everytime i feel lazy i shift
everytime i'm sad i shift
everytime i sleep i shift
everytime i have a mental breakdown i shift
everytime i want to, i shift
everytime i take a nap i shift
every weekend, i shift
every weekday, i shift
everytime i daydream, i shift
everytime i imagine scenarios, i shift
everytime i hyperfixate on my dr, i shift
everytime i have doubts, i shift
everytime i listen to my dr playlist, i shift
everytime i scroll through my pinterest pins, i shift
i shift without any effort at all
I swear Iβm funny Iβm just shy
i got that deer in me (constant urge to run into oncoming traffic)
Iβll say βI miss my manβ like heβs not in a whole other reality
but if he knew my consciousness wasnβt there yet i bet heβd miss me too
β‘ Period sucks β‘
Iβll stop trying to shift somewhere if I canβt out-main character the main character, cause wdym Iβm going to a whole new reality just for you to be cooler than me?? Tf?
βΛβ‘οΉΛ ΰΌ
Λ ΰΌ ΰ³βqΛ
I can't explain how personal I take the whole saviours war arc like I have PTSD like I went to war myself