The Moment Where He Calculates.

genuinely save me

there is no old self to get back to there’s a new u to create n nurture

sometimes u just gotta write the most cliche self indulgent fanfic u can think of. for your health

despite everything …. I’m grateful I got a chance to be alive… to experience love and good food and sunsets. isn’t that the point of it all really

"you should be at the club" I should be working on my fanfic

bruh

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

Devastating to have more evidence that done IS better than perfect