Not So Pretty Patterns

This is the story a man named Michael, or Neural Nets, or Petruccio, EvilPsychiatrist, BrainlessBecki, MistyGwen, MindFogger, Decognition and Bimbo Virus.

A Decade of Lies and Manipulation

I don’t want to Trigger the trauma of his other victims by reciting stuff already on the web (Just search it up). What I want to do is share my chapter. What I saw, what I heard, and you may just have to take my word on it.

Originally, I was a fan, I wanted to support him, I did. Hell, I wanted to be in his files, and eventually, I was, but after knowing him for some time on TumbLr, and other places, namely joining his Discord, I began to hear stories. People came to me, talking about abuse, and for a while, I played along, quite a while, and suddenly, the Real person behind the facade began to emerge.

(I should mention here, I am empath, I pick up on people who lie, and this also means people can find me to be someone who is easy to open up to)

It started, the moment I joined the server. I met with https://huntressm.tumblr.com in Voice Chat, had a great time and trance with her, and then conversation somehow shifted to consent, where NN was mentioned. She imparted wisdom upon me, and I listened mostly.

I took Huntress’s advice as something of great value, and her and I would continue to communicate about it at a later date.

I would soon learn NN had damning evidence against him, but for the time, I played along.

Then, was about the time he decided to me a 5 dollar Whore in the server, for speaking too much, and I was silenced. I would then be put under Bliss’s care, for what she called “One word training”.

Things got more cult-like…

Soon, members, myself included were involved in the gaslighting of other members, it was awful, and when any questioned it, they were peer pressured into following along like I was. People would be encouraged to confess things they experienced under hypnosis, encouraged to trance on the daily, and that is what ultimately led to Feather, the infamous file Neural promoted which had suggestions in it to “Forget all other people” and was the subject of trauma for some. You may have even read, dear reader, the story of Secret Subject, and her reaction to the file was not great.

The Great Cult Clash of Hypno-kink

SS, bless her, just wanted NN to put consent warnings in the descriptions of his files. He did, but only after covering his ass which he had Mind Melters (his high ranking cultists) help out with, to strip himself of any responsibility for his actions. It IS a fact that when SS tried to speak out, they did everything in his power to make her look GUILTY. Not once showing a shred of care about consent, till it took to Tumblr, and it became hard to suppress.

Then I got kicked

Long story short, he manipulated a good friend, many actually, and with the help of Guzzles, aka Bliss, aka Amelia, that friend was led into a whirlwind of mental health issues. We have since rekindled and apologized to eachother.

The Bitch is Back aka Deneuralization

After some time had passed, I contacted NN for re-entry. Veronica Mars was back on the case, and I immediately set out a plan to play honey trap, and squeeze this lemon of anything I could. I played along again, each time noticing no matter how high I got promoted, there was always this inner circle, an untouchable few, that did stuff in secret, so nothing bad ever got out. I also worked to get close to who I could, felt people needed protecting, to know the truth.

The Girl who Kicked the Hornets Nets and the VFD

Soon I was on his good side enough to become a Mind Melter, this meant, I was a mod, and as soon as I became one, I was aware this was much, much bigger than I had ever imagined. He pulled all strings, everything to ensure the place ran like clockwork. Bliss became my boss, but we rarely spoke except for events like Friday Deep Drop.

In drop, it was kinda hot, I’ll be honest, but I always had this worry, like it was a way of conditioning others to follow him, say the mantras like the girls in the files. On the surface it was inclusive, but deep down more or less a way to rope more people in. He has since deleted all evidence of the promotions, but they remain, as reblogs.

Then I find out, I’m not the only one looking into all this. That SS and hero of the decade Hoosen, and many others, were also looking into it. We worked together, I method acted, kept digging, and kept finding more evidence.

Exes, old friends, you name it, so many have interacted with him, and then bounced because of how manipulative he is. Speaking of bouncing, I find it fitting to note I got accidentally triggered by one of the suggestions from the file Bounce, while in the shower. Thankfully, I was able to gain a grasp on reality, some were not so lucky.

