I Get It When People Avoid Me. I Don’t Even Want Myself Around.

I found your instagram I found your tumblr

One text from a person that isn't their usual way of talking and I'm freaking outttttt

Oh oh oh, I'm FREAKING OUT Hahahahaha- I feel like I can't breathe, and I feel like I might lash out. Over something so stupid omfg STOP

death isnt enough. i need to never have existed

I wish I was skinny, for if I was skinny maybe the lack of fat would make up for the lack of love that I have for my own mind

the worst thing is ur scale telling u that u lost weight but not being able to see it in the mirror