path had always been a mystery, darkness shrouded the road forward, even if it was the only road one could ever take ; with each step, an opportunity for light to shine on this darkness. with each step, careful & meticulous, solitary & with another, something new each time. be it their meeting, no matter how long ago it was, no matter the initial rivalry on rakan's side, or the unending truths that came to light with each conversation. it was always something new between them. / now, here they lie in bed, future uncertain, but they care naught for it ; no, no, what mattered most was the present. what mattered most was each other.
admittedly, he prefers their positions to be reversed, for him to be on top , to be marveling down at zelgius & every little detail he could note. ( that smile made of honey reserved for none other than him, the doe - eyed gaze he sought for, they were a treasure rakan cherished. ) now ? he finds himself back to mattress beneath him, albeit soft bed could never match the delicate touches zelgius gave him, the way his fingers roamed over his body, the way they danced & touched every part that could elicit velvety gasp from touch alone. it's divine, it's amazing, it's zelgius that runs a hand over his chest, pressing hips down against rakan's. the intent was never to allure, he doesn't think so, he feels special. fragile, a careful treasure in supposed lover's eyes, a temple worthy of worship through more than just dulcet vocalizations.
not as if he particularly minded, for the benevolent words flowed naturally, they were never empty. zelgius's heart delivered those sonants with a passion for him, & who is rakan to reject the advances of a tattered heart he cares for ? who is he to deny the love blooming in his heart for him, him, who has only ever questioned himself & his identity ( they're jealous of his beauty, they envy what they cannot have, for zelgius belongs to no one. even as they are together, they are each other's but do not belong to one another. their paths have conjoined, decision to move onward together is of their own volition ).
he loves him. he indulges in it, in the barrage of kisses at one side of his neck, in the traveling hand that rests on the other side. rakan breathed, a reminder that this is real as he cranes his neck, granting more access, desiring more from him. more of those soft kisses, more of that new sensation pressing against him ——— it's hard. it's hard to breathe consistently, his breaths were short, edging closer to panting than actually breathing ——— & he basks in it. basks in the glory of this newfound feeling, distinct from the many times he's bed someone ; their touches were rough, he was rough, previously uncaring & meant naught more than to satiate lust's fire, reduce it to a dying ember. but not with him. lust may be a factor, yet it is never at the forefront here, it is their love that grants them ability to be careful, to treat each touch as magical, to truly care for not just the act itself, but the indubitable fact that it's with each other & they care, they care.
❛ zelgius —— ❜ out of breath, the reverent touches, the meaningful whispers of praise ... he yearns for a perpetual loop of this moment, for time's sand to come to halt & grant them this quiet blessing : to remain with one another in their room, away from public's eye. for their act to go on forever. to love him uninterrupted. it is a selfish wish, one that fate will not grant, for that alone he must make the most of it. ❛ please, ❜ rakan doesn't recall when his arms wrapped around zelgius, when his sharp nails gently dragged down the back of scarred flesh, when one hand carded through azure hair & grasped it to keep him close. fuck. ❛ keep ... going. i trust you. ❜ cerulean hues sought verdants, yet that desire must be withheld for now, left for the upcoming act, their shared act of love.
[ adore ] your muse being near reverent with mine in bed.
the real bruh moment is rakan having blue eyes in official art but green eyes in his in game model
bolded is yes
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i threw the idea to @ettards and so i gotta say it here
even though summoner’s rift isn’t canon, rakan is definitely the type of person who, if he’s teamed up w/ someone he’s had a night with before, he’s Likely to gank that person. only to then go into a bush w/ them and ask them if they’re up for a quickie. he also puts a control ward down just to spot any enemy wards in said bush, take them down, pretend he recalled w/ the laner n then like.......either blows them or eats them out 😗 LHGDJLDFJ
goggles. /// yi-dashi.
Dance was notunknown to Yi, which was perhaps why he’d been drawn to the performance in the first place.Plenty of his people had been dancers, and in Rakan he found some form of nostalgia. When the people of Wuju could not apply their sword-crafts to battle or contests, their grace became art. To the beat of drums, a curated form of swordplay hadcome alive in performance. Back then, Yihad ignored any mentors of the arts, preferring swords for their edges ratherthan aesthetics. There were many more important things to be done, he told them all. Whywould he need to remember every single Wuju play?