I continued to poke and prod, finding out about more and more stories, just like mine.

Hoosen’s Letter

Then came the first truth bomb. Hoosen sacrificed himself in the line of duty, everything he worked to build, soon exposing NN and his past.

This open letter (meta I know, so self-aware)

That leads us to here, and this very moment, where I write to you dear hypno community to say your stories are valid, and if he harmed you, and you are comfortable, speak up. You are not alone. Just today I finally got brave and called him out on his tricks. We are wise to them all, name changes, identity shifts, a true Count Olaf.

Why He didn’t have the nerve to do it himself, I will never know, but I was in fact kicked again, like all before me, for just bringing some transparency.

I ask you all, please, let him manipulate no longer. See it in your heads that what he did was wrong, and he is trying to this to evade punishment. See it in your minds to come to your senses like I have, and others before me.

We want to say he could change, but after saying he was not coming back and giving control of the place to Aurora, ego pulled him back.

Bliss aka Amelia, even knows he is an abuser, yet lets him do it anyway, wanting to be fucked up. Promoting it like others should do that too, and blurring fantasy and reality along the way.

The Pink Room

This was Amelia’s personal retreat, a public, but inaccessible audio channel originally just for her, a person brainwash room. When I asked what it was and if I could join, she shut me down fast. She knew more than she was letting on, and I knew it too. I’d see others join too, others closer to Amelia, people she had sometimes met IRL, I am to learn. We now have every reason to believe she was deliberate about all this. She wanted us to know she was getting fucked up. And we knew all right because she was so open about it.

As a file girl

At first, it was liberating, like being a Playboy Bunny but ultimately, that wore off and it was clear he was just using us, for our voices, cause he disliked his own. At first, it was like “yeah cool, I get to work with people I have wanted”, but the cold reality is I recorded alone, having to press for tips by sharing what I recorded, till what was recorded was sufficient. Even then, it was clear who were the faves. It was clear he wanted to draw the most attention to the higher circle in his establishment, as I am only in a fraction of the file, despite recording the whole script. All this effort, for only a few seconds, here and there. And pretend praise when it was shared with those involved. He made it clear. He cared more about those who were established in mind-kink.

The illusion of Free Will

Ultimately, He’d like you to believe you have a choice, that you can quit any time, yet he also very happily admits his files are designed to addict people. Don’t believe me? Healsluts are what was it now? How about if I say Tick Tock? 1 2 3 4?

These earworms, combined with advanced NLP and other tactics, are his main weapon. Why his server went to 4K, before declining, as people worked out what was really going on.

You never have a choice, he makes you think you do, that it is a game, but

THIS IS NOT A GAME ANYMORE…THIS IS REAL. Real minds have suffered real life consequences, and he will say it’s a conspiracy, anything to make him not liable for the damage he has done.

I love this kink, I really do, but I saw him lie and manipulate long enough, and it’s time it was out on the open.

He’s banned from conventions and forums on hypnosis for his behavior. He’s even broken laws just to make money off stuff that isn’t his.

He is danger to all who love hypnosis, and the more people who know, the better. He has no intent on helping people with mental health issues. Only in being an earworm…that’s the bimbo virus summed up, and this entire year in a nutshell.

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

1 year ago

hypnotic mantras. Reblog if you agree

[18+ only]

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

2 years ago

Been a while.

Howdy everyone, Xen here. Been busy with college, but it’s slowing down thankfully, so I should be able to start posting my own Inductions and things.

I'm open to working with people to make custom Inductions, Scripts, etc. Just know that it may take me a bit to make things once school picks up once again. My inbox is open , as is my Ask-Box if you want to send me anything!

Xen out!

