Aw Guys. I Was Electraharlot. Then I Logged Out And Idk My Email For That Accoutn. Sigh

I love all these old ass tumblr blogs like yes u are only like 27 and u have had this blog since 2012 and been swagalicious for over a decade

Fugazi

hairspray

Glitter washi tape

women journalists

Dancing in rivers

sleeping in your bed

yaris sanchez

Being estranged from your sibling you endured years of physical and emotional torture from but also used to be very close to and looked up to as a kid kind of feels like getting your heart ripped out of your chest every single day

i want to put my head between her shoulder blades

i want to make eye contact with her while i finger her

i want to look through her drawers and under her bed while she's in the bathroom

I saw a picture hung up on the wall

of you kissing a boy with shaggy brown hair

A joint between your fingers

while your hand rested on the back of his head

Your hair was like chocolate and your lips peeking out from his like salmon

It made me shake while a great pink flower bloomed in my chest

while coldness burnt my skin

The other pictures you keep up

of you heartily kissing your many girl-friends

Small polaroids stuck together perfectly like part of a ritual

Your boyfriend lets you kiss girls

for photos, drunk, high, at night, for show and posted on Instagram

Please, honey

Bring me back from the dead

with the wet and warm and violent of your kiss

Please, honey

Don't hesitate

when you get the urge

to greedily put your hand under my shirt

My flesh was only formed for you

Please, honey

Keep this only in your mind, forever growing with mystery and mistake

Please, honey

Start up quickly then linger at the door

moved by my stillness

Honey, I'll cry once you leave

I'll shiver and shake

and think of you whenever I get my tits squeezed for the rest of life

she's not a girl who misses much