That thinkinghad got him to the present, standing before the other with flurries of compliments. Butthe nostalgia grew bitter the longer he pondered it. How much had he forgotten?
“… What isnew?” He offered, after shaking off his simmering malaise. The other’s bravado was much more captivating than thoughts of the past, “Acknowledgement of workwell done? Surely, I would hope you are given more credit for the performance youprovide? You speak as if you are aware of your own skill, and I suppose they would not host you here if not for the skill of it. Thepractice is apparent, and I am hope you are not the only one telling yourself this.”
Stroking athis beard, the Bladesman’s lenses clunked back into theircasings suddenly. Behind them, the man found himself wincing as hebecame aware of a missed introduction. That, and the name ‘Goggles,’ which seemed to slap him for his missed formality. Not very palatable to his ears certainly, and his first instinct was to scold the Vastayan for it. But be polite, Yi. Thatwas the least he could offer. Let it go once, and make sure he has no reason to call you it again.
He steadiedhis expression, and his goggles along with it, as he continued with his measured tone, “Ah, I think I have gotten ahead of myself. Please forgive me Rakan, I have not thought to announce myself. It is not Goggles, as yousay. I am known as Master Yi. I travel widely, and I was not expecting to spendmy time here this day. So, if you have things you must attend to, please do notlet this man keep you. If you would tell me more of your dances however, I would surely be interested in hearing it.”
At least that gave him an exit, if he’d truly managed to offend.
such a new song to settle upon his ears, appealing to some base desire that yearns for praise & attention ( oh, how it dwells in his heart ! ), rekindling the passionate fire of his heart that continuously reminds him of this skill's benefits : the endless praise from others, their attention, & their inevitable admiration held for none but rakan, rakan, rakan. hah, to stroke massive ego could be considered folly to some, albeit rakan feels differently. this praise is divine, it is a pleasure he indulges himself in, caring not for the scorn directed towards him through malevolent gazes ——— envy, repulsive sentiment he understands all too well ——— but beauty's irresistible grace allows him to persevere, to continue his performance without worry of what others thought.
❛ you'd be surprised, goggles ! ❜ again with the nickname, escaping past lips naturally, at a smooth ease the world could not compete with. coolness itself, is rakan in that moment. 'till he recognizes own blunder / stranger had been naught but kind to him ( but within lies an expectation of kindness from all !! ) hah, only a fool would believe that. it is only luck that he's not being chased down by yet another angry guard with hopes of capturing for his feathers, or perhaps his head. ❛ sorry, sorry, that was my bad. master yi, right ? ❜ took a moment, certainly, but he's quick to correct himself, purely out of courtesy ( that, & he'd like to try to remember this guy's name. ) ❛ i just don't get that sort of praise often, really. lot of clapping, cheering, & staring, but who can blame 'em ? either way, it feels nice to have someone know i work pretty damn hard on each dance ! ❜
oh, but don't let him speak of those countless nights where spirit of song & dance resonate within him, indulging himself in that selfish pleasure of dance, song !! the true passion that feels like his calling, that feels right down to every sweet melody. it matters not if it's from dusk to dawn, it is the happiness conjured from each second that mattered !
❛ aaaaaaaanyway, ❜ after brief pause, voice fills the air again, waiting's too boring & leaving honored guest without answer to query is way too rude. abandoning the routinely, rather lonesome evening after a festival sounds pleasing. a taste of something new surely was needed, even if it wasn't a sweet, chocolatey delicacy. ❛ if you wanna hear all about my dancing, then i could tell you all about 'em ! maybe even show you some, too. consider yourself my guest of honor !! err, though i don't exactly have a place. i just wander around. ❜
im gonna try smth…… ♥ this post so i can hop in ur IMs to try & discuss character dynamics between rakan and ur muse(s)!
nice draven cosplay
draven wants what i have
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