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

2 years ago

fractionation, but only by a change in tone.

your tist going from their regular, everyday voice to that wonderful, soothing, and entrancing voice that you know so well.

your mind so eager and conditioned that just noticing the shift sends you spiralling down.

going back to their regular voice to make you drift back up again. constantly switching as your mind dances between states.

bobbing up and down, helplessly strung along by their words. aching for trance again and again, filled with desire. needing the drop, knowing that you're completely at their mercy.

toying with your mind for entertainment.

nothing more than a puppet.

and absolutely loving every second of it.

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

2 years ago

Brainwashing your sub with hypnosis and forced orgasm denial into thinking that you’re the best they’ll ever get

Making them believe that they were extremely lucky that you even gave them the chance to be your braindead denial slave.

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

2 years ago

Faux Pregnancy

Hello everyone! This is a file meant to allow you to experience a faux pregnancy!

This includes hypnotic language , Body changes, pregnancy

The effects only last for 30 Min after the fact - But, it does leave you with a trigger you can use at any time!

I hope you enjoy!

Let's get you comfortable, Hm?

Firstly, Take a slow, deep breath in.

And let it out.

Place your feet flat on the floor.

And take another deep breath in.

Rest your hands in your lap.

And let out that breath.

Let yourself relax, as you take another deep breath in.

And let it out.

Each breath in pulls all of your stress and worries into your lungs.

And each breath out just lets it out.

Deep, deep breath in.

and let it all out.

Each breath feels like a heavy weight on your body.

It's a relaxing weight, each breath making you feel heavier and more relaxed.

A breath in.

And another breath out.

And, Just to help you relax.

We're going to count down from 10 to 1.

Just you and I, in your mind.

Each number will equal another weight on you.

And each number is going to make you feel much more relaxed.

It's going to help you relax so much, and get you ready for what's to come.

We'll start with 10, already feeling heavier and more relaxed, and it's only the first number.

9, more weight washing over you, the same as a wave of relaxation building up around you like a warm, fluffy blanket.

8, another weight, and another wave of relaxation feeling as if you're becoming so heavy and so, so relaxed. it's becoming so much easier to just let go, and fall into this weight.

7, it's as if a tidal wave of relaxation has come over you, feeling unlike any of the waves that have come before, and it's so close to making your body just fall into that pit of pure bliss.

6, nearly halfway there, a heaviness that's pulling your mind down, down, down into the abyss, where it's only you and these words in front of you. another wave of relaxation that's just so good, and warm around you that it's like a warm ocean breeze.

5, halfway there now, Just letting yourself get pulled down with the weight - your eyes open wide, but the only thing that matters are the words right in front of you. feeling yourself drifting deeper into your mind, and letting go of all your worldly stresses. Let them fall away, discarded as if they mean nothing. After all, All you need to do is read, and sink.

4, We're getting so close now, letting that peaceful weight on your mind grow heavier, and heavier, and your relaxation feeling as if it were tripling over, and over again. Just let the words flow into your empty mind, they're the only thing that makes up your world at the moment, they're the only thing that matter right now.

3, Almost there, just two more to go before you sink entirely into your mind, 2 more little numbers between you and the absolute bliss of mindless relaxation.

2, drifting farther down, as the weights feel like everything enjoyable in life, letting you sink deeper -

1, Drifting, and floating now, relaxation washing over you, and pulling you so much deeper. Every time you read 1, it only gets better, and heavier. 1 makes you feel so relaxed and happy.

And as you continue to read, you're going to feel heavier, and heavier, relaxation only piling on with every letter you read, it's as if you're in an elevator, going down constantly, never stopping as you go down another floor, and another, and another, just letting yourself drift so deep into this relaxing pit of thoughtlessness.

There are only 5 floors left in the building - 5 floors until you reach the bottom, and with that bottom comes a new form of relaxation.

5, you feel the relaxation in your body only growing stronger, your mind, so empty already, becoming silent the longer you read.

4, starting from your feet, it feels like your body is slowly submerging in warm, comforting water.

3, moving up your body, concentrating on the feeling of pure bliss as it comes up your body.

