Fallingsnowmissingdarling - Snow

I need to try and heal so that I do not carry over problems and pose a burden to the people who do love me

kurt vonnegut, being good at things is not the point of doing them.

a second beam of hope has stricken my heart

i open tumblr. i close tumblr. i check discord. i open tumblr. i close tumblr. i open spotify. start a song. open youtube. pick video, ending song. video bad. i close youtube. i open tumblr

the clouds become even more beautiful through small button eyes

Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies

mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die

literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.