Fadedinstinct - Rown

intro:

i'm rown, seventeen, i go by he/they pronouns. i'm queer & i usually don't know what to write when it comes to things like this. i'm a music producer / songwriter (i'm a beginner & still learning, but perhaps in the near future i will share some of my music with y'all).

i love

writing very cryptic and nonsensical poetry in my notes app

sad gay cowboys

music that makes me want to rip my heart out and give it to a stranger

exploring weird forgotten internet pages,

dancing in the dark in my room,

collecting CDs

nature

psychological horror

reading

i'm a firm believer that the world could be a better place someday, but definitely not in the near future.

dni: nazis, fascists, homophobes, transphobes, close-minded people

in the arms of the monster under the bed, i sit, watching my insides and grinning sinisterly at the other monster. the room shifts, swallows me, and spits me out like a vengeful brother worthy of punishment. my foot slips into rooms increasingly strange and filthy. i want to dance as if the end of the world didn’t come as predicted in two thousand fourteen, in slow-mo, and you with your headphones over your ears like a rogue pirate bored of reality, to hold me when i fall and bring me back to normality.

my english teacher not being a trumpie is kind of surprising to me maybe he isn’t that bad after all

halsey blue hair era