Hey Pookie Where U At 🤭😏

im writing smth sick and twisted

all is well. all is fine.

and then all hell breaks loose.

@lawrzznz @fireballazalea

Ponyboy Curtis is a writer. But he doesn’t write for fun. No, he reads for fun. He writes to express his grief. He would never write a theme like The Outsiders had he not been brought to it by grief. Were something to happen to another member of the gang, I bet there would be another story written. I bet he’s written stories about his mother and father as well. But he doesn’t write just because. Ponyboy Curtis is a writer whose pen is motivated by mourning.

for all my two-bit kinnies such as myself who feel like this on a daily. especially if you feel like you dont have the right. i see you.

“NO, HOMO!” I cry as my dear friend, Homo, ran into the burning building to save the orphans. He didn’t make it out alive. He will be dearly missed.

another sad headcanon bc I like torturing y’all ☺️

after the Curtis parents deaths any time the gang wants to watch a movie together Two-bit, Steve, Johnny, and Dally scour around to make sure there’s no car crash scene in the movie. One time six of them were in the living room. (Darry was working late that night) watching some western movie. There was a scene about halfway through where there was a car crash, specifically one involving a train. The room went silent, when the others looked back at the Curtis brothers, Soda was sobbing. Tears racing down his face, he ended up bawling for hours in Steve’s arms. Ponyboy had an absolutely terrible panic attack, y’know the train colliding into that car he saw in his nightmare in the movie? Yea, that was the scene he saw that night. It took Johnny almost an hour just to get Pony to breathe normally, Ponyboy either did pass out or came very close to it. It got to the point even Steve and Dally were really worried. Soda cried until he passed out from exhaustion, not waking up until the next morning, and Pony had such bad nightmares he didn’t sleep for three whole days afterwards, and had paralyzing nightmares every night for a solid month. After that the rest of the gang started reading about movies before they watched them.

I’m sorry.

reblog if you have skilled writer friends and you're damn proud of them

yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see <- normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to

BIG MWAH ( sick of me yet? :3 )

BIGGER MWAH (never pookie let’s run away together :3)