2, up to your chest now, slowly rising on your neck - the feeling of bliss is so strong, so powerful

1, The warm water covers your head, leaving you floating in pure bliss - Nothing here but the words you're reading and your mind.

Now, Unlike the first time you read this through, this one is going to give you a nice, new experience.

What is this experience, you ask?

Why, You're going to experience a pregnancy, of course!

Now, There's no need to worry if you're a guy, of course. This pregnancy is magical!

Let's begin by imagining yourself - The way you look, the way you're dressed.

visualize everything about yourself.

The longer you visualize yourself, the easier it becomes to do so - It's almost second nature to keep up this mental image of yourself.

Every detail of your body is in your mind, laid bare for you to see.

The longer you continue to keep this mental image of yourself up, it's starting to become more, and more clear. It's almost as if you're looking into a mirror.

So, Now that it's become a mirror image of yourself, we're going to change this visualization.

Starting with the guys that are reading this, your hair is going to become longer, and thicker. Starting to tickle your back as it grows longer and longer.

Next, your shoulders are going to shrink, ever so slightly. Your figure is going to shrink, and thin, slowly becoming more feminine the more you read.

This visualization is going to continue to grow ever more feminine until this mirror image of yourself looks perfect. A perfect image of yourself as a woman.

You'll start to notice, that it wasn't just your mirror image changing - you were changing right alongside it, your body is now the perfect female version of itself.

Now, for everyone that's reading this, your visualization is just in front of you, and you're going to start to notice something is changing about it -

your stomach is beginning to grow, it's so slow, this growth, just barely noticeable - it's a curve to your tummy, just enough to fit your hand over.

You are now 7 weeks pregnant with Triplets -

Yes, You heard that right - Triplets. You are carrying three, tiny babies inside of yourself.

You're starting to grow again, Growing past week 10, and halting just at the end of your third month - at this point, you're visibly pregnant, and you're only going to get larger, now.

As you start to grow again - Your body is going to do its best to catch up - Your breasts are swelling, and your stomach grows to nearly double the size it was when you were only three months along - You're feeling kicks from each of your three very active bunch, and each of these kicks causes a small bump to appear on the outside of your tummy. Each time one of your babies kicks, it's going to send a small wave of butterflies through your body.

Your growth just isn't stopping now, passing month 7, 8, and stopping just at the tail-end of month 9 - You're so big, your breasts are feeling so, so full, and it feels as if you could give birth any second. But no worries, you're going to just sit, and enjoy this feeling.

the feeling of your babies kicking, the feeling of being so full of life. This sensation is going to last half an hour after you wake up. and after that half hour has passed - the sensation is going to fade away, almost as if it were just a memory.

Now, You're going to be waking up soon. But that's okay - If you ever want to feel like this again, all you have to do is close your eyes and say the phrase "Fill me up".

After saying this phrase, your pregnancy is going to return over the course of 5 minutes. Every time it's going to be triplets, and every time they're going to be so, so active.

Now, it's time to say goodbye. But Don't worry, you can always return by reading another file of mine or reading this one all over again.

Now, after 5 minutes pass, you're going to wake up feeling refreshed, and ready to tackle your pregnancy, for however long you wish to have it.

Goodbye for now!

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

8 months ago

Okay tbh I'm so tired of hypnoposts having flashing lights that are just completely uncensored, no warnings or anything. Anytime I interact with anything hypnosis related I get fifty different posts on my page that are basically just the definition of a seizure hazard and for some reason nobody seems to think that these should be spoilered or something like that. I get light sensitive migraines and this shit sets those off. I can't imagine how bad that's gotta be for someone with like, photosensitive epilepsy or something like that where it could actually really hurt them. Please for the love of God stop posting completely uncensored flashing lights.

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exaustedbrainneedscoffee

1 year ago

] Coming soon [

- Parasite Trigger Scripts (Hucow, Maid, Bimbo)

- Induction Scripts

- And so much more!

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