Chat I Had Auditions Today And I'm Literally Shaking In Anticipation For The Cast List It's Not Even

not calling off the wedding right 😭

mb 😭

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o-o-o-o-oh m-my g-g-goodness! golly gee! you? marry me? Bet.

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wait omg i need to see this I’ve been thinking ab a concept like this

gang personality swap idea guys

so ponyboy gets jumped, like, slightly worse than johnny gets jumped. in the aftermath they all sort of switch spots??

Ponyboy acts like Johnny (jumpy and scared from being jumped)

Johnny acts like Dallas (gets all tuff and rough, swearing nothing will happen like that again)

Dallas acts like Darry (still tuff just more cold than anything. you really can't tell whats going on)

Darry acts like Sodapop (being a lot more soft and gentle and understanding with Ponyboy, because thats what he needs right now)

Sodapop acts like Steve (whose so so angry at the socs, their home, the world, because this happened to his baby brother and it would only get worse)

Steve acts like Two-Bit (who ends up making a joke here and there, and realizes he feels helpful doing do, and just not stopping)

Two-Bit acts like Ponyboy (getting all quiet and thoughtful, sober.)

idk guys maybe its the worms

the first chapter of a certain au (within another au) has been released by @wannabe-goth-babe and I. maybe stop by every so often :D

i need more outsiders aus like the ones where pony goes back in time or something like "Changing Places" and "What Isn't Real" by Emily_F6 cause those were so gooooooddd and I need to see more of smth like that cause i love how chaotic it is and how much you can do with it and in turn write a happy ending. someone pls

I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re fucking happy. I hope you’re happy that you burned out my passion. I hope youre happy that you made the last few months of my life hell. I hope you’re happy that you let me be alone. I hope you’re happy that you made me feel so bad about myself. I hope you’re happy that you led me to the edge and convinced me to jump. You better be happy.

I went through with it, not that you care. I bet you wanted me gone. Even after all these years I’ve known you, you still know nothing about me. I’ll never be talented. I’ll never be someone you rely on. We will never be close. You will never believe in me. You will never care. I’ll always be that extra wheel. You don’t care what happens. You won’t miss me. And I wish that didn’t fucking hurt. I hope you know that I cared, I wanted to be close, I wanted to be reliable, I wanted to be known. I wanted to be someone.

I had such bigger plans. I had goals. And now because of you I’ll never get to check them off of my bucket list. Maybe I’ll find people that care like that someday but I’ll always think about how it could’ve been you. I’ll always think of what could’ve been. I hope I made the right decision but it’s not like you’ll try to persuade me to stay. You couldn’t even see anything in me that was worth anything. And you were so so mean for no reason. When all I wanted was to not be left out. Sticking out like a sore thumb all the time.

How crazy it is for something to make you wish for the bare minimum of happiness. And I hope you’re fucking happy. Cause then, at least one of us is.

Sincerely,

the girl you’ve hurt time and time again

MY DAD KISSED MY FIANCEE!!!!

@jamandjazz @jasmine145946 y'all know what you did you traitors 😤😤😤

Yes i have said “damn it i’ve had it i’m done drinking mayonnaise” at least 500 times in the last 3 days. No i will not stop.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. Goodnight

Christmas. I’ve been waiting for you.

i think even if dally grew up a curtis, he definitely spent some time in nyc. here are my thoughts.

i take back any possible comments that say they never ended up in nyc because here's what i think happened

mrs curtis grew up in tulsa but mr curtis grew up in chicago, so when they got married, they ended up there until about a year after ponyboy was born

thennn they moved all the way to nyc to live with their uncle and stuff in which dally started getting into city stuff as a young teen

their parents didn't know because dally was good at hiding things

it was only til the older guys that dallas was dealing with found dally and pony together out at a park and tried to take pony, that dal got scared and told his parents which led to them just deciding to move to tulsa entirely (they've been there before to see their relatives) with uncle jeff (who ended up staying with his parents and their grandparents for a while before moving back to the city)

living in the south for the younger kids, influenced their accents, unlike the three eldest who drift back and forth from ny to southern.

(lets pretend all of that makes sense)

to everyone

merry crisis everyone

And a happy new fear