???     ///     yuanfena.

hc.   rakan cares about xayah. rakan cares about xayah. rakan cares about xayah. this is something i have to stress, namely because if there's one thing i know rakan is willing to do, it's absolutely anything for xayah. there's the fact xayah knows him well enough to say "rakan doesn't take death well," and whether or not that's in general or not, rakan is still able to kill if xayah were so to say it. even then, he doesn't ever lose how charismatic he is—he doesn't lose sight of himself, because not only is he comfortable with himself, but he knows that it's himself that xayah fell in love with. just as he's fallen for xayah bc of who she is. she might not be as emotionally intelligent as rakan, she might push herself to her limits and rakan absolutely hates it when she doesn't stop to take care of herself, but rakan still loves her. he supports her. he'd die for her across any verse if he were forced to do so. it's an unquestionable truth that no matter what, rakan cares deeply about her, just as she does for him. that even through the pain they both go through, emotionally, he's there to support her, just as she's there to support him, and that's an important aspect of their relationship that shouldn't be forgotten.

additionally, rakan is NEVER going to take off the skull with xayah's feathers. ever. this is more specific to a verse where he's lost xayah ( as in, she's dead ), but the point stands even in the verse where he's together with her: he's not taking it off. to him, it's not just the memories of the times he spent with her, it's also proof of their love. it's evidence that they were meant to be, that what they had? it was real, by fucking god it was real and no one's taking that from him. this is dwelling so much into a verse where he's lost her but i like. promise. it's deadass not something he's willing to negotiate, if rakan's to love again—if he can even find that strength himself to trust in someone that much again and be assured he doesn't fail them too—they have to accept not just him, but him and xayah. rakan is unequivocally connected with xayah, even after death. no one, no one is taking that away from him.

when u ks your duo

unprompted.     /     always accepting   !!

@quartlet​ said :   u are late for ur dick appointment

damn again   ?     guess we’ll have to do two dick sessions in one huh

              ❛     uh,     about that.     ❜     rakan   ?     nervous   ?     no,     no,     it's surely feigned.     he's not one to be so easily intimidated by anything,     especially not jayce's experiment of the day.     ❛     i actually have to be somewhere else.     duty calls    &    all that.     think we could try this     ...     whatever this is some other time   ?     ❜       ///       @friendsinthefrost​

please take care of yourselves everyone 💖

cant fuckinf write rn so heres the answer to that ask you sent in

since rakan wanted 2 be nosey, he got a look at how ekkos curiosity led to a bunch of bad doodles n studies #neeeeerd

WHAAAAA I DIDN’T EXPECT THIS AT ALL FDJHDLFKJH THIS IS SO PRETTY…these doodles are so nice and i can feel a lot of fluidity emanating from them, i love it!       ///       @chronodriven

Dont mind her , standing on the tips of her toes ! JUST to try and be taller than him though its all fun & games ! Swaying her nine tails as if they were a cloak of feathers she appeared to be impersonating him ever so slightly .

              kumiho's solid attempt at matching vastaya's height could be considered adorable,     endearing,     &    to an extent,     enchanting    &    charming.     was that not her goal,     though   ?     to charm him    &    lull him into faux security,     his down fall were his guard to be let down so easily.     is this her true intent   ?     possibly so.     does he consider such a dire possibility   ?     no.     joy's grin curves at rakan's lips,     features brighten up    &    an amused chuckle escapes him.     he's impressed at her attempt to impersonate him.     it could use some work,     though there's a certain flattery that comes with impersonation.

              ❛     fox tails for wings,     huh   ?     ❜     hum indicates that he's pondering over it,     as if it were a viable idea,     albeit surely     ...     ❛     nope,     think my feathers still take the cake   !     they shine    &    glimmer in the sunlight,     y'know   ?     ❜       ///       @vuikusen

yasuo... :)     /     always accepting   !!

@windwandered​ said :   Can you heal me for once.

              another bot lane with ashe    &    nautilus as their enemies     (   how original,     how putrid,     surely the skills needed to shoot arrows    &    throw a damn hook must be so prestigious   ),     one would assume that playing safe would net victory    ;    alas,     that didn't work.     countless times has he been hooked    &    knocked airborne,     countless times had he been victim to ashe's icy arrows to protect his carry,     countless times already had he poked at them successfully    &    ran towards his carry to offer what little assistance he could.     each time failed,     albeit he's used to working with uncooperative people     ———     varus,     thou shalt not be missed     ———     the multiple quips had irked him.     maybe a little too much.

              ❛     hey,     here's a better idea,     stop running from me when you know i'm about to HEAL YOU   !!!     ❜     moment of rage,     cool    &    collected demeanor forsaken for the rare exasperated one.     the rift always has surprises for him.     rakan's intent was to scold    ;    however,     he feels a hook against his person    &    his eyes go wide.     their ults are up,     aren't they   ?      ❛     aw,     crap     ———     ❜     sixth death,     here he comes   !!!

unprompted.     /     always accepting   !!

@iixesha​ said :   Scratches behind his ear. For science reasons

              ❛     huh   ?     ❜     he's not used to it,     having someone else scratch behind his ears.     sure,     they were as fluffy as they looked    &    certainly deserving of anyone's attention,     though what more captivating than his feathers he puts on display for all to marvel at   ?     sure,     his ears got some form of attention,     no matter how small,     but for them to be scratched   ?     nope,     that's new.     oh,    &    an itch he previously didn't have becomes apparent once ekko's fingers scratch behind his ears.     ❛     hold on,     lil bit more to the left     ———     too far.     more to the right,     aaaaaand     ...     ❜     there,     there's that damn itch   !!     ❛     right there   !     i could scratch it myself,     but i've got long nails.     don't wanna end up hurtin' my beautiful ears in the process,     y'know   ?     ❜

              ❛     watch your step   !     ❜     small folly's not going to put a dent in their travels,     though he's swift in his movements anyway,     making sure to catch her before she could fall.     phew.     ❛     be careful.     ground's a bit slippery here,     you don't wanna fall from this height.     ❜     exaggerating   ?     probably.     it's expected of him.       ///       @ofsights​